Genres: Angst
Other Results: 54 Series
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Summary: Even upon a strong heart comes with a faltering line between life and for death.

Nick had always loved his life, career and his brothers. But when the destruction of backstreet boys falls apart,the death of someone whom he loves and a downward spiral in his mind...he is left with a decision that could change it all.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fantasy
Warnings: Death, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 19047 Read Count: 2911
[Report This] Published: 02/21/15 Updated: 03/11/15
Summary: Past Featured Story"Hello? It's me, Nick. Again. Please... don't be dead.



That was all left. That was all that he had. There had been no goodbyes or words full of pain and heartache. Or regret. Regret for what he had just lost and for all the things he would never have the chance to get. No more dreams.
All that was left was a voicemail. And words that Brian wouldn't be able to say out loud, face to face.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 46982 Read Count: 5215
[Report This] Published: 10/16/12 Updated: 03/10/15
It's Complicated by Julilly Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 46]
Summary: Past Featured Story
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I know they say the first love is the sweetest, but that first cut is the deepest, I tried to keep us together, you were busy keeping secrets.

After 20 years together, the Backstreet Boys were certain they knew everything there was to know about their youngest member. He'd grown up right before their eyes, but behind the curtain everyone has secrets.

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Death, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 16595 Read Count: 3763
[Report This] Published: 02/01/15 Updated: 02/16/15
Show Me A Reason by Rose Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 55]
Summary:

The time has come but you know that it’s not too late...

Nick hates himself, hates his life, and hates everyone around him. What he wants more than anything is for it all to end. But sometimes, when all you wish for is to just lay down and die, you finally find a reason to live.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Supernatural
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 38982 Read Count: 7774
[Report This] Published: 06/30/14 Updated: 02/07/15
Summary: *Spoilers from the BSB Movie*
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they would understand.



Brian didn't want the world to know. Brian didn't want to go in front of the cameras and try to find a way to explain what he was going through. Because he could talk until he was blue in the face and, yet, none of them would have been able to understand his anguish and the nightmare he had been thrown in.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2697 Read Count: 343
[Report This] Published: 02/03/15 Updated: 02/03/15
Summary: Kicked out of the band, kicked out of their lives. But when AJ really needs someone there for him, who can he turn to? Will the brothers that have always stood by come to the rescue, or will they leave him stranded?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 19747 Read Count: 2793
[Report This] Published: 08/12/14 Updated: 01/04/15
Last Call by Ellebeth Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 1]
Summary: Nashville. Summer. Friday night. In 12 hours, she's leaving them behind. Anything goes. A deleted scene from The Boys on the Bus.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Howie, Nick
Genres: Angst, Humor, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: We Are the Story
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3708 Read Count: 211
[Report This] Published: 12/07/14 Updated: 12/07/14
Summary:

Monster. Hideous. Freak. Why can't people look past the physical form to see what lies within?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Kevin
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 46 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 75274 Read Count: 18311
[Report This] Published: 08/20/14 Updated: 11/14/14
Summary: Past Featured StoryIn the summer of 2001, the Black and Blue tour is suddenly put on hold when AJ enters rehab. Nick, Brian, Howie and Kevin are left to pick up the pieces and deal with the fact that their lives aren't as bulletproof as they once thought.

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Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Dramedy
Warnings: Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 106729 Read Count: 18015
[Report This] Published: 10/03/10 Updated: 10/31/14
Summary:
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Nick decided he'd take a break from his regular life and head out to Kentucky to visit his best friend, Kevin Richardson. Hoping to have some peace and quiet away from the city life. Little did he know that he'd find himself in a pretty uncomfortable situation with a young woman, who would change his life forever. (Still working on this summary)
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Kevin, Nick
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 3806 Read Count: 411
[Report This] Published: 10/13/14 Updated: 10/21/14
Summary:


Brian has issues with his vocal chords and it affects him quite alot. Nick tries to help him to get back his voice. It turns out tho that things are never as easy as they seem, when Brian realizes that some things just never change.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 16042 Read Count: 2024
[Report This] Published: 08/31/14 Updated: 10/20/14
Summary: Past Featured Story"You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the thing which you think you cannot do." - Eleanor Roosevelt

When the unthinkable seemingly happens to one of their own, the remaining members of the group must work through their pain in order to piece together what is left. The result is an inexplicable turn of events that leaves each of them fighting to save themselves, as well as each other.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Action, Angst, Drama, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 47 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 107927 Read Count: 28269
[Report This] Published: 02/28/14 Updated: 08/20/14
Falling Down by Rosalie Rated: R [Reviews - 58]
Summary: Past Featured Story

 Falling down is easy to do. It happens to the best of us. What happens when two people need each other to get back up on their feet.

 


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 50722 Read Count: 9575
[Report This] Published: 05/29/13 Updated: 08/11/14
Summary:

As kids, growing up in Kentucky, they were never especially close. But with Brian days away from death, Kevin goes to extreme lengths to save his cousin’s life.

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Kevin
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5864 Read Count: 1051

[Report This] Published: 07/30/14 Updated: 07/30/14
Summary:
Time travel is an intricate web of details upon details. Only the slightest fluttering can cause a whole web to collapse and change the future forever...

They had always prided themselves on the fact they were able to overcome anything, as long as they did it together. But when faced with the biggest mess they've ever encountered, the group is falling apart rapidly.

Nick feels like he's standing on the outside, merely looking in, desperately trying to find out where things went wrong and wishing he could change them.

But what if you can...

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Adventure, Angst, Drama, Science Fiction
Warnings: Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 30299 Read Count: 5039
[Report This] Published: 02/14/14 Updated: 05/07/14