Genres: Angst
Stories
With Me by ajsmyreasony Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 6]
Summary: Can she be convinced that with him she can?
Categories: Fanfiction > Music > New Kids on the Block
Characters: Donnie
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Content
Series: With Me
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 13983
Read Count: 1260


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Published:
05/05/15 » Updated: 05/24/15
Summary: In the summer of 2001 in the middle of the Black and Blue tour, AJ checks himself into rehab. Once he's there, he not only has to face his demons, but the question of whether he and Kevin will still have a relationship when he gets out. For years now it's been the five of them against the world in every way possible, but after the words Kevin left him with from the other side of a locked door, AJ doesn't know what to believe.

It's a hard thing to question your faith in love while you're trying to restore your faith in yourself.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Incest, Slash M/M
Series: OT5 Verse
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 22301
Read Count: 564


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Published:
04/16/15 » Updated: 05/22/15
Summary:

A bumpy busride on a stormy cold night is often not a good idea. After a fateful, explosive collision, four Backstreet Boys are left stranded, struggling to get back to civilization and wondering where their fifth member has gone.


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Action, Adventure, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 35 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 54776
Read Count: 11968


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Published:
06/10/14 » Updated: 05/20/15
Summary: (or, four times Brian Littrell carried his boys, and one time they carried him)

Inspired by the fact that Brian's arms are ridiculous and he can pick up everyone...well, that and the fact that he's also good at taking care of everyone. Some of this painful, but I promise some isn't.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Incest, Slash M/M
Series: OT5 Verse
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 12986
Read Count: 659


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Published:
04/05/15 » Updated: 05/08/15
Summary: A long, long time ago, Brian was a fisherman whose ship crashed on a rocky coast. He should have died when he cut his chest open on the rocks or he should have drowned in the water, but he's pulled onto the sand and saved from both by a man who changes his life forever.

Basically, in which Brian is a siren who lives a long, long time finding the people he loves scattered all over the place.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Historical, Romance, Supernatural
Warnings: Death, Graphic Sexual Content, Incest, Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 10997
Read Count: 465


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Published:
04/12/15 » Updated: 04/12/15
There's Us by Pengi Rated: R [Reviews - 64]
Summary:


Nick and Brian have to face the past together if they're going to repair the future...

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor
Warnings: Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 68858
Read Count: 15374


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Published:
02/04/15 » Updated: 03/27/15
Summary: Even upon a strong heart comes with a faltering line between life and for death.

Nick had always loved his life, career and his brothers. But when the destruction of backstreet boys falls apart,the death of someone whom he loves and a downward spiral in his mind...he is left with a decision that could change it all.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fantasy
Warnings: Death, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 19047
Read Count: 3595


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Published:
02/21/15 » Updated: 03/11/15
Summary: Past Featured Story"Hello? It's me, Nick. Again. Please... don't be dead.



That was all left. That was all that he had. There had been no goodbyes or words full of pain and heartache. Or regret. Regret for what he had just lost and for all the things he would never have the chance to get. No more dreams.
All that was left was a voicemail. And words that Brian wouldn't be able to say out loud, face to face.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 46982
Read Count: 7056


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Published:
10/16/12 » Updated: 03/10/15
It's Complicated by Julilly Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 46]
Summary: Past Featured Story
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I know they say the first love is the sweetest, but that first cut is the deepest, I tried to keep us together, you were busy keeping secrets.

After 20 years together, the Backstreet Boys were certain they knew everything there was to know about their youngest member. He'd grown up right before their eyes, but behind the curtain everyone has secrets.

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Death, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 16595
Read Count: 4689


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Published:
02/01/15 » Updated: 02/16/15
Show Me A Reason by Rose Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 55]
Summary:

The time has come but you know that it’s not too late...

Nick hates himself, hates his life, and hates everyone around him. What he wants more than anything is for it all to end. But sometimes, when all you wish for is to just lay down and die, you finally find a reason to live.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Supernatural
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 38982
Read Count: 10113


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Published:
06/30/14 » Updated: 02/07/15
Summary: *Spoilers from the BSB Movie*
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they would understand.



Brian didn't want the world to know. Brian didn't want to go in front of the cameras and try to find a way to explain what he was going through. Because he could talk until he was blue in the face and, yet, none of them would have been able to understand his anguish and the nightmare he had been thrown in.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 2697
Read Count: 382


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Published:
02/03/15 » Updated: 02/03/15
Summary: Kicked out of the band, kicked out of their lives. But when AJ really needs someone there for him, who can he turn to? Will the brothers that have always stood by come to the rescue, or will they leave him stranded?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 19747
Read Count: 3283


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Published:
08/12/14 » Updated: 01/04/15
Last Call by Ellebeth Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 2]
Summary: Nashville. Summer. Friday night. In 12 hours, she's leaving them behind. Anything goes. A deleted scene from The Boys on the Bus.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Howie, Nick
Genres: Angst, Humor, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: We Are the Story
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 3708
Read Count: 250


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Published:
12/07/14 » Updated: 12/07/14
Summary:

Monster. Hideous. Freak. Why can't people look past the physical form to see what lies within?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Kevin
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 46 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 75274
Read Count: 20531


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Published:
08/20/14 » Updated: 11/14/14
Summary: Past Featured StoryIn the summer of 2001, the Black and Blue tour is suddenly put on hold when AJ enters rehab. Nick, Brian, Howie and Kevin are left to pick up the pieces and deal with the fact that their lives aren't as bulletproof as they once thought.

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Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Dramedy
Warnings: Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 106729
Read Count: 22410


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Published:
10/03/10 » Updated: 10/31/14