Summary: "...I wish, I wish she was still here, and there she is, in my mind only, my breathless mistress. She was so beautiful; I often wonder what she would look like now, if she had the chance to become a woman. Her smile, I bet that wouldn’t have changed."
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Death, Graphic Violence, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 46123
Read Count: 35716

Summary:

First his parents divorced. Then the judge split him up from his sisters and just when he thinks life is gonna get better by touring with his big brother, Kevin steps in and shatters those thoughts into a million pieces.

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys, Fanfiction > Music > Aaron Carter
Characters: Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Drama, Suspense
Warnings: Child Abuse, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 7488
Read Count: 4013

Summary: Come and see what goes on in the crazy life of the Carters. While one child is touring about the world with dreams of becoming successful, Bob & Jane have five others to raise back home. Is all as peachy keen as one makes it out to be? Or is their one child suffering more than the others? Read on to find out...
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick, Group
Genres: Alternate Universe
Warnings: Violence, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 13031
Read Count: 43541

Summary:

"I have to warn you," she said to me, her voice low and sexy, "Once you get me in your head... it's almost impossible to get me out."

I smiled, "Well, baby... Bring it on."

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Supernatural, Suspense
Warnings: Child Abuse, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 22982
Read Count: 21102

Summary:

Nick and his little brother Aaron lost their mom a year or two ago. When she died all the kindness in their father died too. He changed completely. The two were stuck living in fear and pain. Now it's up to Nick to find... A WAY OUT!
Categories: Fanfiction > Music > Aaron Carter, Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Child Abuse, Graphic Violence, Sexual Content, Slash M/M, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 24378
Read Count: 7514

Summary: Nick Carter was just twenty-two years old when his life changed suddenly. Disowned from his family because of his sexual orientation and his pregnancy, Nick wondered what he was going to do. Nick is in love with Kevin Richardson and he wants the older man to realize that he loves him. What happens when Kevin discovers Nick is in love with him? Will there be happiness or will there be heartache?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Domestic Violence, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Slash M/M, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 7894
Read Count: 3618

Summary: This story has been rewritten -- it was previously titled "In Her Own Darkness" and I felt it needed to be totally revamped.

It is only in the darkest moments of the night, when our bodies are at rest that our minds work their hardest to show us who we truly are.

Can Nick protect his baby sister from the demons that are haunting her soul, or will her past consume her mind? Is it too late to be saved and can you really be saved if you don't know you what you need saving from?

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Angst, Drama, Suspense
Warnings: Child Abuse, Death, Domestic Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 30277
Read Count: 42722

Summary: The third installment in the “She” series. Marshall has attempted to commit suicide, and Regina is left with the aftermath. While Marshall is recuperating, she has to deal with her own thoughts and feelings, her relationship to her family, her friends, her fans. She has to deal with her own past, her demons and the possibility that she and Marshall may never make it. Will the third time be the charm? Or will tragedy ruin their lives once again? Can Regina find a way to cope and can Marshall realize that he is good enough for Regina? Or will he let her move on to find her true love? She found him after he tried to kill himself and their lives may never be the same.
Categories: Fanfiction > Music > Eminem
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: The "She" Series
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 742
Read Count: 804