It's weird because the culture of that 1DFF site is changing, and I think it's because the older people are speaking up. I don't post on the actual forum a lot, but I do watch it. They're becoming like a mini-AC. A lot of the girls on there are around 19-22. Some people I have talked to are older. But still, it's that you won't get read if you do some form of self-promo. I don't even bother anymore. Too lazy lol. Also I'm in a weird place on that site because the teenies don't care to read my stuff because they don't like the boys to be wronged. A lot of the older people don't care to read my stuff because it's not up to their standards. Whatevs!
Anyway, to quit writing fanfic?! What would I do with all of my free time? lol. There have been times when I've been super discouraged, and a lot of that comes from the fact that IRL I am surrounded by academia and really smart people. People who have English degrees and write because that's what they were taught to do. I feel okay writing fanfic because that's just a hobby, but if I were ever to get a book published I think I'd honestly feel a little guilty.
In a BSB sense, I sometimes get a little bored with them. This summer was good because they were basically living a fanfic as others have said. I fell off of writing fanfic for a bit when This Is Us came out just because I really didn't like that album. Honestly, when I went to see the This Is Us tour, I even told my friends "It'll be nice to sit front row for who used to be my favourite band." I sort of can't believe I said that now, but NKOTBSB and Nick's solo album saved me. Seeing them on the cruise made me want to pick up and start writing about them again.
Maybe there'll come a day when I have less free time to sit and write, but for now I don't see myself stopping in BSB fandom in the forseeable future. I just enjoy it too much, and I enjoy talking to you guys too much to ever leave.