Love is by bonezbunny23
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Chapter 1: Prologue by bonezbunny23
~Prologue~
This wasn't supposed to be anything more then a one-night stand. She wasn't supposed to be able to get inside my head let alone my heart. Somehow what i thought was only going to be one night of pleasure turned into something that i never expected. It hit me like a tornado hits houses turning my life upside down. The life i used to love so much being a backstreetboy has its perks and i was enjoying all the benefits of my life until she came around and threw a monkeywrench into everything. I never thought my life would go from late night partying, drinking, being in stripclubs, having millions of girls screaming my name on stage and in the bedroom, To where it is now which is amazing.

So i hope you sit back strap yourselves in and get ready for the ride of your lives as you take a look in my life. I now know what brian, kevin, and howie meant when they kept trying to tell me What Love is.. Well i have my own definition of what Love is.. i hope you will have a sense of what love is when your done reading my story. I'm going to take you back to the night my life was hit by a Five foot seven brown-haired hazel eyed woman who took me by surprise but before i start telling the story i think there's a bit more to tell you first.

The guys and i are on hiatus have been since we ended the millenium tour. Brian became a dad, Nick is on tour for his solo album, Howie maybe popping the question to leigh soon,Kevin is enjoying this time off with kristin in the bahamas, as for me im doing fine i've been going to meetings and following my program i take it day by day. Sarah is no longer in my life but do you blame her we both did things to ruin what we had. i put my house in florida up for sale giving jd and vegas to my mom to look after for me. Now i reside in california the women out here are beautiful i would know i've had most of them in my bed. I was sitting at the bar when i heard someone calling my name looking around i smirked when i saw a table full of ladies.

I chuckled to myself as i grabbed my drink heading towards them when i got closer to the table i saw a guy hanging all over the one chick i immediatly knew who it was. It was my best friend and little brother Nick Carter. Nick was sitting at the table making out with some blonde when he looked up to see Aj staring at him. He pulls away from the girl grinning, Hey bone it's been awhile i heard about you and sarah im sorry man. Don't be it was for the best how come you didn't invite me over to join in the makeout session. Bone i'm sorry please sit i'll get us the hottest women in the club tonight maybe we will both get lucky tonight.

I had to smile at nick he makes me so proud, i taught him everything i know on the art of swooning women. Nick and i were enjoying watching the girls at our table fight for our attention to be honest it was turning me on. After 2 hours of smoozing with the women at our table i smiled at nick who was getting us rooms for the night. I was at the bar getting the drinks for everyone at the table when i spotted this beautiful women at the bar alone. Here ya go aj drinks on the house you and carter woman hunting i see. Aj smirked at blake well yeah but hey can you take these to carter.

I headed over to where i saw her to my surprise she was gone maybe my mind was playing tricks on me. i was almost to my table when i heard LET Go Of Me Adam. Nick was already making his way toward the noise when i pushed him back towards the table you stay with the ladies i'll go check it out. I heard nick cussing me out under his breath i didn't care i wasn't about to let him get all the credit. I made my way through the crowd of people that was now forming around the bar. when i made it through to the scene i was shocked to see that the woman screaming was the one i'd saw earlier.

ADAM LET GO OF ME LEAVE ME ALONE. The guy i assumed was adam grabbed her by the wrists. "NO LETS GO HOME AND TALK". "OW YOUR HURTING ME ADAM I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE WITH YOU. "I TOLD YOU IF YOU EVER CHEATED ON ME WE WERE DONE NOW LET GO". I smiled when the man holding on to her wrists fell to the ground in pain as she had kicked him below the belt now normally i wouldn't get involved but what happened next was down right wrong.

Adam had picked himself up off the ground going after his girlfriend, when he got up to her he snapped grabbing her by the hair smacking her across the face, WE ARE LEAVING RIGHT NOW he had said pulling her by the hair through the club. this was it my moment to be a hero actually i was doing it to get her in my bed. I ran over to adam and tapped him on the shoulder when he looked at me i said wow some big man you are hitting your girlfriend infront of hundreds of people. Adam looked at me mind your own business she deserved it so why don't you just back off. How else was she supposed to get you off of her do you get off on being an asshole. i saw her running towards the bar to get blake when i was blindsided by adam.

I was going to walk away until i touched my lip and saw blood big mistake for him. I was about to swing when nick grabbed me let it go bone i'll take care of him go see if she's alright. I looked at nick about to curse him out but then i walked off to see if the girl was ok . Kim was sitting at the bar crying can i get another shot please. Blake had given me the shot i had just finished downing it when i looked up and saw big dark brown eyes staring into mine. What an asshole i wanted to see if you were alright i saw him hit you and wanted to come check on you.

She looked at me her beautiful eyes staring into mine and said thanks he is such a jerk i had just come home from work and found him in bed with my roomate, then he gives me the lame excuse that she came on to him. i'm so stupid i feel so humiliated I'm kim by the way and you are. I smiled at her i'm alex your not stupid don't you ever think that. Would you like another drink your more then welcome to join me and my friend at our table i can show you how a real man loves a woman. She looked at me i could see her thinking and when she joined me at the table. I began working my charm 2 hours later nick wa sheaded to his room with 2 girls and i was headed to my room with kim grinning because i was about to get lucky or so i thought.

Kim was kissing and nibbling on my neck and shoulders as i felt her hands go up under myshirt after 20 minutes there was a pile of clothes on the floor . I had picked up kim laying her on the bed using my hands and tongue to get her all worked up when i stopped to go to my pants to get a condom i heard kim crying. Whats the matter don't cry its alright i said trying to calm her down. She looked at me and said i can't do this. i don't want to be just a one night stand or another notch on your belt i'm sorry. if you want to see if i'm ok how bout offering dinner and a movie with that she put her number in my hand, got dressed and walked out leaving me naked in the hotel room with a shocked look on my face. Holy shit i just got rejected i went and took a cold shower feeling stunned because i was rejected Thats right ladies i aj mclean got rejected.


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