Date: 06/05/14 06:14 am Title: Chapter Twenty One
I almost got a little teary eyed during this chapter but the current storm outside caught my attention but Nick is right..it wont get any easier =(
Author's Response: Aww! Want some tissues? And yes, Nick is absolutely right :(
Date: 07/09/12 06:37 pm Title: Chapter Twenty One
*sigh* I love the scenes with Kevin and Nick... I typically love those scenes in stories and wish I could write them and not just think of the relationship in my head as I write. Excuse me while I wipe some of the tears from my eyes. This story has such a real feel to it that I can't help but tear up just at the thought of Nick going through this.
So first he wanted to be a flying squirrel and now he wants to be a dolphin. :)
Author's Response: You and me both lol. Awww *hands you some tissue* thank you so much! Trust me, it broke my heart too at times, writing this. Nick's special at times in this story LOL.
Date: 10/06/11 12:03 am Title: Chapter Twenty One
I loved this line: Nick had no idea where Kevin got those sort of things, he usually pictured some filing cabinet in his brain labeled: “Quotes to Pull Out of My Ass” where he kept them, carefully labeled for any occasion. LMFAO!! Brilliant!! Again, loved this touching moment between Kevin and Nick... I truly miss the nuturing father figure we'd see in the group. :(
Author's Response: LMFAO thank you, thank you... I love Kevin/Nick almost as much as Nick/Brian. I miss him :(
Date: 01/08/11 02:53 am Title: Chapter Twenty One
I'm happy that Nick had this conversation with Kevin, I think he needed it!
Author's Response: When in doubt, find Kevin hehe. I think Nick definitely needed it. Once again, thanks for all your feedback!
Date: 11/18/10 11:18 pm Title: Chapter Twenty One
Such a sweet, sad chapter....Kevin and Nick are both so awesome together.
Author's Response: Awww thank you! And I agree, they totally are :)
Date: 11/16/10 01:08 am Title: Chapter Twenty One
OMG, this wins for my new favorite chapter!!! I just said that for the last one too. But that one didn't bring actual tears to my eyes, nor did it contain a South Park reference that made me almost fall out of my chair laughing. You are SO DRATW!!! I still have tears in my eyes from crying over Kevin crying... and then laughing hysterically about South Park and Nick wanting to be a dolphin. "If I could swiiiim with the dolphins..." I LOVE the Kick love and them reminiscing on when they first met, when Nicky was so young. This just breaks my heart, but angst-lover that I am, I freaking love it!! Keep the epic chapters coming! WIN!!!
Author's Response: LOL awwwww! I'm so touched I actually made you cry! (Both with sadness and epic laughter lmao). How could I NOT use the SP reference once I knew about it? LMAO. It just fits soooo well. Kick love is awesome :), I could just see their relationship in my head and I bet solid money Nick drove him crazy when Nicky was just a baaaaaby hehe. It's breaking my heart too, but I'm also getting enjoyment out of the torture lmao. Thanks my zombie loving Double Rainbow!
Date: 11/15/10 11:03 pm Title: Chapter Twenty One
aww, first of all I loved the Kevin pulling quotes out of his ass part lol and just overall this chapter was very warm and fuzzy. I love Kevin and NIck together. YAY! Of course things are going to just get sadder from here. :O( You suck for that by the way. :O) lol Thanks for the update! You get a purple star. I am all out of gold ones!
Author's Response: LOL thanks, glad you liked that. I did too lol. I love those two together too and so this chapter was fun yet sad to write. LOL I suck? But you loooooove it lol. You're welcome! Can I get a blue star instead? :)
Date: 11/15/10 09:19 pm Title: Chapter Twenty One
Omg...what a great chap, Rose. The part when Kevin breaks down is so sad.we're so used to seeing him strong, it's great to see him release. Although, I'm sure it freaked Nick out a bit. The conversation about the dolphin was adorable and very Nick like. And I'm glad he mentioned the fact about wanting to kill himself. I think the guys (and Kevin) need to understand how he's really feeling that way they can help him deal. Can't wait to read more :)
Author's Response: Awww thanks Sel! I actually teared up writing Kevin's breakdown cause I had the image in my head and it was just so tragic :(. Kevin's always the strong one, so having him breakdown was just such of a sign of what's to come. Poor Nick was clueless as to what he should do LOL. Glad you liked the dolphin convo, I was hoping that didn't come off horribly, but I could so see him saying that. I agree about the sucidal ideation, it needed to get out there somehow, and yelling it works lol. The guys (and Kevin)? Kevin's not one of the guys anymore? :( lol. Thanks again
Date: 11/15/10 08:34 pm Title: Chapter Twenty One
Oh man I will be crying when this ends. Nick sounded so sad when he was talking/thinking. I hope it ends peacefully for him. With his messed up family he at least deserves that. Keep up the excellent work.
Marguerite
Author's Response: If you are, I'll be incredibly flattered cause it's a huge compliment if I get to people that way. You're right about Nick deserving peace, if nothing else. Thanks!
Date: 11/15/10 01:47 pm Title: Chapter Twenty One
So I was on WebMD and I found all kinds of Alzheimer's reversal tips and thought you might like them... :D Kidding, good chapter. I didn't even hate Kevin, which says a lot.
Author's Response: LMFAO does it involve a magic muffin? Thanks, coming from you, that means a lot. I'm happy I managed to make you not hate Kevin! :)
Date: 11/15/10 12:44 pm Title: Chapter Twenty One
Good old Kevin, he's always right and says the right thing *sighs*
Great chapter Rose.
Author's Response: Awww you think he did? I don't think Kevin thinks he did :( Thanks Steph!
Date: 11/15/10 08:03 am Title: Chapter Twenty One
Awwww. Loves me a Nick/Kevin chapter. So sweet yet I wanted to cry when Kevin started crying into Nick's shoulder! That made me get a little teary eyed. The fact that Nick wants to kill himself just so nobody will have to deal with him broke my heart. He is in such a bad place....but he really needs to let people help him...but unfortunately Nick is always so damn stubborn lol. Amazing chapter!
Author's Response: I loves me one too. It's okay, I teared up a bit as I wrote that! :(. Nick also just is so afraid of not knowing anything, of not being himself, he sees that Nick's scared and being scared makes him stubbon lol. Thanks Tracy!
Date: 11/15/10 06:43 am Title: Chapter Twenty One
AWWWWWW! KEVIN! :( I really liked the Nick/Kevin scene. Nick deserves to be happy and free like a dolphin. This is so sad but so amazingly...amazing. lol Thanks for another update, Rose.
Author's Response: I could see Nick as either that or a golden retriever (hmm maybe thats why he had one in Undead LOL) I'm glad you liked it! I kind of teared up writing that, cause Kevin breaking down...man I can't even see it. Thanks so much MA!
Date: 11/15/10 06:24 am Title: Chapter Twenty One
Again, I just wanna hug the man. Kevin breaking down just made it all the more real, for both of them. Another great chapter Rose!
Author's Response: Who doesn't? Like it said in the chapter, this whole thing has gotten him a lot of hugs lol. Kevin breaking down messed with me as I wrote it :( poor guys. Thanks Jen!
