Date: 06/11/14 03:45 pm Title: Chapter Thirty Seven
With this progressing like it is i hope something bad doesnt happen to him from just wondering off.
Author's Response: I couldn't kill him yet, too easy LOL
Date: 07/27/12 04:32 pm Title: Chapter Thirty Seven
Does the mind really kind erase things like that, you lose your earlier memories and then the later ones start going? I know the end result of the disease but I have never read about how it happens. I can understand Nick's feelings that he is a burden though, even though they are wanting to help the fact that he is putting them through that is not easy to accept.
Author's Response: With Nick, he's actually losing his later ones. Like he keeps forgetting Aaron's gone. There's no specific rhyme or reason to it, but it's usually the later or more recent ones first. That's why he's remembering as if he's 17 at the end. It's common to start mixing yourself up in older memories.
Date: 10/09/11 12:57 am Title: Chapter Thirty Seven
I seriously can't imagine going through what Nick's going through. I've had episodes like that, where I forget, and it downright scares me. From what my doctor said, it's because of a medical condition I have, nothing too serious, but I will experience episodes where I can't remember things... a slight memory loss that's normal, according to him. It doesn't happen often thank god, but when it does, it drives me insane... to the point where I'll just sit down and cry. I had actually gone into a slight anxiety attack one time because of it. It's weird, because my memory can be fucking great at times, and then... I'll feel like I'm losing it, lol.
But man... to go through what Nick's going through... to have it feel like Aaron's dying again. Talk about heartbreaking!! I told you I hate you, right? ;P
Author's Response: Neither can I, and I'm the one who wrote it lol. And dude, I can only imagine just how freaking frightening that is. It's hard to picture period. *hugs* With Nick, because Aaron's death came after his memory started it's downhill path, it's not something that'll ever stick. Brian had a point about not telling him, cause he'll only relive the death just to forget it again :(. And you love me! Deep down... lol
Date: 07/20/11 11:41 am Title: Chapter Thirty Seven
I was so confused because I thought I had read this chapter but I didn't see my review so I started reading this chapter got all the way to the end and realized that I did read the chapter! Nearly mindless Mare. I swear to GOD I reviewed this chapter! LOL Maybe I couldn't get the review function to work and did it in your thread? I have no clue but now i'm actually going to go review the chapter I didn't read yet, or did I? *wanders off naked*
Author's Response: LMAO I love you Mare. You did review, but in my thread on AC cause you were having issues. LMAO I'll call you NMM! Sounds like someone's saying the food is yummy :P. Thanks for reviewing the chapter again! LOL
Date: 07/19/11 08:15 am Title: Chapter Thirty Seven
Oh shitballs. This is not good. Losing parts of yourself like Nick is doing sounds like it is worse than death. He is very blessed to have people like that around him that really love him. With every chapter I cry but in a good way because this is such a great story. This will sound weird but I have an idea how this turns out because of the 2 chapters written from someone else's pov but there is something that makes me think it will have a totally different ending from what everyone thinks. Either way I am looking forward to it. Yes I already bought 4 boxes of Kleenex. Priceless story. In a weird way I want Nick to find love before the end.
Marguerite
Author's Response: Right, which is why Nick (on a good day) is so frustrated. He can't stop what's coming. He knows he's lucky but it would be hard not to be bitter in that circumstance I think. I'm flattered I can make you cry! It sounds horrible, but it's good cause I did my job lol. Thanks! :)
Date: 07/12/11 10:44 am Title: Chapter Thirty Seven
Oh no Nick! I know he can't help it, but he should realise that he's not a burden to them, he's family to them. But I suppose in his eyes, he doesn't see it that way.
Great to see an update, can't wait for more!
Author's Response: Right, Nick should know he's not. But it's easy to see why he thinks that. Thanks Steph! I promise the wait shouldn't be so long this time lol
Date: 07/12/11 12:05 am Title: Chapter Thirty Seven
Crap! Nick going off like that! They better find him! Thanks so much for the update.
Author's Response: I know, poor Boys...poor Nick lol. Thanks for sticking with me through the delays :)
Date: 07/11/11 11:28 pm Title: Chapter Thirty Seven
Oh noes, NMN is missing!!! I laughed at the image of him wandering off with a vacant smile on his face, humming as he strolls off into the sunset, but it really is sad... he's gonna flip out when he realizes he has no idea where he is, and everyone else has got to be freaking out now that they realize he's gone. I loved the moment with Brian's mom, and of course, I loved the scene in the therapist's office. HITLER SKUNK FTW!!! I'm SO glad you finally got this thing updated again; I was missing me some NMN! Yay ZDR! Sad Panda Power!!!
Author's Response: LMAO we're so horrible. You laugh as you read...I laugh as I write. Yep, Nick wandering is definitely no good (entertaing for us? Sure!). Hitler Skunk is LOVE! lol. And LMFAO at "Sad Panda Power!" Is that our new chant to replace our old standby one of "Insomniacs Unite!" now? LOL. Thanks ZDR!
Date: 07/11/11 11:25 pm Title: Chapter Thirty Seven
Damn poor Nick....the whole thing about being a burden...I know all about what that is like after using it in one of my stories. He feels useless...like the others are annoyed and are just pitying him. I am scared he and Brian are going to have a fight about this. And now it seems Nick is having another memory lapse...hopefully the guys find him!
Author's Response: Yep, and you can't blame him for feeling this way. And the Boys don't have it easy either. Like right now when Nick goes missing... Thanks Tracy!
