Date: 10/21/11 04:21 pm Title: Chapter Six
He's really a perfect gentleman. Nice update!
Author's Response: He is, even when he's confused on who he is LOL. Thanks!
Date: 10/19/11 06:46 pm Title: Chapter Six
Very interesting..."Brendan" needs some answers and so do I. lol Thanks for another update.
Author's Response: LOL he's working on it. At least he's seeing a therapist. :) Thanks MA!
Date: 10/19/11 06:48 am Title: Chapter Six
Wow! brian's really starting to struggle now. have I mentioned I love this story?
Author's Response: He doesn't get it easy in this story, normally I torture Nick lol. Thank you so much! Glad you're enjoying it so much :)
Date: 10/19/11 06:46 am Title: Chapter Six
I really love how you incorporated the Show Me The Meaning theme into this chapter...at least I think that's what you were trying to do with the line "something missing in my heart". Very clever ;) I hope Brian figures things out and I guess it is good that there was no panic attack this time with her, he's opening up a bit more. Loved the update, Rose!
Author's Response: Thank you, and yes, I was trying to cleverly incorporate the SMTM video into the dream. And I couldn't help but slip in a lyric lol. Brian's trying, but it's not easy. He doesn't remember who he is, or his past, but his current identity wants to live. Thanks Tracy!
Date: 10/17/11 12:43 pm Title: Chapter Five
ok I just started reading this story yesterday and it looks good! Now that I'm reading Walked out of my dreams, you have to update regularly alright? hihi
Author's Response: Thanks for checking it out! I'll do my best to try and update regularly LOL :)
Date: 10/16/11 07:42 pm Title: Chapter Five
So good to see you back again with this story! Aww I felt so sorry for Baylee though, poor boy not having either of his parents around :(
Author's Response: Thanks! It's nice to be able to actually update something! Poor Baylee, I wanna hug him in this story :(
Date: 10/16/11 03:12 pm Title: Chapter Five
I love this story it is so good, I can't wait for the next chapter.
Author's Response: Thank you so much!
Date: 10/16/11 08:46 am Title: Chapter Five
Aww... Nick's narration lightens things up, but this was still a sad chapter, especially at the end, the phone call with Baylee. Poor kid! :( Interesting how Brian's disappearance re-sparked Backstreet fever. I bet that really would happen, sad as it is. I can't believe the other guys are ready to give up after 2-3 months. Like Nick says, how could anyone think Brian would willingly do that to his child? It's crazy! I feel so sorry for Baylee and Nick. Great chapter, ZDR; so glad you updated this one!
Author's Response: I know, that's why I sprinkled some humor in, because I knew I was gonna make it a downer right at the end. :(. You know what's sad? I think it would too. It happens so often with dead celebrities, that if Brian going MIA became kinda of a "legend" sorta deal, it'd totally reignite sales. I think the guys are in a hard spot, all the evidence says Brian left (which is...technically true lol) but it's not like him (and of course can be explained). But, they don't want to believe something happened to him either. It's not easy. Thanks Julie! So glad to write something that's not a kill-shot or a one-shot lmao.
Date: 10/16/11 08:45 am Title: Chapter Five
LMAO I love when Nick babbles on. He's so cute. I think its great he wants to find Brian while the others don't seem to care...that's what friends do. I also liked the conversation with Baylee although I teared up at it...it is a very child like thing to ask. Great update and I am glad to see you are writing this again :) now go write some zombie stuff ;)
Author's Response: LMAO awww, Nick rambling is how I get sometimes. It's not that they don't care, I think it's easier to believe that he chose to leave. (Which technically...he did...sorta/kinda). Especially when all the evidence points that way. I feel so bad for Baylee. :( As for zombies, it's Julie's turn lol. But! We hope to get back on that ASAP. :)
Date: 10/16/11 07:22 am Title: Chapter Five
:( Poor Baylee. Go Nick, don't give up! I'm glad to see this updated, Rose.
Author's Response: I know *hugs Baylee* He gets the worst of this. Thanks MA! I was soooo happy to finally be inspired for this one again lol
Date: 10/16/11 06:05 am Title: Chapter Five
Poor Baylee. at least nick is trying
Author's Response: It's gonna be the hardest on him, sadly, so Nick, while struggling, has to do what he can. Thanks for still reading! :)
Date: 11/12/10 11:58 pm Title: Chapter Four
This was a really cool chapter! I loved the flashbacks in the beginning to the Backstreet TV/Larger Than Life stuff and when they first auditioned... awww! And Dr. Woo... LMFAO epic!!! Poor Brian; he's so lost. Glad you updated this one too! DRATW! :)
Author's Response: Hehe memoriiiiiies. Dr. Woo, you know that's all your fault right? LMAO. I feel really bad for Brian in this one, but at least Nick's okay lmao. Thanks TR!
Date: 11/12/10 10:48 am Title: Chapter Four
Great to see an update on this story Rose! I loved the flashbacks and like Brian, I expected Dr Woo to be Asian.
Author's Response: Thanks! LOL Dr. Woo is here cause the acronym, WOOMD, always reminds Julie of an Asian Dr. Woo lmao, so I thought it'd be funny to have a Dr. Woo but have him not be Asian lol.
Date: 11/12/10 07:42 am Title: Chapter Four
Hmmm it seems he is starting to remember, or his subconscious is forcing him to remember things through these "dreams". He obviously is missing the guys deep down even though he has no idea they exist or what he left behind. Hopefully the psychologist helps him to figure things out. Loving this story, you still have my attention and I squealed when my email told me you updated! Can't wait for more :)
Author's Response: See this is why I'm behind on all but Mare/Julie stories lol, I'm writing instead of reading haha. Brian is at least getting flashes, if nothing else. Consciously, you're right, he's got no idea of the life before. I'm glad you liked it! Hehe totally flattered that it made you squeal. Thanks Tracy! :)
Date: 11/12/10 07:26 am Title: Chapter Four
Hm, I hope that "Brendan" can figure out what these dreams mean, too. This is quite a unique story line, thanks for the update. :)
Author's Response: Thanks! I blame all the psychology courses lol. It's (for me) a neat way to play with Brian's personality without going completely OOC. As for "Brendan" we'll see how it goes...
