Date: 07/31/14 11:27 pm Title: Chapter 19
Crap, has he given himself lasting liver damage? That's going to be awful along with the rest of it :(
I'm glad the boys were there for him and told him that he is loved etc, he needed some positive words in his going down the pan life didn't he. Will it make Leigh come back though? I'll have to wait and see.
Author's Response: Thanks for the review, Steph! Those are all good questions. :)
Date: 07/30/14 01:15 pm Title: Chapter 19
The previous two chapters were intense. I shed some tears when Nick found Howie passed out in the living room. If I were Nick, I'd have the urge to shake Howie violently and beat his chest until he breathed properly, which would probably only make things worse.
What a relief Howie made it out alive. It was such a twist that Kevin and AJ. Dammit Howie, when your body recovers, I should punch you in the shoulder for not spending your New Year's Eve with AJ instead of your depressing house. I'm glad that Leigh cried when she got the call from Kevin. Hopefully she'll let him see the kids again.
Author's Response: Thanks so much for the review! I love that I could make you cry. :) Everyone seemed surprised that it was Kevin and AJ there instead of Nick and Lauren. Yeah, someone seriously should have invited Howie over to New Years to spare him the pity party at home LOL.
Date: 07/29/14 09:22 pm Title: Chapter 19
I say this a lot but POOR HOWIE. I feel so so bad for him. Now granted I'd like to smack him for doing this in the first place trying to kill himself, I in a way cannot blame him for being so depressed. I hope one day he and Nick will talk and kind of be okay even though it wont happen for a while. Loved the update!
Author's Response: LOL I think "Poor Howie" is the tagline of this story! He is definitely having a pity party for himself, but like you said, you can't really blame him. He has a lot to feel bad about. Thanks for the review, Tracy!
Date: 07/29/14 01:49 pm Title: Chapter 19
I think I was just as surprised as Howie to find out that it was Kevin and AJ in the waiting room. I was all geared up for a big, emotional reunion between Nick and Howie LOL. I suppose that I will have to wait for that little bromance moment.
Author's Response: Yeah, you're gonna have to wait a bit for that. :) Thanks, Erika!
Date: 07/29/14 08:23 am Title: Chapter 19
Yay for HIV Howie! He's alive! Not dead! LOL. Howie is definitely in no way alright. He's got so much he needs to work on. Poor AJ and Kevin, they've had a rough night. Howie's still thinking pretty selfishly. Instead of thinking about how you fucked up, think of what you just did to everyone and how many people love you. I get why he's thinking so selfishly but I still wanna kick him LOL. Great angst fill chapter ZDR!
Author's Response: Yeah, no #SorryDeadHowie in this one... yet? He's definitely kind of a hot mess right now, that's for sure. I think you have to be in a selfish state of mind to even consider suicide. He is having a pity party. Thanks, ZDR!
