OMG, so, I totally wanted to scream at Nick in this chapter!! Really?? I know that he's kinda pissed at Howie and all (understatement of the century there), but AJ needed to convince him to go to the hospital?! Come on now!! I know that Nick doesn't really want Howie to die, but I can see how it would be hard for him to suck it up and go talk to him. I'm excited to see where this all ends up. Also, as an aside, it would be great if you checked out Soldier Down. It's been a battle for me to find time to write recently, so I'm definitely appreciative of any type of feedback. :)

Author's Response: No, Nick doesn't want Howie to die, but he's also afraid to face him, after everything that's gone down. He's going to have to get past the awkwardness though, for the sake of his friend. Thanks so much for reading and reviewing! I have seen Soldier Down on the Most Recent and definitely want to check it out when I have more time! I am swamped right now getting ready for school, which starts next week, but maybe this weekend I will have some time to read. I will definitely leave you some reviews if I do. :)

Poor Nick. But as fucked up as it is, I can't blame him for wanting to think about it. Howie basically destroyed his life, of course he doesn't want to help. He loves his friend but ya know, everything is super complicated. Loving the angst ZDR!

Author's Response: Thanks, ZDR! Yes, Nick is definitely conflicted between the hatred over everything that's happened and the underlying love for his "brother." Glad you're enjoying it! Angst angst angst!