One day I woke up *BIG shock* huh? hehe. I needed a long time to wake up. I just stared at the ceiling for a while. Few minutes later I realized the ceiling looked different.The bed looked different. I sat up quickly and looked around me. EVERYTHING looked different. That wasn't my room for sure. That looked like a hotel room. I thought that maybe my parents took me there while I was asleep to surprise me. I got out of the room. After I realized that this was a hotel apartment not a room, I began looking for the bathroom. While walking I felt even my body was different. I felt taller and bigger. "Weird" even my voice sounded different and familiar. I went to the living room looking for someone to ask where was the bathroom. I saw a blonde guy sitting on the couch in front of me who was watching TV. Weird Dad is the only guy in our family and he's not Blonde. "Excuse me" I said.
"Since when do you excuse before talking or asking?...I bet you didn't have a good sleep" The guy said without moving. His voice sounded familiar too. "Are you ok?" he said as he turned at me.I was so shocked.
"B...R...I...A...N" I hardly said
"Oh Nick please, I am sick of those stupid fan jokes" he said as he rolled his eyes.
"Nick?! where is he I LOVE HIM" I said nearly jumping up and down.
"what the..." He said as he stared at me.
"Please please please take me to Nick" I begged him.
"alright you wanna see him? then you will" he said as he took my hands and grabbed me. I was so excited to meet Nick but how did I got in here with them? Maybe it was a surprise.

Brian told me to close my eyes when we got to a room. He handed me something and then told me to open my eyes. I had a mirror in my hand and he told me to look at it. I looked at it quickly with a quick look and saw a familiar face. I looked at it again then I was REALLY shocked. "Happy now" Brian said as he rolled his eyes. "I'm.....Nick" I said
"yeah like you were someone else!!" Brian said sarcasticly
"I was a normal girl who loved Nick" I said staring at the mirror.
"OK...Nick stop it right there. you're freaking me out" Brian said then I realized I was really Nick. I didn't care how...I actually liked it. so I thought I'd act Normal."and you've been punk'd buddy" I said slapping Brian's shoulder.
"Man who pulls pranks in the morning?" Brian said as he left.
"I do" I said with a big grin.

After few minutes AJ came in while I was watching TV. "Hiiiii AJ...Good Morning" I said with a big smile
"whats with the happy mood?!" AJ said rubbing his eyes
"Nothing. I just feel happy" I said " By the way...where are we?"
"WHERE ARE WE?! Nick are you alright?" AJ said as he stared at me
"What? I forgot" I said
"we have been here for 3 days and you forgot already"
"don't balme me. Blame my memory"
"Man! are you serious?"
"uuuuh yes"
"you need help! anyway we're in spain" AJ said as he rolled his eyes and shook his head
"SPAIN?! OMG...I always wanted to go there...its like a dream" I said running to the window
"KEVIN!!!" I heard AJ calling him while I was looking out of the window
Kevin came running from his room "what?" he said. AJ pointed at me. "whats wrong with him?" Kevin asked AJ.
"He's making no sense AT ALL" AJ said
"WOW...thats new....NOT" Kevin stared at AJ
well...its not only that...he's acting weird"
"Is that suppose to be new too?" Kevin rolled his eyes "look! I know you're pulling one of your stupid pranks on me again and I'm not gonna fall for that AGAIN" Kevin said then sighed "stop fooling around and get ready for the interview" Kevin said as he walked away
"INTERVIEW?!" I shouted as I turned and freaked out
"See!"AJ said to Kevin
Kevin stared at me looking concerned. "what?" I said "Oh I mean Interview..again...I'm bored of the same questions over and over again" I stared at them to see if they were buying it. Kevin finally took his eyes off me and sighed out of relief. AJ smacked me on the head. I went to my room trying not to freak out. I slammed the door behind me and sat on the bed. "Hey they ask the same questions everytime. so I'll just say what Nick says all the time" I said to myself. Then I heard some noise coming from the closet. I went to it and opened it. Howie dropped down. "what the hell were you doing in my closet?" I said
"I was trying to scare you. but what you just said scared ME" Howie said as he got up "are you ok?" Howie said
"uh...umm.yeah" I said
"I gotta go" Howie left. he was defenitly going to tell the guys about what he just heard. OMG I should've been carefull. After I got dressed and went out of the room I heard Howie saying " He's going crazy". I stepped in the room saying " I aint going crazy Latino" I shouted

LATENO?! what the hell did I say. thats what I "Sarah" call him.
"Lateno?!" all of them said in wonder. I grined. "well..uh..a new nickname...huh..better than sweet D...huh?" I said. They were all silent for a real long time just staring at me. Don't you hate that awkward silence. "you're right D...he is going crazy...I think we should cancel the interview" Brian said.
"YES!" I said
"I knew it. you don't want that interview thats why you've been acting weird. we're NOT canceling the interview. The fans are waitinng
"The fans yeah" I said

THE FANS!!...OMG I totally forgot about them. what if I said something really stupid to one of them. She will hate Nick...BAM...what a bad reputation with fans he has. OMG. Its sucks to be Nick. I thought

~ At The Interview~

"welcome to the show its nice to have you here" The interviewer said. Then he went on asking the same boring questions and thank god I answered them all.BUT when he asked "Ok Nick there has been rumors about you doing a reality show with your family is that true? and what would it be about it" I freaked out and so many thoughts raced my head. "well nothing is confirmed yet to me but Aarons know a little better to know because the show is about him" I said quickly
"ok in the end of the show..do you guys know any spanish words of course Howie you do ...but how about the others?" The interviewer said. OH NO not spanish I only know Hola and I'd sound stupid saying it. I mean the other said some words I didn't even knew and now I would say Hola!? I'm sorry Nick. "and how about you Nick? the interviewer said
"uh...Hola" I said with a grin so they'd think I was joking. what an interviewer why don't he just be like his friends and ask the same boring questions. " at the end could you please sing something for us" the interviewer said. SINGING?! I totally forgot about that! I was freaking out again. OK sorry again Nick. I suck at vocals. I finally found a way to get out of it "Can I not join this I'm not ready sorry I mean my throat is sore so..." Awful silence again. "Its ok" The interviewer said and the guys sang "Safest Place To Hide" what else?! huh. "alright That was great...Thank you so much for being here with us today" The interviewer said. Finally that awful interview had ended.

While I was backstage I saw this girl who was freaking out. A Blonde curly hair. That was familiar. When she turned I couldn't believe my eyes.SHAKIRA!!. OMG xtina would die if she knew. I thought. I went to her quickly so I'd talk to her. "Hey" I said
"Hi" she was confused and turned back then turned back quickly to look at me "OH Hi Nick its great to see you here"
"Yeah its great to see you too I have a friend who LOVES you" OMG what did I just said I'm Nick now not Sarah. OMG OMG OMG. "Really its great whats her name?" she said. "Uh umm its Angela" I said. Phew she bought it. That Shakira sounded different not the one that Xtina tells me about all the time. "Do I know you?" I said to her. "Yeah Shakira DUH" ok Shakira would never say DUH. "its just that you're different...oh well everybody is different in person" I said. she shook her head and walked away. OK I embarrased Nick once again. "Sarah was right. HE IS STUPID" she mumbled on her way
"What?" I said. She stopped and turned "I'm really sorry I didn't mean to..."
"wait wait you said Sarah right?" I interrupted her
"uh ummm Yeah" she said ready to cry
"who's Sarah?"
"A friend of mine who is your fan" she said and she was obviously freaking out
I looked in her face closely "Xtina?" I said "Is that you? cuz I bet on any amount of money that its you"
"What?!...I mean what are you talking about?" she said
"Its me Sarah" I whispered

We Both looked at each other for a moment . A LONG MOMENT. then suddenly we screamed and hugged each other "Oh I thought I'm going through this alone" shakira said which turned out to be Xtina "how did this happen?"
"I totally don't know. this is freakin hard. I mean one interview and I'm exauhsted." I said
"Hard? you don't know what am I about to go through now!! I will be in a spanish interview and its not like I speak spanish" xtina complained

~ Brian and AJ watching from distance ~

"Since when is Nick friends with Shakira and he's acting totally like a girl" AJ said
"I don't know maybe there is something wrong with him" Brian said as he kept watching
"This is scary man...its like some girl living in his body"
"Thats rediciouls Alex it could not happen"
"well he's turning gay then" AJ said with a frown
"Ewww dude don't ever say that again" Brian said " he's stupid. he loves food. he LOVES girls ...congratulation to him he's a typical guy" Brian said as he stared at AJ
"I mean look at him. look how he's talking to Shakira. If it wasn't for his body and If I didn't know him I'd say he's a girl" AJ said as I laughed like my own self "SEE! look at how he's laughing"
"well...well..he might be just joking around with her" Brian said as he stared at us
" I don't know but it better be only us who is watching this ...you know not paparazzi or tabloits that'd be a problem" AJ said as he sighede
"Yeah I guess now the famous "backstreet boys are gay" would be confirmed to alot of people if anybody saw this" Brian said
"I'll kill him if that happened" AJ said "I'm gonna go talk to him"

~ Me and Xtina~

"I'm telling you its gonna be fun. I'll get to know the guys a little better" I said with an Evil laugh
" well its not gonna be fun with me in a moment when they talk to me in spanish and I don't answer...that would be totally an embarrasement for Shakira" Xtina said nearly crying
" Xtina Listen..." I said while xtina pointed behind me "what?" I said as I turned "Oh Hi AJ..." I said
" come on we have to go" AJ said
"awh ok" I said
" you actually agreed !!! thats it I'm telling Brian" AJ said as he ran off
"you were totally right..they act wierd in a funny way" Xtina said
" I told you" I said with a shrug
"hey maybe he'd tell him that he suspects you" Xtina said
"what they wouldn't suspect that...I mean thats nearly unbelievable although it happened but no one knows and nobody would believe us...besides its fun to know more about them you know" I said as I took a quick look at the room AJ and Brian were in "see even Brian is laughing about it"
Xtina stared at me "you stupid thing he might be laughing about something else" she said
"whatever" I said
then some guy came to xtina and said "hey Shakira your interview is about to start"...Xtina stared at me and she was nearly crying "wish me luck" she said to me. I waved to her as she went to her interview

As I entered the room Brian came laughing to me. AJ was giving him a death look. "Nick you wouldn't believe what AJ thought about you" Brian said as he slapped my shoulder and laughed a little more
"what?" I said
" That you are smart" AJ quickly said
"alright thats unbelivable too but that wasn't what he said...he said that he thinks that you're a girl or you know" Brian said
UH-OH thats what was going through my empty mind...what will I say what can I say...I was freaking out...I AM A GIRL but I can't say that uh "WHAT? what makes you think like that?" I said
"the way you acted with Shakira AND since when are you friends? THAT CLOSE?" AJ said
"I was goofing around with her... and...she did too DUH" I said. Phew that was close!! I just realized how good I am at this hehe.
"By calling her Xtina?" AJ said staring at me
UH-OH again. forget it I wasn't good at making excuses "That was a joke too...uh...inside joke" I said
"you too have inside jokes ...are you friends ...or she made your single status DISAPPEAR if you know what I mean!!" Brian said
"Noooooo we're not dating huh she has a boyfriend for god's sake"
"yeah a boyfriend who disappeard lately" AJ said
"you know about her boyfriend" Brian said to AJ
"I went through her sites lately" AJ snapped
"you like Shakra" I said
"No I don't...I don't know why but I go through some celebrity sites thats all...STOP staring at me like that"
"ok" I said with a shrug ...trying not to laugh
"Nick thats not even funny...I'm not the one who chatted with her and scream when I saw her then hugged her" AJ said
" I AM NOT DATING HER" I nearly shouted
"come on Nick it was obvious" AJ said teasing me
"uh what part of I AM NOT DATING HER don't you understand?" I said
"hehe I think we're getting to his nerves right now...Nick admitt it...beside Shakira is worth dating" Brian said
" yeah she is but when she dates a guy her height...now they would make a funny couple...he's waaaaaaaay taller than her she would look like his daughter or something" AJ said and laughed
Brian laughed hard too "you're right its not Shakira who is short ...its him who is incredabley tall" Brian said
"you're just jelous because you're short" I said
"No I'm not ....I don't wanna be the height of a giraffe ..who would?" AJ said
"yeah I second that" Brian said and they both laughed
"owh just shut up ok" I said
"seems like we got to his nerves already" AJ said with a chuckle
"Do you hate me?" I suddenly said with angry
Brian and AJ stared at each other "Nooo" they both said
"Then why the hell are you doing this to me?" I said holding the tears back
"Nick are you serious...you know we were kidding" Brian said as he tried to put his arms around my shoulder. I threw his hands off me and walked away "and yes I'm serious" I said as I walked out.

"you're right he's being a girl...he's different...something is wrong" Brian said as he sat on the couch
"maybe he's just in a bad mood" AJ said
"I don't know but I think we hurt him"
"DUH you think?" AJ said as he sat next to Brian
"He'll be back any minute right?" Brian asked AJ as he stared at the floor blankly
"I don't know...don't get your hopes up" AJ mumbled

~ In some restaurant ~

I am not even Nick ...why does this hurt me so now we exchanged feelings too? Will I live like this forever? No I'm sick of it already. How did all of this happen? I thought this was impossible. I hope its just a nightmare. "But its so real then" I whispered to myself as grabbed something out of my pocket. A cigarette? why the hell did I grab this out? so I'm having his manners now!! soon enough I found the cigarette alredy lightten and the smoke floating in front of me. It was still in my hand. still not in my mouth. I stared at it for a moment. Why do I suddenly in desprate need for this damn thing? I never smoked and now I desperatly need it. I stared at it as it made its way between my lips. STOP!! what the hell are you doing SARAH? you never smoked and now you ruining this!! I don't want to but I feel like I'm forced to take it. moments after I felt the smoke going inside of me. Like it was going in a circle in my lungs then slowly making its way out of my mouth. A little coughs came out along with the smoke. "S**t this sucks" I mumbled. Yet I kept doing it though I hated it. it made some of the pain go away!. Is this why he smokes?! I wondered. Poor Nick he was running away from pain I guess with smoking yet those people told him to stop over and over again.
"Can I get you anything sir?" A waitress said making me get out of the world I was in.
"Coffee please" I said with a smile then slowly this smile disappeared as soon as the waitress walked back to the kitchen
soon after she left, someone slapped me on the shoulder. "Here you are we were looking for you" It was Brian who sat on the chair in front of me. "Whats wrong buddy you've been acting weird all day" Brian softly said.
I just shrugged looking blankly at the table moving my eyes randomely behind the sun glasses I wore
Brian took the glasses of my eyes "look me in the eye and tell me that nothing is wrong. I couldn't look at him. He pulled my chin up and said again " whats wrong Nick you can always tell me"
"No I can't ...can I have some stuff to myself ?!" I nearly shouted
Brian stared at me with shock and slowly anger crawled inside him "What?" He said obviously trying to control his anger
"you heard me" I said as I put the glasses back on
"Nick stop being an ***hole ok and tell me whats wrong or..."
"Or what?"
"Ok don't ever talk to me again or ask me for something" Brian said as he got up quickly and left with anger

What did I just do? I fought with Brian he must be hurt right now. OWH you're so lucky xtina. at least you're a solo singer. I wonder what she is doing in the interview right now.

END OF CHAPTER 3 ...