Nick frowned when he saw the paparazzi at the corner and taking pictures of him and the woman he’s holding hands with. They can never have enough. The cameras love him and the intrigues that surround him. “There’s my car. Let’s go,” He muttered to his friend, Jean. He will only take her home because she’s hiding from her boyfriend who’s been beating her. They have been friends since 2000 and they never came close into dating each other. The paparazzi, and the fans, didn’t know that fact. They assumed that she is related to him.

Jean followed. “Thank you so much, Nick. This is too much but I don’t know where I will go to.” She bit her lower lip.

“Oh, don’t bother. It’s alright.” There were flashes of light again. Nick sighed. They reached his BMW and sped off.

“My mom is picking me up tomorrow, Nick. Don’t worry,” Jean said. They are on their way to his house. “She’s taking me home to Colorado for a while. I just don’t want to see Greg again.”

“You should sue Greg. You don’t deserve that kind of treatment, Jean.”

Jean smiled. “I never really believed that you did to Paris what Greg has been doing to me. You’re a nice guy but not everyone knew it.”

“Oh, don’t remind me of her. No matter what I said in the interviews, she’s obviously a mistake. I can never love a woman like that. I may hate her but I will never beat a woman.” Nick muttered. “The media never wondered why she didn’t sue me for that. Paris is scared that she might blew her cover of pretending and lying over everything about me that if she sue me for the bruises, the truth will come out. It was all a lie. We broke up in June when everyone thought we did in July. She wanted so much publicity with all that movie crap and Carl’s Jr. Commercial that she had at that time.” He shakes his head.

“Plus the issue about Simple Life with Nicole.”

“That’s her fault, too. Nicole, however naughty she could be, is a sweet and nice woman. Paris wanted to move on and go with people who she thinks are ‘hotter’ than Nicole.” They turned down to a corner towards his place. “Oh, enough of that crap.” Nick smiled to his friend. “Our album will be out at the end of the year. Make sure to get your own copy.”

Jean chuckled. “Sure, Nick. I’ve supported your group in such a long time. You helped me a lot in my career.” She’s part of the Boys’ management staff. She received an affectionate pat on the head. “How about your love life? You’ve dated a lot of women since that particular ‘episode’ in your life but do you have plans in settling down? You’re not getting any younger. You’re rich and famous. I’m sure you put some investment on things. You’re smart and nice. But why being alone?”

“I chose to be single, Jean. It makes my life less complicated.”

“Oh, sure.” Jean glanced down the road. She doesn’t believe him.

“Actually, I don’t believe in marriage.” Nick stated and thankful that Jean didn’t pressed him more about it. It’s self-explanatory, in a way. He had a broken family. His dad is now living with his new wife and his mom is having a life of her own, too. He thought that two people could be very much in love, have children of their own and live happily ever after but it’s wrong. He experienced this side of the reality. His family was torn apart by divorce, his siblings were living on their own now and so does he. He’s happy this way. He doesn’t need to settle down to make himself complete and fulfilled. Being rich, famous and working on something he loves to do is enough for him. This is his life.



~~~



‘Incomplete…’

Nick heard his voice singing the final line of their hit song, Incomplete, as he sat and waited for the other guys to arrive at the recording studio. He smiled thoughtfully at the days when they are just starting. It has been a long journey and after fulfilling their dreams, they are now doing this for fun. It’s something that they are happy to do and something that they wanted to give back to their loyal fans that still supported them through everything.

“You’re reminiscing?” AJ interrupted his thoughts. He looked up to his old friend and nodded. “Since when did you become nostalgic? From the last time I checked, you’re only 26. Reminiscing is only for the oldies like Kevin and Howie.” AJ smirked and sat beside him on the couch. When Nick didn’t say anything, AJ looked at his friend.

“I was wondering about taking a time off. Paparazzi suck. They followed me everywhere.” Nick told him.

“They love you, they always do.” AJ shakes his head. “Where do you plan to go?” Nick shrugged.

“I got plans for you, if you’re interested.”

They looked up at the one who spoke and saw Nancy, their publicist, standing by the doorway. She closed the door and makes her way towards them. “I got a hold of information about this fan club in Asia that supported your group ever since you’re just starting. I talked to their coordinator and they’re willing to sponsor and organize an event to promote the group for the new album. What’s amazing here is that they already got sponsors who can provide everything for free in condition that your group will be in their country. But of course, they can’t answer for some things that you need.”

“What are those?” AJ asked.

“Like plane tickets and having a hotel to accommodate you. They couldn’t have anyone to provide you with those things for free, but they can give you special rates.” Nancy replied.

“We can answer that,” AJ said, glancing at Nick. “We can provide for that. As Nick was saying earlier, he needs to be away from here as much as he could. Maybe, this is his chance.”

“We’re going there at our own expense?” Nick leaned back on the couch. “It’s okay as long as it’s worth it. I mean, if we can sell records in Asia like we did 12 years ago, why not? Will it be in Tokyo?”

Nancy shook her head. “No. The Philippines.”

The two men gave her blank looks. They turned when the door opened and the other three Backstreet Boys came in. “What’s up?” Brian asked Nancy. She’s the one who called the meeting. Nancy repeated what she told AJ and Nick.

“I remember that place. Manila, isn’t it?” Brian smiled. “That’s where I got my little jeep for Baylee.”

Kevin nodded. “I remember that.”

“I don’t.” Nick said.

“You remember that.” AJ snickered. “That’s where you fell down in the stage while playing guitar while we’re singing Just Want You to Know.”

“I fell down so many times.” Nick still reasoned out.

Nancy rolled her eyes. “Anyway, how about if you go there? This fan club already talked to the management and offered to provide you the place to do a home video like that one in ‘A Night Out…’ It’s amazing how these ladies can do for you, guys. Let’s give the fruits of their efforts. How about it, huh?”

Nick glanced around. “I don’t know. I mean, the Philippines? Where the heck is that?” The guys glared at him. He couldn’t blame them. They pretended to love every place they go to but in his opinion, he’s not really elated when their itinerary includes Asia. He’s not patient in breaking through the language barrier.

“Come on, man. Show interest.” Brian shakes his head. Nick is indeed a big kid, a spoiled one for that matter. He got used to being pampered around and had others to make life easy for him. “This is for those people who worked hard to get us there. Well, almost.” Because he remembered that they’re the ones paying for their own transportation and accommodation but still, this is something different.

“We didn’t tell them to do that.” Nick replied. “Anyway, whatever your decision is, I’ll go. But I won’t stay longer than what’s been scheduled. I got stuff to do around here.”

AJ raised an eyebrow. Didn’t Nick just say that he wanted to travel just to get away from the pesky paparazzi which always follow him around?

“Like what? Going around clubs and party all night long? Is that all you want to do with your life?” Howie said. Nancy noticed the tension and discreetly excused herself. She doesn’t want to be in the same place whenever these men started arguing about Nick’s ways.

“The last time I checked, you’re not my father, Howie. And you spent your time a lot in clubs, too.” Nick rolled his eyes. “I said I’ll go, okay? End of issue. Just call me when you need my money to pay for the travel and hotel expenses.”

“You’re not leaving yet, Nick.” Kevin stopped him when he’s on the door. “We’ll talk to the manager about this plan and if it’s worth it. We also have to check this fan club, too.” Nick sighed as he opened the door and called for Nancy instead to come back. There’s no choice. If he wants to get this over with, he had to stay and pursue with the meeting.

Nick couldn’t complain when he saw the itinerary for next week. Kevin and Howie got to talk with the coordinators of the fan club and amazingly, they found a hotel that can sponsor their accommodations. Furthermore, a couple of fans were able to provide a tour package for them on a getaway trip to an exotic island in the country upon their request. He read the details once again. They have interviews with MTV Asia and an intimate concert with the fans in an exclusive venue. The intimate concert will be taped and will be produced as another home video for sale. There will also be a fan conference at some hotel’s function room and afterwards, a getaway trip to a private island at the south of Manila.

He’s going to the beach. A private island without any media is pretty interesting for him. He wanted that kind of seclusion.

“You’re not yet packed.” Aaron noticed his brother and the paper Nick is holding in his hand. He’s going to take care of the house while Nick is away.

“I will do that later.” Nick takes out his mobile phone and began dialing numbers.

“By the way, Sue called. She’s wishing you a happy trip.” Aaron said as he sits on one of the couches and concentrated on his pint of ice cream.

“How did she know I’m leaving?” Sue is one of his close friends and just like Jean, others thought they went out. What’s the matter in going together in some award show? He only wanted to go, and so did Sue. And they agreed to come together. Geez. What’s wrong with these people?

Aaron rolled his eyes. “Duh, news? Nancy made it sure that your trip to Asia for a video taping will be heard by everyone. I heard Paris was so ticked because you got more project than she does now.” He smirked. “She never got enough of that competition with you. But who’d last longer if one started in a sex video scam anyway? Everyone got tired of her and her publicity gimmicks.”

“That’s what you call Karma.” Nick added. Somebody answered on the other line. “Yo, Brent. Let’s go party tonight…”



~~~



“Where’s that kid?” Howie frowned as he looked at his watch. If there’s one thing that he hates, it’s tardiness. Being the businessman that he is, he’s keen when it comes to professionalism and punctuality. That’s one of the things that make the Backstreet Boys the last boy band standing, as AJ carefully put it.

“Nick’s coming, don’t worry.” Kevin muttered but silently prayed that their youngest friend would come sooner. It’s the last call for boarding time. They all got settled on a Northwest Airlines flight to Manila in first class section. Everyone’s complete except Nick.

Howie turned when AJ yelped as he accidentally dropped his PDA. A flight attendant was in immediate rescue to pick it up. “Thank you so much,” he heard AJ says and silently cursed when he saw his PDA’s cover went loose.

“Would you like me to help you with that, Sir?” The same female flight attendant asked him.

AJ looked up. “Do you know how to fix this?”

“I’m into gadgets and small technologies and I have one exactly like yours.” The attendant muttered her thanks when AJ gave her his PDA. She quickly did something on it and the PDA went back to its normal function. “Here it is, Sir.”

“Thank you. You’re amazing. Too bad, I already had a girlfriend.” AJ shakes her hand.

“I’ve got a boyfriend, too.” The attendant excused herself and turned to the other people in the first class to check on their seatbelts and personal hand carry.

“She’s good.” AJ told Howie. He takes one last look at the flight attendant.

Howie smiled and heaved a sigh of relief when he saw Nick running inside and collapsing beside AJ’s seat. Brian, who’s sitting in front of the two, turned to him. “You made it, Nick! Give me five.” Nick smiled and slapped high fives with his best friend. Howie rolled his eyes. He buckled his seatbelt and turned to the laptop in front of him. He couldn’t understand why Nick would not even work hard to show interest in this project but then, Nick never liked to go to this part of the world either. Howie sighed once again.

“You almost didn’t make it, man. What took you so long?” AJ whispered to Nick as the plane began to taxi on the runway. “Howie’s pissed again.”

“He always is.” Nick said. “Anyway, get this.” He smirked as he gets something from his backpack. AJ laughed. “What?”

“What are you doing with those travel guides? What’s the sudden interest with the Philippines?”

“The beaches, man!” Nick excitedly said. His seatmate raised an eyebrow. “What? You’re pissed when I don’t show interest. Now that I’m looking forward to it, you’re giving me that look. What am I supposed to do now?”

AJ shakes his head. “No, it’s alright, Nick. I just can’t understand your frame of mind sometimes. Anyway, I got to tell you about this lovely flight attendant.” He looked around and saw none. Oh, the plane is ascending. That’s why. She’s buckled on her seat too. “She’s not here. You should meet her…”

Faye bit her lower lip as she tries not to cry again. She’s afraid to come home in the Philippines knowing that she has surprising news to her mother and most especially to her father. As she looked to the window and saw the fading view of Los Angeles in sight, she knew that there’s no point of turning back now. This is it.

She glanced when the teenager beside her keeps on moving around. “Excuse me. Is there something wrong?”

The young lady blushed. “You’re a Filipino, right?” she asked instead. Faye only nodded. “Kilala mo ba ang BSB?” the teenager asked her if she knows BSB. Who’s that?

“Huh?” Faye gave her a wondering look.

“Never mind. It just so happened that they’re on the same plane with us. Can you believe that? The best guys in the world are here on the same plane. They’re at the first class section, at the second deck.” She pointed her fingers upwards, indicating the first class section on the second deck near the cockpit of the Boeing plane. “I got to do something to at least take a picture with Brian. This is amazing. I love this trip.” The young lady continued to talk. Faye looked to where the aisle leads to the first class section. BSB? Who are they? She must have said it aloud that the woman turned to her in surprise. “Gosh, don’t you know them?”

“Should I know?” Faye politely smiled. “Actually, I’m more into Red Hot Chili Peppers.”

“You’re impossible. By the way, I’m Rhiz.”

“Faye.” They were about to shake hands when she felt something weird in her stomach. She felt like throwing up. “Uh, excuse me.” She hurried towards where the lavatory is. She saw a man probably on his way too and she hurriedly reached the lavatory before he did.

“Hey!”

Faye closed the door and began throwing up. But none came out. Tears formed in her eyes as she thinks of her situation. Her father’s going to kill her for this once she learns it. Damn, going home must be a mistake. She heard a knock on the door. “Are you alright?”

“Go and pee on the other lavatory. I’m so sorry.” She said. She couldn’t mistake the croak in her voice. Anyone who’d hear it obviously can tell that she’s crying. Her eyes widened when the door moved. The man deliberately opened the door. “Get out of here.” She hissed. She tried to close it.

“I don’t know why I’m doing this. Anyway, I already used the other lavatory. The one upstairs are full.” The man shakes his head. “Are you alright? I heard you from the outside. You’re crying.”

Faye looked at the man. He’s cute. She noticed that immediately. She wished she can see his eyes because he’s wearing some cool shades. “Thanks for the concern. It’s none of your business.” She cleaned her face, not minding that the man still stood there. When she’s done, she faced him again. “What?”

The man only shrugged as he looked down to her. He stepped aside and let her pass him by. He then, turned back towards the first class section.

Faye, on the other hand, found her seat and settled herself. Rhiz is now busy with her iPod to even bother acknowledging her comeback. Faye turned to the window of the plane. She must have a plan. It will be very humiliating if her father learns that she’s pregnant. She spent years in the US to study and her family has been expecting a lot from her to manage their business. But once they learn about her pregnancy, she’s going to lose their trust. She’s going to be a shame in her family. That’s how it normally goes in most families in the Philippines.

Being a Catholic country, Filipinos grew accustomed to the sanctity of marriage and the legitimacy of the children who will be born with complete parents. Even in this new millennium, Filipinos were mostly conservative when it comes to moral and religious values in accordance to the teachings of the Catholic Church. And that’s what worries Faye. Her family is a devout Catholic and it fears her that they might not accept that she engaged herself in pre-marital sex and her baby may be born without knowing its father. Her boyfriend ran away from his responsibility when he learned she’s pregnant.

Rhiz left her seat, in which Faye didn’t mind. That girl must have a plan already on how to get an autograph to those singers she’s talking about. She, on the other hand, is hungry. She brought along some fries from McDonalds as she craves for it. She unearthed the take-out food from where she thoughtfully placed it and began munching on the fries.

“That’s a whole lot of cholesterol, considering that you’re pregnant.”

Faye looked up and once again, saw the same man. She only smiled and offered him a share of her fries. “I’m sorry if I’ve been snappy there.” The man sits beside her. “What are you doing? Where do you sit by the way?”

The man gestured his finger upwards. First class. Okay. This is a special guy, considering he can afford first class. “By the way, I need air from the people there. It’s suffocating. So I thought of looking for you down here.”

“Why?”

“Because you have fries?” The man smiled. “”By the way, I’m AJ.”

“Faye.” AJ takes a handful of fries and began munching on it while he’s sitting beside her. “Is it your first time in the Philippines?” She asks him.

AJ shakes his head. This woman obviously doesn’t know anything about him or his group. “It will be my third time. There’s business that I need to attend to with my four other friends. If you’re interested, you can go to our show. I’ll give you VIP passes. You may bring a friend along with you.”

“Business? Show?” Faye thought for a while. “My seatmate here was telling me that there are some VIPs at the first class section. Are you one of them? The singers?”

AJ chuckled. “I don’t see myself as a VIP. I’m just simply doing my job.” He continued eating the fries in his hand.

“So, who are you?”

AJ turned to her with that infectious smile. Faye couldn’t help but felt her knees go weak. “Backstreet Boys.”

Faye looked at him. “Oh. Yeah, I think I heard of you before.” AJ raised an eyebrow. “Really. I’m sorry that I didn’t recognize you. Why are you going to Manila? I didn’t know that you even considered going there. I mean, it’s not the same as Canada or Sydney…”

“But we have great fans there.” AJ smiled. He began telling her the entire story about their trip. He wasn’t finished yet when they were interrupted by a loud gasp.

Faye saw Rhiz. “Oh, Rhiz. I’d like you to meet AJ.”

“I know…” Rhiz said, in almost a whisper. AJ shakes her hand. “I’m sorry but you know that it wasn’t everyday that I find my idol sitting in my plane seat. Can I have a picture with you?” AJ agreed with an amused smile. Faye volunteered to take the picture and afterwards, Rhiz took pictures of them too. It wasn’t long when AJ bid goodbye to them to go back to his seat. When he’s gone, Rhiz hugged Faye. “Wow, Faye. You just made me really happy.”

Faye laughed. “I’m glad I did.” She hugged her back. She’s glad she’s able to make someone happy, even if she is very lonely.

“I’m glad that it’s okay that I sit here to chat with you.” AJ told Faye. “You just reminded me of my cousin.” He watched as Faye only smiled and sets aside the magazine she’s reading. He easily convinced Rhiz to change seats with him for a while because he wanted to know Faye more. He didn’t know why but he thinks that she has a problem. He didn’t know why he wants to help. Maybe, she just really reminded him of his cousin, Julia. And he missed his cousin because she's in Orlando right now and recuperating from a vehicular accident.

“I’m glad Rhiz is okay with this. I hope she doesn’t have any heart problems.”

“Don’t worry. Nick is sleeping. That’s my friend. He’s also part of the group and he hates flying. He tries to catch up some sleep because I think he went out with some of his buddies last night.” AJ opened a pack of M&Ms he brought along for her. “How many months are you pregnant?”

“Three.” Faye sighed heavily.

“Hey, what’s wrong?” Faye looked at him. “Okay. I know, we just met.” AJ added. “But maybe I can somehow give you advice. I’d like to be your friend. Don’t worry about anything more. I have a girlfriend back home and I love her.”

She hesitantly bit her lower lip. AJ noticed that she’s about to cry. Something’s really wrong. “I’m three months pregnant and my family doesn’t know. They might disown me if they found out that the father of this baby ran away from his responsibility with me.”

AJ frowned. That bastard, whoever that man was! “Faye, hush.” He takes her hand. “Why won’t your parents accept you? It’s not that you aborted it or something.” Faye began telling him about her conservative family and how they try to protect the family’s reputation. Being the accidental mother that she calls herself now, Faye thinks that her family will not accept her and the baby and she will only put them to shame.

“I wished that my sister, Anna, is with me. I need her. You know, my sister is one of the strongest people I’ve ever known. I missed her.” Her voice trembled.

AJ gathered her close to him and embraced her. “It’s going to be alright, Faye. Trust me. And believe in God.” He began telling her about his story in dealing with his addiction and his journey to revitalize himself and renew his faith.



~~~~



“Hey.” AJ smiled to Faye when he saw her at the arrival area of the international airport in Manila. They already arrived and although the Boys are now being rushed towards their hotel service, AJ takes one last chance to bid goodbye to his newfound friend. “Good luck.” He hugs her. “It will be alright. Trust Him.”

Faye smiled. “Thanks.”

AJ nodded and followed his bodyguard towards where their group is. They heard screams from the outside. “Is that ours?” His excitement surged from within as he heard the loud noise and seemingly, there’s a band playing their song outside too. He turns around and found the curious stares of the people to them. Okay, they knew them. This is far different from the reception they had from the last time they were in Manila.

“Most likely. Nancy just met the representatives of Sony-BMG and the head coordinator of the fan club.” Howie smiled. They tried to listen to what the head of security were instructing them about their route towards the waiting transportation outside the arrival area. It must be serious.

“I was informed that the security here was doubled because there’s another VIP with us in our flight.” Jim, the head security, said. He smiled. “Ready?”

AJ only nodded and turned around. He saw Faye walking out of the arrival area and smiled to him. He smiled back and the next thing he knew, he’s being told to move to go out too. It seemed like chaos outside. There are so many fans, waving their banners to them. There’s a marching band playing their song. It was some sort of a festival. His mind is in blur. Nick nudged him and smiled. The younger one likes the reception and so did he. There were women, dressed in some sort of a national costume, and put flower necklaces on them. There were also some people who were introduced to them as representatives of the recording company and the fan club but he forgot their names.

AJ pointed to Nick where Faye is. He introduced the woman to him during the flight. “She’s really pretty.” Nick tells him.

“Yes. She told me that you’re cute and made sure that I tell that to you.” AJ chuckled.

Nick watched as she was escorted by some men in uniforms. “Oh, she has bodyguards too? Who is she here?” Then his eyes widened when as soon as the car door was shut, it exploded. Everyone scrambled into safety. Even they were immediately pushed back inside the arrival area for protection by their bodyguards. But Nick’s eyes widened when he saw AJ struggled to let go and ran outside. He heard him yelling.

“Save her! Save her! She’s pregnant!” Nick heard him and ran towards his friend but AJ’s bodyguards beat him to it. AJ tried to go to the car but was stopped. He keeps on shouting Faye’s name. The airport was in tragedy. The car exploded once again. “Oh my God! Faye!”

“It was crazy, baby. I can’t do anything.” Nick heard AJ telling his girlfriend about what happened at the airport earlier. They were already at the hotel and the press conference is due in the next hour and everyone is preparing them for that, most especially AJ.

The media was interested about the concern he showed for Faye, who happened to be the daughter of an influential senator in the country. She died at the car explosion and AJ’s bodyguards found a hard time in keeping him calm after what happened. “It’s horrible to watch a friend die like that.” AJ wipes his tears. “I just knew her at the flight. She reminded me a lot of my cousin. You know, Julia.” He continued. “Yeah, I love you too. I’ll see you in a few days and we’ll go to the beach. I need you here.” He paused as his girlfriend talks on the other line. “Okay. Please come here. It’s hard. I’ll be in a conference later and surely they’ll ask me about Faye.”

Nick drew a deep breath. It’s wrong to eavesdrop but he couldn’t help it. They were all in shock. AJ introduced Faye to them last night after dinner and she seemed nice, albeit a little shy. But they never knew that she’s pregnant and that shocked them the most. They all saw the car exploded twice. They were in the news upon their arrival, mostly about Faye’s acquaintance with AJ and his revelation about her condition. Kyle, their road manager, informed that Faye’s remains were in her family now and at a vigil in an exclusive chapel somewhere in the city. Senator John Gomez, Faye’s father, also sent the group their gratitude for making her happy even during the last hours of her life.

Still, AJ felt restless. Nick could see that. His friend keeps on pacing around while talking with his girlfriend. He stood up and went to the adjacent room where the other guys are. Kevin looked up when he comes in. “He’s still upset?”

Nick nodded. “It’s really a shock,” he drew a deep breath. “She was a sweet person last night. Who could have plotted it?”

“I heard that her father, the senator, had a controversial expose a few weeks back and he received several death threats ever since.” Drew, one of their bodyguards, said. “No one expected that they would turn to his daughter for revenge.”

“Are we safe in this country?” Nick asked, once again feeling nonchalant about this whole idea of promoting their new project in Asia.

“As long as we’re here, you’re safe,” Marcus told the young blonde. They all turned when AJ came in to the room.

“Aren’t we supposed to be ready for the conference now?” He asks them. “Man, I’m hungry.”

“We’re due in an hour,” Brian replied, looking at his watch. “How are you, J?”

“I feel weak. I want to rest.” AJ closed his eyes but opened it when the main door opened and their PR staff came in, along with some unknown faces. He didn’t move while the rest of the guys came to introduce them. When Kevin gave him a look, he stood up to meet them. They were the two representatives of the Philippine official fan community and two record executives from the recording company. The Boys were briefed for their entire schedule on the next few days including their side-trip in an exclusive resort island at the south of the country. Nick looked very excited as the travel coordinator, who’s also one of the fan club coordinators, told them the itinerary. He completely forgot about his anxiety over their safety.

AJ wished he could feel the same excitement but Faye still occupies his mind. Her untimely, and unjustifiable, death keeps on repeating in his memory. He shakes his head as if trying to erase it. He can’t do anything about it now.

The newcomers never left. They were also the ones who coordinated with the media that’s why they have to stay. At about twenty minutes before the conference, Nancy pulled the five of them altogether for another briefing. AJ sighed heavily. Their PR looked at him and she understood. Nancy gave him a comforting smile and a pat on the shoulder.

“We already expect that the press will bombard us with what happened at the airport. I’ve already issued a statement that, in respect to the deceased and her family, we will only entertain questions pertaining to the objective of our visit in the country.” Nancy said while looking at AJ. “I understand what you’re going through right now. Even though I haven’t talked to her last night, it was really horrible to witness what happened earlier. I share the same sentiments.”

“Thank you very much, Nancy.” AJ hugged her. “Now, I feel more comfortable after hearing that. I don’t really want to talk about it actually and I don’t want anyone pressing me about it later.”

Nancy smiled. “Alright,” she smiled. “So, on with the job. I got here some news clippings that have been collected prior to your arrival. I want you to take a look on these so that you’ll be prepared later.” She casts a glance to Nick and Howie. Both just had a controversial breakup with their own girlfriends. A year after he dated Paris, Nick went out with a woman of her kind while Howie got involved with a woman who revealed herself in Oprah that she only used him for fame and fortune. That was an unusual declaration which surprised everyone in the Backstreet camp. Nick and Howie’s relationship ended but still everyone still keeps on talking about it.

Nick saw Howie’s jaw clenched as the quiet one took the moment to read what was told of him. He knew how his friend has been so angry about what happened with him and Kimberly. Nick believed that the woman loved his friend so much and it was really a surprise that she’d expose herself like that in Oprah, even making it appear like she’s in a personal psychological dilemma that not even Howie could do about it. As for him, everyone was mocking him for not learning a lesson from his past episode with Paris when he dated an unknown Greek heiress who, in the end, was just like his ex-girlfriend after all – a media-hungry socialite who wanted an easy ticket to fame.

“We had enough of the news in the US,” Kevin said, taking the news clippings from Howie’s hold and giving it back to Nancy. Howie didn’t say anything as the papers looked as though it disappeared in his hands.

“We know what to answer,” Brian seconded his cousin.

Nancy felt intimidated as the five looked down on her small frame. “Oh, alright. I just thought you need this. Don’t look at me like that. You know that it scares me.” With that being said, the guys laughed. Their publicist was like a little sister to them. Being a professional in the tender age of twenty-three, Nancy is already a successful publicist who handled them very efficiently. The Boys liked her so much, they don’t want to let go of her.

They turned when the door opened and revealed their manager, Kyle, announcing they should proceed towards the ballroom of the hotel where the conference will be held.



~~~



Almost everyone turned when a woman in red came to the wake of Faye Gomez, the daughter of Senator John Gomez, who died after the car exploded at the airport earlier that day. The newcomer is wearing dark shades which almost hide the assets on her face. Her long dark hair flowed freely as she walks, making one think if she’s a devil incarnate beneath the angelic visage. She stopped in front of Faye’s closed coffin and looked down on it.

Her sister.

“Amazing,” Anna tells the other woman lying dead in it. “You’ve been the center of attention all your life and up until your last breathe, you’re still the talk of everyone.” She quietly tells Faye. Her hard countenance could tell how her experiences in the past made her become the strong woman that she is now.

“Anna…”

Anna did not turn around. It was her mother who called. For sure, just like what they enjoyed doing for years, they will ask her to leave again. She’s the unwanted child, unlike Faye. Maybe because she has a mind of her own and wanted to do things her way. Faye was the submissive child. She followed every thing that their parents told her to do, even send her to the best school in the US to study, while Anna stayed in the country and studied in some state university. It wasn’t that she’s complaining but between them, Faye always had the good life. She was always the favored one. And through all of these, Anna became rebellious. She also wanted the same attention that her parents were giving her sister but wasn’t successful. They even threw her out of the house just because she only came home late after a group study session with some classmates. Since then, she never came back and lived with her aunt instead. She finished school on her own, through the help of her aunt and her part-time jobs. She never asked for anything from her parents. She now works as a travel journalist for a women’s magazine. Faye, on the other hand, still struggled to finish college in the US and hasn’t graduated yet. It was everyone’s surprise that she came home in the middle of the school year and found out that she’s pregnant and unwed.

Anna felt her mother’s presence beside her. “How does it feel learning that your favorite child came home pregnant and died? It must have really hurt.” She said.

“How dare you?”

Anna turned to her mother. “You’re asking me? How dare you?” She looked around and saw her father’s bodyguards at the entrance. Senator John Gomez has arrived. “Excuse me. I feel unwanted here. I have to go since that’s what you’d ask me anyway.” She walked towards the main door and met her father. Without any word to him, she walked past him and left her sister’s wake. As soon as she got into her aunt’s old car, she cried.

Anna frowned as her friend, Intin, dragged her inside the Renaissance Hotel. She was told that her friend is going to meet some international artist at the hotel in which she doesn’t have any idea who. Intin also asked her if she could write a feature about these people on the magazine she works for. They were classmates, way back in college. “I’m a travel journalist, Intin. I write about places not people.” She continued trying to tell her friend. But being the persistent person that she is, Intin ignored her quiet pleas not to take her to the hotel.

“They’re great. Just wait until you hear them sing tonight. I got special passes for you. Once you meet and hear them, you’ll like them.” Intin said. There were lots of media in the lobby who were also probably there for these people.

“Who are these people anyway?”

“Backstreet Boys.”

Anna stopped. She stepped back. “Do you realize who they are? They’re the people who were with my sister before she died.” She groaned. “No, Intin. Don’t do this to me. It’s been really hard.”

“That’s why I’m taking you here. I want you to meet AJ. He’s a nice guy. And I know he’d like to meet the sister. He’s been really devastated from what happened.”

“There’s no need to remind me that. I saw his expression on TV. Please, Intin…” She tried to step back but her friend only gave her a pleading look too. Intin was about to speak when they heard someone calling her. It was a woman with short blonde hair.

“Nancy, hi.” Intin shook hands with the newcomer. “I would like you to meet Anna Gomez. She’s the travel journalist that I promised you who will give the briefing about the Boys’ excursion in El Hombre Island.”

“Hi, Anna. It’s nice to meet you. The Boys are preparing for their video shoot later and we need this travel briefing to get over with. They are busy in a fan conference at the function room right now.” Nancy pulled her towards the elevators. “They are excited for a private getaway, especially Nick Carter. Intin arranged a wonderful tour package and with her presentation today, she promised me to bring you along. I believe that she mentioned your expertise aside from the fact that you’re Faye’s sister.”

“Yes, I am.” Anna glanced quickly to her friend who only smiled. “Uh, is it okay if Intin and I would have a quick briefing before the presentation? It seemed nerve-wracking considering that the gentlemen seemed very excited about the side trip. We’d like to polish some things first.”

“Oh, okay.” Nancy glanced at her watch. “We’ll be waiting for you at the conference room in fifteen minutes.”

“That would be nice. Thank you so much.” Anna sweetly replied. When Nancy left, she turned to glare at Intin. “Are you nuts? You want me to present an itinerary that I don’t have any idea about?” They walked towards the nearby café inside the hotel. “Give me the details and I’d like to review it first. You owe me, Intin, big time.”

“I know you can do this. You’re the only person I know that can present a tour package to them without getting nervous. I know I can’t do it by myself, considering that I might stutter merely just by seeing Nick’s face. You know it already, Anna. I don’t want to mess up.”

“Do you think I won’t?” Anna sighed. Her mobile phone rang.

“Yes. I believe in your confidence. I’m excellent with the documentation as you are with the presentation. We were a team in college, remember?” Intin stopped talking when Anna answered the call from her phone. She watched as her friend frowned and argued with someone over the phone. When the call ended, Anna shakes her head endlessly. “Anything wrong?”

“I can’t believe this! Is this some kind of a divine intervention?” Anna exclaimed that the people nearby turned to her in curiosity. She sighed.

Intin shrugged. “What about?”

“My boss wanted me to go to Palawan, too. And she even happened to learn about you and this project of yours. She asked me if I can get a hold of some sort of an interview with these men on that island.”

Intin’s eyes widened. “No way! The Boys wanted privacy. They will surely disagree. Did you know that even Kevin and Brian’s family would be arriving tomorrow just to spend this private getaway with them? Anna…”

“I know. This is a problem.” Anna bit her lower lip. “We just can’t tell them about this. I’m not part of your plans. I understand that. I don’t want to give you problems, too.” She takes the Boys’ itinerary to Palawan from Intin. She reads the details. “Do you think it would be effective if I hinted something about going there too as part of my job?”

“Maybe you can say it as part of your presentation.” Intin stared at Anna. Both of them smiled at each other. “We can do this, Anna. Oh, thank you very much for helping me on this. And I envy you for spending a few days with my favorite Boys. I wish I can go but I got so much work here.”

“Don’t worry. I’ll update you with pictures.” Anna turns back to the itinerary in her hand. “Come on. Let’s get this project started.”

Nick paused when he’s about to open the tap to wash his hands. He’s in the men’s room and he heard someone talking with somebody, over the phone, on something about investigation. He really should stop listening to other people’s conversation. He shakes his head.

He couldn’t help it. It aroused his curiosity as some woman asked about legal stuff he only heard on TV. This must be something serious. He finished washing his hands and after drying it off, he went out of the men’s room. The woman stopped talking when she saw him. Oh, great, must be a fan, Nick thought. But looking at her from head to feet, she doesn’t look like a fan. Hell, what does a fan looks like anyway? They surprised him sometimes. They came from different walks of life.

“Hello,” he politely greeted and went on his way.

“Uh, hi?”

Nick smirked and continued on his way. But then, he turned back. He thought of inviting the woman later for the intimate concert with their fans. He didn’t notice that she’s just behind him so they bumped into each other. “Oops, sorry.” He caught her before she falls down. The woman immediately tried to get away from his hold as if she’s allergic to him. He raised an eyebrow. “I’m sorry. I wasn’t looking.”

“It’s alright, no harm done.” The woman only smiled a little then excused herself to walk away. Nick only watched her go away. He didn’t have the chance to say anything and he even wondered why he needs to bother himself about it either. He saw his bodyguard signaling him to hurry. He went on his way back to the conference room.

Nick saw his friends holding some travel kit that must have been distributed while he’s out in the men’s room. Intin, the travel coordinator, is already there and talking with Nancy and Howie. He sits down beside AJ as the other one gave him his own kit. He reads the brochures and the necessary data they need for their private vacation. It will be in a private and secluded island in a province they called Palawan. The resort where they are going is situated within a bay that is surrounded by many islands. Activities offered there are not far from the ones they used to go to in Bahamas and Caribbean. But surely, Palawan is a new place to explore for Nick and he’s looking forward to it. Among the activities include soft adventure sports such as snorkeling, diving, kayaking or trekking within the island’s forest trails or leisure picnics by the shore. Nick surely wanted this seclusion, even for just a few days. He smiled.

“I hope they have cable TV,” AJ muttered. “This seemed so remote.”

“I learned that it’s safe.” Marcus informed them. Nancy and Intin turned to them.

“Yes.” Intin added. “For your information, a special security system is established in the island to monitor the arrivals and departures of the visitors there. Everyone is well accounted and screened by the chief security guard of the resort that not even terrorists or pirates can go there unnoticed. Any unidentified vessel or object comes within some nautical miles from the island will be immediately be notified to the authorities for quick action.”

“Sounds safe enough,” Brian nodded. They turned when the door opened and a woman comes in.

“I’m sorry for being late. Good morning,” the woman smiled to everyone and it never wavered when she saw Nick. She’s the one he saw at the hall earlier. Nancy introduced her to them as Anna and the woman thoughtfully shook each of their hands. When she reached Nick, the youngest Backstreet Boy decided to lean down and kiss her on the cheeks.

“Hey, you just met,” Kevin teased.

Anna blushed as Nick only chuckled. She never thought that this man would do something like that to her upon her greeting. Sure, he’s cute and all but she’s not impressed. He should be better than that. “I guess that’s his way of saying hi.” She can only say just to make something out of the situation. She went towards the table where Intin has just finished setting up her laptop and connected it with the projector.

“She’s not charmed,” Brian whispered to Nick then chuckled.

Nick rolled his eyes. He stared at Anna and shakes his head. This one’s pretty simple for his usual taste. She doesn’t have the beauty he got used into seeing in women back home. She seemed ordinary but then, there’s something in her that intrigues him. He can sense that there’s a hidden part of her personality that will make her outstanding from the other women he knew.

“Miss Anna Gomez will be the one to brief you about your itinerary for three days in the island resort.” Intin tells them. “She’s a multi-talented and award-winning travel journalist in our country and has her own show on TV. She’s a friend of mine and a former classmate in the university.”

“Thank you, Intin, for that introduction,” Anna bit her lower lip then looked at each man. “I’m honored to be invited here today and to have this opportunity to present to you the wonders of our islands. I admit that I wasn’t one of your fans but to be able to introduce you to my country is an honor. It’s not everyday that famous celebrities would spend their time on our precious beaches like you probably did in the Bahamas or the Caribbean islands. As for this private getaway, I introduce to you one of our safest and our most beautiful private beach resorts, the El Hombre Island…”



~~~



When the presentation was finished after fifteen minutes, including some questions from the Boys, they all get up to shook hands with Intin and Anna. The Boys knew that a three-day rest is something they need before going off to finalize their new album. It won’t harm either if they indulge to a travel package prepared by their loyal fans in the Philippines too.

AJ stared at Anna. “You know, your face seemed familiar. Haven’t I seen you before?”

“AJ, you already got a girlfriend.” Nick remarked.

“I know. It’s not that. I mean…”

“I’m Faye’s sister.” Anna replied. Everyone looked at her after she said that. She nodded. “It’s a coincidence that Intin is my friend and invited me to make a presentation today with you. It also happened that my boss gave me an assignment to go to El Hombre too for a new project in my show.”

“Whoa!” AJ stared hard at her once again. “Oh, God. How are you doing, honey?”

“I’m fine.” She looked at each of them. “It’s been nice meeting you again. Thanks for visiting our country.” With that, she walked out of the conference room. The Boys, Nancy and Intin were left in silence.

“Your friend seemed distant,” Nancy whispered to Intin as she helps her keep her things.

Intin quietly sighed. “You have no idea.” The Boys started going out of the room except Nick. He excused himself from them and went to Intin.

“The guys and I talked about going to Faye’s wake after the performance tonight. AJ doesn’t know yet. Anna seemed distant. Is there something we should know about so that we are prepared for what to avoid to when we go later?” Nick asks her.

Intin looked at him. “Don’t mention Anna. She’s the estranged daughter of the family.”

“Huh?” Nick frowned.

“It’s a long story. You would not want to go in to the mess.” Intin gave him a smile. “Now, aren’t you supposed to be preparing for your performance?”

Nick stared at her for a moment. Intin couldn’t understand what’s going on in this man’s mind. Oh, she’s been a fan for more than ten years and she realized she never knew them at all. They’re one-of-a-kind people when she met them personally. This man, in particular, is far from the guy she thought that he is. He must have adopted Kevin’s serious attitude. He must have really grown up. “AJ’s so affected from what happened, Intin. That’s primarily our concern. It’s not everyday that we witness someone as sweet as Faye would die in such tragedy. Realizing now that Anna’s her sister, I’m sure AJ will find a way to talk with her. Knowing him, it’s something to help him feel better after what happened.”

“You don’t know Anna. She wouldn’t like to speak to anyone relating to her family. I was surprised when she admitted her connection with Faye earlier to AJ. She wouldn’t do that.” Intin excused herself from him and went out of the conference room. Nick was left pondering on what to do with Anna. Knowing AJ, he knew his friend won’t stop until he reached out to Faye’s family for their loss. AJ can care a lot like that, even though the person was a stranger to him.

Anna felt goose bumps as she listened to this group sing. They can truly sing. They have this amazing talent to sing a Capella harmoniously. That is surely one of their weapons to remain strong in the industry they are into. She looked around to find that the fans that came to the intimate concert were silent and ‘religiously’ listening to them sing. She, on the other hand, accepted Intin’s invitation to watch them. She was given the front seat. She can see them clearly. She never saw them make some dance routines. They sang slow songs and they amazed her. Somehow, being here meant that she also wanted to know the people who have been with her sister before she died. On the other hand, there’s also a part of her wanting to leave as painful memories surged in mind.

And now, they are singing a song they dedicated to Faye. She tried so much as not to let a tear fall when memories of the past flashed in her mind. She missed her sister and she never showed that fact to anyone.

As she watched them sing the ballad, Nick’s eyes met hers.



Guilty road to an endless love
There’s no control
Are you with me now?
Your every wish will be done, they tell me



Her eyes locked with his. She was mesmerized. He continued singing but his attention seemed to be on her now. It only broke away when Nick closed his eyes when he made a solo bridge on the song. AJ gave the background vocals and they shifted to another song in which she still doesn’t know what the title is. The guys started to leave the stage except Nick, who stayed and hummed the song. The piano filled the place and his voice feels soothing. For Anna, it felt so amazing that there were tears in her eyes.



And I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or right
I really need you tonight



“He’s amazing…” Anna only whispered but Intin didn’t fail to hear. Intin smiled. She hoped that her friend is having a great time. This is what Anna needs right now, to soothe the loneliness she’s feeling from the loss of her sister. Intin noticed Nick kept on glancing their way, particularly on Anna. Is he attracted to her friend? Or maybe just curious. Nick looked at Anna again.



I figured out what to say to you
Sometimes the words
They came out so wrong
Oh, yes, they do
And I know this time you will understand
That what we have Is so right This time



Anna turned to Intin. “Do they really do this?” She asks in a whisper.

“Is there anything wrong with that?” Intin smiled teasingly.

Anna didn’t reply and looked back at Nick. The combination of five voices is so wonderful. She didn’t expect that they will sing solo parts and Nick took his turn first. He amazed her. She doesn’t know the song he’s singing but she’s beginning to love it. He mesmerized her merely by just singing. If there will be a chance to know him better, she’d like to try it. But he’s a famous guy and he will never give attention to someone like her. Nobody, not even her family, likes her. So why wish for someone like Nick, anyway?



~~~



“I got some medicines at the hotel. I’ll give you some when we get there.” Howie tells AJ at the backstage. The taping has finished and the Boys are being prepared to go back to the hotel.

“You can borrow my laptop battery, Howie.” Nick said when he passed by them. They turned when they noticed a group of women coming in the backstage, expecting that some fans might have successfully barged in to the backstage. But it was only the officers of the fan club. Anna was among them. Nick was amazed as the woman didn’t hesitate on walking over to them, unlike her companions who stayed further behind.

“Could you help me?” Anna asks. AJ is already in full attention to Faye’s sister.

“Maybe. What is it?” AJ returned the reply with another question. Nick folded his arms across his chest as he looked down at this woman. He wondered what happened between Anna and her family to have a cold relationship. He wondered how she was as a sister to Faye.

“Since I’m also bound for El Hombre, may I request for an interview with you?” Anna is looking directly at AJ. Nick shakes his head and turned away. This woman thinks she can charm AJ to get what she wants since she’s Faye’s sister, in which the death has affected AJ in a way. As he walks away to search for another source of interest to engage with, he heard Howie’s reply to Anna.

“You can talk to Kyle and Nancy about this. They’re the boss.”

Nick is about to smile but he heard AJ’s additional statement. “I’ll help you talk with the two. And you might as well have Nick around to guide you. He’s voted to be our spokesperson in this tour.” Yeah, he knew that particular detail. The other guys will be busy starting tomorrow since their better-half will be arriving in Manila while he, on the other hand, has no one. Any inquiries with their activities will be handled by Nick and Nancy. “Is that right, Nick?”

Nick only nodded. He looked at Anna. The woman is looking at him directly in the eye and he wondered why he felt uneasy. “But can we do that on the plane on our way to the island? I believe that’s my only spare time.”

“Yes, no problem. Thank you very much.” Anna gave him a smile and shook his hand. “I’ll better get going. See you later.”

“We’re leaving at 8AM later, Anna.” AJ added as she walks away. Nick gave her one last look before going on the opposite way. AJ turned to his friend and wondered why Nick acts so weird earlier at the video shoot. He noticed his younger friend kept on glancing Anna’s way. He knew it wasn’t something romantic. Nick gave up on it a few years back because of an ex-girlfriend. The younger guy wanted to steer clear from any women with a hidden agenda. But AJ recognized that look. It’s curiosity. Why is Nick curious at Anna?



~~~



Anna wearily sat on the old sofa as soon as she got home. The day has been an exhausting one from the moment she received a call from Intin. She never thought that a lot will happen in just two days: her sister died and she met a man she found interesting for the first time but never seemed to like her in return. She shakes her head and chuckled. When did she start having a crush on a pop star? That wasn’t like her but Nick made it possible. He’s got this charismatic appeal over a woman without making effort.

Her mobile phone rang and noticed it is Regina calling. That’s the part she hates about her boss. Regina is so inconsiderate and demanding. It was as if Anna is upon her beck and call whenever she’s needed. Regina would usually call at wee hours in the morning just to tell her something about work. She’s very workaholic and it’s no wonder if she’s still single and virgin at the age of thirty-six.

“Yes, Ma’am?” Anna answered.

“I know you’re still awake. How’s the assignment?”

Anna sighed inwardly. “Are you a Backstreet fan, Ma’am?” When her boss excitedly agreed, she rolled her eyes. That’s not surprising. Regina is very enthusiastic. If Anna can only tell her boss to do the project herself rather than her, it will save her a lot of energy. She’s been through one busy week and she had plans of spending the weekend lying on her bed and channel-surfing on the TV but this event changed everything. “Trust me, Regina. I’m working on this. By the way, I don’t have money. How am I going to go to El Hombre when I haven’t got plane tickets, hotel reservations and pocket money? Those guys will take the 8AM chartered flight later.” That’s one of the things that she doesn’t have much, money. Her parents never supported her. Only her kind aunt, who lives in this old apartment, helped her through it all. Others may see her as a successful career woman but she’s not financially well-off. She still had to struggle to live and eat and with dues to pay.

“Aimee took care of everything. My driver will pick you up at 5AM.” Regina replied and hung up. Anna glanced at her watch, 5AM? It’s already four in the morning. She stood up to start packing her things when she heard her Auntie Del calling her.

“I heard noises here. You just got home?” Del asks her as she went to the kitchen, which is only divided by a wooden shelf, and began heating up water for coffee. With the simplicity of their life, no one would think that she’s a daughter of a senator. The only luxury they have in the apartment is the TV, a cheap DVD player, a small fridge and an electric fan.

“I just got home from some concert I’m obliged to go to. I’ll be leaving in an hour. I’m going to El Hombre.” Anna yawned. Her aunt got used to her unusual working time. She stared blankly into space.

“Your Mommy told me that you came at Faye’s wake.”

Anna looked at her aunt. “You went there?”

“I stayed only for a while. I can’t take it when those people began saying things about you.” Del frowned. “Anyway, go pack up. I’ll prepare you breakfast.”

Anna muttered her thanks and went to her room. It was about a half and an hour later that she found herself struggling to carry her backpack. She reached the lounge of the chartered airline and several foreign people were already there. After undergoing the usual check-in, she looked around. She easily spotted the group of the Backstreet Boys. They’re early. Did they ever sleep? One of them, she remembered as Kevin, greeted her. He’s holding a blonde woman’s hand of whom he introduced as his wife. Anna noticed the glow in his eyes as he spoke about Kristin.

“It’s nice meeting you. I didn’t know that someone is married in the group.” Anna shook hands with Kristin.

“Have you already had breakfast? They serve complimentary meals here.” Kristin glanced at her husband. “Kevin will get you one. Right?” Kevin nodded and stepped back to follow his wife’s suggestion to get Anna something to eat.

“Oh, it’s okay. My aunt already prepared me one at home. Thanks so much.” Anna found this couple so nice and accommodating, and so much in love. She wondered if they already have kids.

“I’ll bring you coffee instead.” Kevin insisted and went off. The other members of the group saw her, including AJ who is with a woman, probably his girlfriend or his wife. They introduced everyone to her and found out that Kevin and Brian are cousins and both married while the other three were still bachelors but Nick is the only one unattached. When they mentioned Nick, Anna realized that the youngest among the group was nowhere in the crowd.

“Where’s Nick?” She casually asks AJ. She’s actually curious.

“He’s inside the exclusive lounge, having an overseas phone interview. I told you, he’s our main man for now.” AJ winked and chuckled. “He’ll be out soon. He’s the most excited among us. He never had any sleep since we left LA days ago.”

Anna nodded. They turned when they heard the announcement that it’s time to board the plane. They all began clearing the place. Just as when Anna picks up her carry-on bag, she heard Nick’s voice.

“You’re sitting beside me so that we can proceed on that interview.”

She looked at him and saw him holding his phone near his ear. He’s still probably talking with someone on the other line. She only nodded and walked ahead.

Anna sits down by the window after Nick requested for it. It seems like the man feels uncomfortable in his seat, considering that he’s a big man and the leg room is not enough for him. “Are you alright?” she asks.

Nick looked at her and nodded. “I’m fine.” He extended his other leg out in the walkway. He noticed her taking out a notebook and a pen. “Where’s your palm pilot?”

“It ran out of battery. Besides, I can’t open it on this flight. It might just disrupt the plane signals.” Anna discreetly yawned. “Excuse me.”

“Have you had any sleep?”

She answered him with a negative shake of her head. “I came home late just in time that my boss called for my travel set-up. If some girls were envy at this job that I had, they can take this from me just for this weekend. I’m tired.” She tried to smile in hopes of getting some in return. Unfortunately, none came. She wondered how much it would cost to make one Nick Carter smile at her. “Did you sleep?” she asks him.

“A little,” Nick replied, “I wouldn’t trade my job for anything else, even for just a while. I love this, despite the tiresome activities and anything that goes along with it.” He arranged his sunglasses and ran his hand through his dark blonde hair. He rested his head against the seat and pouted.

Anna got the chance to see the wonderful curve of his lips. When he turned to her, she instantly looked away. “So, I learned that all of you loved the time off and going off to places like these, what are your favorite beach getaway?” she started asking.

Nick studied this woman beneath his sunglasses. He caught her staring at his lips. He hides his smile. Now, he’s more curious…



~~~



“That’s just so beautiful. I wished the pictures captured will be developed soon,” Nick heard Kristin telling them after they’ve gone through scuba diving in a nearby site in the island.

“We can ask for our copies and have it framed.” Kevin told his wife. The group continued to walk towards the cottages intended for them. Intin and Anna are right when they presented El Hombre Island to them. It was like being in the Caribbean Islands, only better. Most of the guests were foreign nationals who preferred the island more than any other beautiful beaches and diving sites in the world. It’s a world-class travel hotspot that not everyone knew of. But Nick wanted it that way. It preserves the purity of the island from unwanted exposures of the outside world may bring: overcrowding, the pollution and industrialization.

Nick stopped by the small hut that stored the diving gears they used. He also took the liberty in taking off his wetsuit and when done, only a pair of shorts was left in him. He walked off towards his own cottage. That’s when he spotted Anna alone in a gazebo. It looked as if she transferred her office to the beach. He saw a laptop in front of her, two high-tech cameras, some electronic box, a little portable printer and her palm pilot that she’s currently attending to. He decided to get near her.

“Have you had any rest?”

Anna almost jumped in surprise. “I took a rest after we got here.” She placed down her palm gadget and attended to her laptop. Nick noticed that she’s editing some photos and writing an article at the same time.

“Like how many hours of rest?”

“I had two enough hours.” Anna muttered as she focused on what’s in her screen. “How’s the day? Did you have fun?” She takes time to look at him and saw him nodded in reply. There was silence after that. Nick watched her work for a while.

“What happened between you and Faye?” His question caught her unprepared. Nick thought this is the time to ask her questions. When they visited Faye’s wake after the concert taping, he had a feeling that things were unsettled between Anna and Faye. He is curious and he doesn’t know why he bothers to make it his business to find out about it. Maybe because after he settled things with his siblings and having a revitalized relationship with them, he wanted the same with Faye and Anna although the former is already dead.

“It’s none of your business, Nick.”

“I know.” Another silence. “The common thing that I noticed with you and your sister is that you’re both low-profiled. You don’t act as if you’re daughters of a famous senator in your country.” Nick continued.

“We don’t need publicity for ourselves.” Anna muttered. Nick didn’t comment on that. He watched as she picks up her camera and began adjusting the lens and staring at its small screen. She turned to him then. “I wondered how much it will cost me just to see you smile.” She told him.

Nick raised an eyebrow. “Excuse me?”

“Will you please smile for me?”

“Why?”

Anna stared at him. Why? She didn’t know what came to her but she just suddenly had this urge to take a picture of him smiling. He seemed reserved and distant and she wanted to see the boy in him, in which Intin has been telling her about. She is curious to see the fun-loving and carefree person that the BSB fans have informed her before the concert. “Should there always be a reason why?” she asked him back.

“I’m not in the mood to smile.” Nick stood up and went back to his cottage. Anna shakes her head. She decided to go back to what she’s previously doing before Nick came along. Actually, it’s more like she wanted to go back to being her normal self before the Backstreet Boys came along. She’s happy with the way her life is turning out to be. She stopped what she’s doing and stared at the group picture in front of her. She knew that these Boys somehow changed her life and the youngest among them is trying his best to penetrate into her life for reasons she doesn’t know. She just feels that something’s up with that guy.



~~~



“What’s up with Nick?” Leighanne asked her husband while she watched from the window. She saw Nick stopped over to where Anna is before he went back to his cottage. She saw the intense and curious look in Nick’s eyes when he sat with Anna.

“What do you mean?” Brian stood beside his wife and looked to where Nick is. “J said Nick’s curious about Anna because she’s Faye’s sister. It seems like there’s some family drama going on in their family including a sibling rivalry.”

“But it’s no longer Nick’s business.” Leighanne raised an eyebrow.

“I can’t understand it either, Leigh.” They watched as the two stared at each for a while and then, Anna gets one of the cameras and faced Nick. She said something in which Nick shakes his head in reply. “Something’s up with Nick and I can’t understand it.” Brian said. “I need to talk with that guy.”

Anna smiled when AJ and his girlfriend, Kaye, came to the gazebo where she is currently working for the interview she had with Nick. “Hi, wow! You made this your personal office.” AJ says and browsed at the pictures in her digital camera.

Anna nodded. “I heard that you were out on a dive. How is it?”

Kaye smiled. “It’s great. It was wonderful out there. You should’ve come with us. Nick is the only one unpaired.”

Anna chuckled and closed the laptop. “Oh, Mr. Grumpy. Thanks, but no way.”

“Why?” AJ smirked. He noticed that the two seemed to have this silent disinterest from each other. The other guys noticed that too and they chose to observe rather than to intervene. Nick is curious with Faye’s sister and they wondered why.

“Why? Well, I just feel that if ever I will come across into trying to start a conversation with him, he will brush me off immediately. I’ve tried that earlier, even requested a smile from him, but he only walked out as if he’s just wasting his time.” Anna told the couple. “I know I don’t know him and I’m not trying to judge him that easy except that I found him to be Mr. Grumpy. That’s all. Please, don’t pair him up with me.”

“Oh, okay.” Kaye glanced at her boyfriend. “Would you like to go hiking with us tomorrow morning?”

Anna shakes her head. “I’m sorry, I can’t. I’m leaving the island tomorrow. I still got lots of work to do in Manila.” She smiled. “Thanks, anyway.” There’s been silence for a while until AJ cleared his throat.

“Uh, by the way, Anna?” the two women looked at him. “It’s about Faye.” He suddenly felt uncomfortable because of the sensitivity of the situation. “Well, she told me about you when I had the chance to talk with her during the flight.”

“How did you meet, by the way?” Anna asked. AJ couldn’t see any hint of emotion in her face and he wondered how she could do it, being incapable of feeling anything or rather showing her emotions. Drawing a deep breath first, he started to tell the first time he met Faye until the moment when she died inside an exploded car.

“I somehow knew about you from the way Faye tells your stories. She’s so fond of you. She missed you and she loved you so much.” AJ finished. He watched as Anna continued working on the laptop, looking as if they’re just talking about some random things. He met Kaye’s look. “Oh, and there’s another thing I have to tell you. Nick likes you.” He added.

Anna raised an eyebrow. “Okay. That’s a joke.”

“Seriously,” Kaye agreed. “He’s talking about wanting to know you more. Did he drop by here earlier after our dive? He said he wanted to talk with you, maybe like asking you out for a dinner tonight.”

“He did drop by but our conversation was far from getting to know each other. He’s actually unnerving.” Anna looked at them. “Did someone break his heart or something? He’s like a robot.”

“Ignore that. Nick actually likes you. He’s just being dumbfounded when he’s around a woman he really likes.” AJ tells her. He smirked. May Nick forgive him, because he’s pairing him up with Faye’s sister.



~~~



“So, as I was saying,” Kevin chuckled as he continued with his story, “I’m thinking of painting the kid’s room pink but Kris preferred white.” He and the rest of the guys, and their wives and girlfriends, are having dinner that evening. Nick is the only one not there, said he went to the other resort to check out the party going on there.

“Pink?” Brian chuckled and turned to Kristin. “Kevin likes pink?”

“Let him get what he wants. He’s too excited having a baby and he wants a girl. I, on the other hand, preferred to paint it white.” Kristin said. The couple has been planning to have a child in a very long time and they must have found time to concentrate on that part now. She looked around. “Where’s Nick?”

Others shrugged in reply. “I wonder what his business is with Anna. Have you noticed him? I saw him going towards Anna’s cottage earlier.” Brian told them.

“He likes her?” Howie asks. He continued with his food. But before Brian could reply, the subject of their conversation entered the dining hall, literally following Anna. The two were in a conversation but they couldn’t hear what it is. They did not even seemed to notice that their friends were there. The two went straight to the buffet table, still talking about something.

“What’s going on?” Leigh, Howie’s girlfriend, asks. They waited for the two to join them but after a while of taking what they need to eat, they settled on a table outside the dining hall, overlooking the beach. The group all looked at each other with curiosity. What’s going on with Nick and Anna?



~~~



“Oh! Come on,” Nick insisted but Anna only rolled her eyes. She never thought that this guy can be very persistent when he wants to get things his way. And he’s asking her for something ridiculous. She went out of the dining hall, deciding to occupy the table facing the beach. She noticed that Nick followed her and sat opposite of her.

“Nick, I said no. That’s N-O.”

“Why?”

Anna stopped from slicing her pork and looked at him. “Why? It’s ridiculous! You are asking me to go to the US with you.” She smirked. “That’s just not possible.”

“Why? I’m offering you a job. You can be our tour coordinator.”

Anna forgot what she’s holding – a knife that she’s now waving in front of him, emphasizing what she’s trying to make him see. Nick had to edge away to avoid the sharp edge. He saw how pissed she is but instead of getting worried, he secretly smiled. Anna glared at him. “Tell me, Nick. Why are you doing this?”

They stared at each other for a while before Nick cleared his throat. “Alright, I admit. I want to see you and the only way to have that is to ask you to come with us when we go home. It would be impossible if you refuse because you’re here and I’m there. I want you near.”

“You’re a spoiled brat,” Anna shakes her head. She continued eating. Nick watched her that she felt conscious on what she’s doing. “Has anyone ever told you that it’s rude to stare?”

“I’m an artist and I have this penchant in appreciating beauty, most especially of the one that’s right in front of me.” Nick smiled. It’s the first direct smile to her since the first time they met. Anna thought her heart beats faster than she thought. Intin is right. Nick can be really charming and mesmerizing if he wants to and he knows when and how to use it. He’s doing his tricks on her in order for her to agree on what he’s asking of her. She still disagreed. It’s ridiculous.

“You don’t have to smile like that just to get what you want.” She drinks her glass of water.

“Doesn’t it have any effect on you?”

“You’re charming but I don’t agree with what you want. I’m not someone who will give in and follow what you want. I have a very good life here in my country and I won’t go with you to the US.” Anna looked at Nick and met his stare.

“Is that your final answer?”

“Yes.”



~~~



“What’s up, man?” Brian asks when Nick joined them. Nick missed the curious looks that his friends exchanged with each other as he asked a waiter for a bottle of light beer.

“Fine. I just spoke with Anna, nothing much though.” Nick studied the food that is in front of them, wondering what kind of exotic dish it is.

“Oh, Anna.” That was AJ. “She told me that she’ll be flying back to Manila tomorrow.”

“Huh?” Nick looked at the elder man. “Why?” Anna never told him anything about that while having dinner with her earlier.

“She needs to go back. Apparently, her hands are full with so much work.” AJ replied. The others were weighing the situation on whether they will confront Nick about his interest with Anna.

“When we get back to LA, there will be a demo recording at the studio. Ken informed me last night.” Kevin told them.

But Nick’s mind is elsewhere. He is tapping his fingers on the table, biting his lower lip. “Excuse me,” he stood up and left the group.

Anna shakes her head as she listened to the person on the other line. She bit her lower lip to keep herself from crying out of frustration. The person on the other line is telling her something about the investigation made regarding the death of her sister. She won’t let anyone who’s guilty of it to get away from it. Anyone who plotted it must pay.

“Are you telling me that it might not be the last time he’d do that?” Anna drew consecutive deep breaths. She told herself to never cry after the last time that she had when she tried to visit her sister for the last time, in her funeral. “What is the grudge towards my father?” She paused and listened. She started to walk out of her cottage. Her things are already packed and she’s ready for the early morning flight tomorrow going back to Manila.

“I think that it’s injustice. It’s not fair.” Anna looked out towards the sea, with bright moonlights shining over the surface. It looked peaceful and she wished that she can be like the sea someday, that amidst every storm that comes its way, it will go back to being peaceful. She longed for peace in a very long time, both in her heart, mind and soul. “Give me a report after a week again, okay? Thank you so much.”

Anna drew a deep breath as she ended the call. She leaned to the nearby post, her eyes focused to the sea. She turned when she heard footsteps. Nick came. She saw him stood beside her.

“You didn’t tell me that you’re going home tomorrow.”

Here we go again, she thought silently. She couldn’t understand why this man took a sudden interest in her. She’s probably far from what those women he has gone to looked like. She didn’t even classify herself as pretty, compared to her sister Faye. She actually felt insecure and she cannot appreciate that someone like Nick would take an interest in her.

“Why would I tell you? You’re not my father.”

“Have you ever told your father where you’ll be every time you’re away?” Nick asked back.

Anna frowned. “That’s beside the point. You, on the other hand, are not even a close friend.”

“Why are you being this hard?”

“Why do you always want to think that you can always have things go your way?”

“I’m not a spoiled brat, if that’s what you think.” Nick quietly said. They met each other’s look. Anna saw something in his eyes and couldn’t clearly fathom what it is. She tried to turn away but Nick immediately shows her something that is in his hand. It’s a bracelet made of native beads. He must have got it from the resort’s souvenir shop. “A friendship offering for you, Anna.”

She didn’t know why the simple uttering of her name sounds good coming from him. And when Nick smiled, she couldn’t help but smile back. She raised her arm and Nick puts the bracelet on her wrist. “Thanks. I didn’t have anything for you.” Her smile grew wider when Nick shyly showed her a similar bracelet from his pocket. She takes it and wears it on him. “I’d like to make it clear, Nick, that I won’t come with you to the US. I’ve got several things to settle here, including about my family.” She raised her eyes to his. That’s a big mistake. He is really charming. “B-but sure, we can be friends.”

Nick takes her hand and shakes it. Anna was mesmerized by the gesture. There was never a man who can make her feel so special but Nick. Her heart swelled. If only things weren’t complicated now, she can drop everything in her life and just be with Nick. But there’s the matter about the death of her sister and she is hungry for justice.

“I’d love to be your friend, Anna. I will never pass this opportunity to be your friend.”



~~~



Anna yawned for the nth time as she carefully placed her things inside the cab: the laptop and some other gadgets that are properties of the company she’s working for and brought along with her when she went to El Hombre Island. As she slid inside the car, memories of her last night with Nick came back to her.

After their mutual agreement to be friends, they spent the rest of the night talking with each other about a lot of things. She never thought that Nick is an intelligent man. For a famous singer like him, he had other concerns aside from music that includes business, politics and nature. It amazed her how he dedicated some of his time in discreetly helping some foundation in the US in promoting the preservation of the ocean. Nick said it never reached the knowledge of the media and he didn’t mind that not everyone knows about it too. He told her about the scandals he had in his life and how he was prejudiced most of the time but he doesn’t care because as far as he was concerned, he’s not doing anything wrong. It’s only that sometimes though, there are circumstances that led him to do what he needs to do making others misinterpret his actions.

And then, Nick focused his attention on her. Anna never felt comfortable talking with another person about her family dilemma before. With Nick, he made her trust him in a simple way and made her assure that he can be truly a friend to her. And she admits now that like his millions of fans, she has grown a liking for him too. She felt so lucky to be able to spend some time with him, and with the rest of the other guys. They can now consider her a new member of the Backstreet Boys fan club and she doesn’t care what other people may think.

Before she left the island yesterday, she and Nick exchanged phone numbers. The man promised he will call her and she’s expecting for it. But until now, the promised call still hasn’t made. Her musings were interrupted when the cab driver announced that they already reached the building where her office is. She paid the fare and went out. Just as then, someone surprised her when the person tried to grab her things. She looked up and saw Ivan, her gay best friend.

“Oh my God! Since when did you arrive from LA?” she excitedly hugs him and received a quick smack on the lips in return. She smiled. Ivan has been her longtime best friend since high school. He’s also one of the people who helped her get through her life ever since she walked out of her family’s house.

“Hey, you’re crying?” Ivan chuckled. “Come on, darling. I spoke with Regina and asked to take you out for a quick breakfast.”

“Oh, but she’s expecting the details about the Backstreet Boys interview that I had.” She didn’t protest when Ivan led her to his car.

Ivan raised an eyebrow. “Backstreet Boys? I can see that Regina is still a fan.” He chuckled. Regina, Anna’s boss, happens to be a family friend of Ivan’s. They have known each other since they were kids and it was Ivan who referred Anna to Regina, together with all the best recommendations he can provide for his best friend.

Ivan’s face went serious. “Anyway, I heard about what happened to your sister.”

“It’s unfair that it had to happen,” Anna replied. “I’m crying for justice, Ivan. No one deserves to die like that.”

“What are you going to do?”

Anna sighed heavily and she began telling Ivan her plans.



~~~



It was unexpected that Nick will go back to Manila earlier than the time schedule they had. The other guys were left behind in the island. They were surprised by his decision and although they have questions, they chose to respect his decision of following Anna in Manila. He called Intin to ask a favor to pick him up at the airport. He got her number after the taping of the mini-concert. He knew that Intin is a fan and he saw how lucky she felt that he asked for her number. But he just didn’t see her as a fan but also a newfound friend in this foreign country. Intin, and the rest of the people in the fan club, were so industrious in trying to maintain the momentum of their fans in the Philippines. This is one of the things he can do as a payback for all their efforts, by giving her his private number. He made her promise to keep it a secret from the rest though.

“I’m glad that you came to pick me up.” Nick smiled down to Intin. He and Marcus, the bodyguard that he brought along with him, put their luggage at the trunk of the car.

“Coincidentally, I got a meeting after lunch so it’s okay that I pick you up first before going there.” Intin smiled back and they went inside the car. Nick sits beside her in front.

“Are all the members of the fan club already working?”

“No. Would you believe that you still got fans as young as thirteen?” They laughed. “Some were still students, others were already married while most of us were young professionals. You’d be amazed at the diversity of the members during our regular gatherings. It’s fun. We try to do those things regularly not just to bond as your fans but also to reunite as if we’ve been friends for a very long time. It’s like a large female bonding time. You’d be surprised on the things we talked about other than you.” Intin finished her long reply. Marcus is nodding in agreement behind them.

“Well, this is off-topic, Intin. Did you know where Anna is?” Nick asked her.

Intin bit her lower lip. “Uhm, during weekdays, I know that she’s just at the office or somewhere nearby for her work. She used to go around the country for her job but she told me that when Faye died, she decided to stop going around for a while. I think she wants to find out the mastermind behind her sister’s death.”

Nick looked at the road ahead of them. That’s probably the reason why she didn’t accept his proposal to go with them to the US. Anna wants to stay for her sister. “For the years they’ve been apart, there’s still the strong bond between them as sisters.” He remarked.

Intin nodded. “You’d think they’re twins. Anna may have been jealous of Faye before but I know how she loves her sister so much. It’s sad that there’s a rift between Anna and her parents. She grew up in an unusual setting. She went to school through the help from her aunt and some friends and from her part-time jobs. She’s been through a lot and that’s what made her a tough person that she is today.”

“Does she have any boyfriend?”

Intin glanced for a while to him before facing the road again. “There’s none. She only had one but with the big responsibility she had for her own life, she doesn’t take time in love and relationships. We’ve tried to set her up to some men many times but failed. It’s either she thought it’d be a failure before it begins or the men gave up before it begins. She can be intimidating sometimes.”

“Would you set me up with her?” Nick saw the surprised look from Intin’s eyes and he made her speechless for a while. He watched as she struggled for words to say.

“Are you serious?”

“Why would you think that I’m not?”

Intin shrugged. “Well, it’s just that we have different cultures. I know how my fellow Filipinos work to court the women they like. While in your culture, I’m not familiar with how you treat your relationship with women. No offense, Nick. I’m only concerned with Anna.”

“Those things that you read about me in those articles on the internet and on the magazines weren’t all true, Intin.” Nick muttered. He’s frustrated that someone would try to see him as the celebrity boy that has been made up by the foreign media. Here he is, trying to be serious with a wonderful woman and her friend started to see him as the man in glossy magazines. He deserves more than that. “I’m serious with Anna. In a short time of knowing her, I like her in an instant.” He tried again but still, he felt the hesitation in Intin’s eyes.

In almost an hour of travel going to the hotel due to traffic, they reached their destination. When Nick and Marcus were done with the check-in, Intin spoke with him. “I’ll arrange a dinner meeting with you later with Anna. Now, how’s that with you? But I still have to check with her. She’s a busy person.”

Nick’s smile grew wide. “Call me for whatever the plan will be, okay?”

Intin rolled her eyes; a smile is on her face. “Nick Carter, I just don’t know how to resist you.”

Anna filed the last copy of what she printed on a clear folder, ready to be submitted to Regina. It’s already three in the afternoon and maybe she can go and grab something to eat at the pantry. Her phone rings while she walks towards the pantry. Her heart skips a beat when she read the caller ID. Nick. She glanced around, hoping that Regina is nowhere nearby. Her boss might shriek in excitement if she will know the person who’s trying to call Anna right now.

“Hi,” she casually answered, careful that Nick wouldn’t notice her excitement from his phone call.

“Anna, guess where I am.” She heard his chuckle on the other line.

“Uh, let me guess. You’re in the middle of a forest and lost your way. Your companions left you without knowing it and now you’re calling me for help.” Anna bit her lower lip as she quickly slipped into the pantry for privacy.

“That’s creative but no. That’s not the right answer.” Nick chuckled once again. “I’m already in Manila.”

Anna almost dropped the phone in hand. “What? What are you doing here? You’re supposed to be back by tomorrow not today.”

“I want to see you.”

That one sentence made Anna speechless. Nick thought she hung up on him. “Do you expect me to believe that, Nick?”

Nick frowned. “What is there in me that people won’t believe?” He asked out loud, more to himself than to her. “Don’t I deserve to be trusted?”

Anna bit her lower lip. “It’s not that, Nick. It’s just that I don’t know you well yet. It’s not that I don’t trust you. It’s just that…” she paused.

“What?”

“I’m far from your league.”

It was Nick who turned speechless. His league? He always doesn’t get it. He sighed in frustration. Here it is, a woman he found interesting to get to know with and she’s afraid to get closer to him just because he’s some sort of a celebrity, a famous person with a high-end lifestyle. That’s unfair. “Anna, that’s not true. I’m just a person. Don’t look at me as that celebrity you see on magazines or on TV.”

“I know. I just can’t help it now. This is unusual.”

“Yeah,” Nick replied. “Listen, can I take you out for a dinner tonight?”

Anna stared at her hand. She bit her lower lip, weighing the consequences of what her decision will be. Maybe it’s time to loosen up for a while. Maybe it’s time to give herself a chance on this. “Yes, Nick. We can go for a dinner tonight.”



~~~



Anna went out of the taxi as soon as she paid the fare. She went in to the lobby of the hotel where Nick is currently staying. Nick told her that she may come in her casual clothes or whatever she feels comfortable wearing with. They agreed that the dinner will be something they need to do to start off as friends. Nick clearly wanted to get to know her better and Anna is not blind to see that the man is interested in her. She is, too. But her modest values advised her to restrain the feelings first. Nick is, after all, still a stranger for her even though he’s been a public property and his fans knew a lot about him. She wanted to see the person that is Nick, not the celebrity one.

She was about to go to the front desk when a big bulk of a man comes her way. “Miss Anna Gomez?”

“Yes, I am.” Anna smiled and carefully looked around for any one who may have recognized her too.

“Nick is at the restaurant on the fifth floor. Please, follow me.”

Anna only nodded and walked alongside the big man. He walks fast and she tries to keep up the pace. He must be some sort of Nick’s bodyguard, judging by his body built and his actions. She knew because her father had lots of bodyguards. Inside the elevator, she tried to start a conversation with the man. “What’s your name?”

“Marcus.”

“Nick’s friend?”

Marcus nodded, “and also their bodyguard.” He showed a smile for the first time. It’s been a quick ride and when the elevator opened to the fifth floor, Nick is already waiting at the lobby. Anna’s heart warmed at the bouquet of flowers in his hand. He’s wearing a white polo shirt tucked in his jeans.

“Thanks, Marcus.”

“Have fun.” Marcus replied and went inside the restaurant, leaving the two of them at the lobby.

Nick looked at Anna. She came in her usual clothes yet she looked so chic. She’s only a simple woman and yet, there’s something in her that stands her out among the women he’s been interested with. “How’s your day?” He gave her the flowers. “They are for you.”

Her smile seemed to light up the lobby more. Nick smiled back. “They’re lovely. Thanks. And my day is fine. As soon as I finished with my article and my pictures with you, my boss was so excited to see them all. You should go to my office sometimes so she’ll shut up, Nick. My boss is your hardcore fan.”

Nick laughed. “I’ll remember that. Let’s go inside.” They went inside. The restaurant is exclusive and the lights give out that romantic feeling within Anna. Nick pulled the chair for her before he sits on the one opposite hers on the other side of the table. The waiter arrived for the menus and moments later, he walked away with their orders. “You should eat a lot, Anna. You’re skinny.”

“I’m trying to.” Anna replied. “So, how was your day?”

Nick shrugged. “Nothing much. I spoke with my sister, Angel, earlier and told her about the beaches in El Hombre. She may want to go here sometime. The Boys are coming tomorrow for our flight in the evening.” With that being said, Nick’s face grew serious. “Anna, we’re going home. Please believe me now when I say that I’m serious about you. I like you.”

Anna was caught off-guard by that direct profession. It wasn’t a wonder for her if she likes him but hearing him say the words about her feelings for him, she finds it impossible. How could he like her? He met a lot of women who were probably prettier and greater than her. She couldn’t understand how he could like her in just a short period of time. “You’re making me feel awkward, Nick.” She admitted.

Nick bit his lower lip. “Uh, by the way, I spoke with my friend in LA. She’s a producer in a media network there and I told her about your job as a travel journalist. She’s interested in meeting you and probably to offer you a job to produce a travel show in the States.”

“That’s great. Let me think about it and let her have my contact number. Thanks, Nick.”

Nick only smiled. “No problem with that. Oh, and also tell Intin that our marketing wants to speak with them about this fan club they’re managing. It seems like they wanted to officially affiliate the club to our official fan club, Weird World.”

“That would be great news for them. Thanks, Nick, for doing all of these.”

“It’s fine with me.” There was silence for a while as they waited for their orders. “So, what do you want to do tonight?”

Anna raised an eyebrow. “Why are you asking me? You’re the one who have thought of this date, you should have a plan.”

“I’m not sure what the proper way to date a Filipina is. I read your cultures on the brochures at the hotel but I still don’t have the idea on where or how. I’m giving you the decision.”

Anna stared at him. He’s letting her handle their date. “Okay. I got an idea. Would you like to go around the city tonight? Since this will be your last night here, I should make use of my profession and tour you around.” Anna winked at him. The tension died between them when she saw the excited expression on his face.

“I’d love to!”

From the buzzing streets of the busy district of Makati, Anna decided to take him and Marcus in the main city of Manila. She sat behind the wheel of the car that the hotel had graciously lent them; Nick is beside her while the bodyguard is sitting at the back. They cruised down the boulevard in the city of Manila. Nick was overwhelmed by the colorful lights that brightened up the seaside road that reminded him of Miami.

“I wished it was daytime so that I could have seen more beautiful sights at the light of the day.” Nick said.

“Well, let’s see what we can do.” Anna drove the car to the right towards a parking space. “We need to walk.” She stopped the engine and released herself from the seatbelts.

“Where are we going?”

“We’re going to the park.”

Nick chuckled but excited. He and Marcus followed her as they begin to walk. He takes her hand so that they can walk together. Marcus is keeping a watchful eye behind them. “This city seemed so full of life. What is this called again?”

“Manila. From Makati, we’re now here in Manila.” They crossed the street towards the nearby park. “That’s the monument park for our national hero, Jose Rizal. It’s called Luneta Park.” Nick let go of her hand as he takes out his camera. Anna couldn’t help but laugh.

“What?” Nick grinned.

“You’re acting like a tourist. I just never thought that Nick Carter would be this excited about a tour in the park.” They reached the monument where a statue of the national hero is situated. There are two guards standing beside it. Nick began taking pictures. He even asked Marcus to take pictures of him with Anna.

“They’re like the guards in Buckingham Palace in London. You can never make them move, can’t they? Why are they there?”

“Yes, they will never move unless there’s a threat against the monument of our national hero. They’re the Philippine Marines. They are assigned there to guard the monument as well as in respect to our national hero who had major contributions for the independence of the Philippines. That’s how much we give importance to our heroes and to all other people who have done so much for our country.” Anna explained to him. “Come on. There’s a night theater in this park. I’ll take you there to watch it.”

As they walk, they passed by a man selling ice cream. Anna stopped and turned to them. “Do you want ice cream?”

“Okay. Let’s try it.” Nick was about to get his wallet but Anna stopped him and insisted to pay for it.

“We call this ‘sorbetes’.” She said as she gave each cone to them.

“Shorbeytes?”

“Sorbetes,” Anna corrected, “or in English, we call this ‘dirty ice cream’.”

“Oh,” the two men looked at the ice cream in hand.

“It’s okay. It's just a name,” Anna tasted hers. “It’s good. Try it.”

Nick followed. “It’s sweet.”

Marcus chuckled. “Of course, it’s ice cream.”

They continued to walk. Anna pointed a food store in sight. “You see that? The people who ran the place were deaf and mute. It’s a program to help them make a living and to support other people who were like them.”

“How are they going to understand each other?” Marcus asked her.

“They have hands, signage and the cash register. It worked so far through the years.”

Nick looked around the large park. It is a national park and there were lots of historical statues around in which Anna said were their other heroes. Just like the Central Park in New York, Luneta is still bound by people who just wanted to spend a time around. There were families strolling around. He saw a number of couples too. Others were just alone. He glanced at the woman walking beside him. Anna looked up and smiled and turned away. Her smile warmed him and he felt lucky to have this time with her, even for the last time.

Two hours after a play, Anna took the two for a leisure stroll at the bay walk area, a popular tourist spot in Manila that is located at the seaside of the major boulevard. There are lots of outdoor dining establishments and music bars situated there where people spent their idle time for the evening. It was expected that Nick, with his celebrity status, would get noticed. And he was really noticed. At first, it was the murmurs and doubtful looks that he’s just a look-alike. But when a fan approached and asked for a picture of him, more followed. Anna and Marcus got worried. They politely excused themselves from the rising crowd and went back to the car. Marcus initiatively took the keys from Anna so that he will drive. The two went in the backseat.

“I’m sorry. I think I’ve made the wrong move of taking you there.” Anna said as soon as they get inside.

The men laughed. “It’s alright. There are worse than this, trust me.” Nick said.

“Where are we going?” Marcus asked her.

“Let’s just go back to the hotel.” Anna told them.

Nick stared at her. “Are you sure? The night’s still young. We can still go to someplace else.” He’s worried too that he might be a boring date to her.

“I’m sure. I’ve read at the hotel’s lobby that it’s karaoke night at the bar. We can still enjoy the night without worrying too much about you.”

“I don’t have any problem. I’m fine. Is that what you really want?”

“Yes. And I know we will be having a great time.” Anna gave him an assuring smile. “Let’s go, Marcus. I’ll show you the way back.”



~~~



I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you.
I’m awake but my world is half-asleep



Nick chuckled as he listened to Anna singing his part of the Backstreet Boys song. He never thought that he will enjoy this part of the night with her. When she told them about going to the karaoke night at the hotel’s bar, he’s worried that he might not give her a good time. She may not want to go out with him again. But the moment they entered the bar about an hour ago, ordered some chips and soda, and Anna began to join the karaoke, he knew that he will never forget this night.

The people were cheering for Anna although she’s not exactly blessed with a good voice.



I prayed that my heart would be unbroken…



There were some groans among the crowd when she hit that tune. Nick chuckled again and glanced at Marcus who’s shaking his head. “At least, she tried.” He tells his bodyguard.

“She could use a help,” Marcus said with a joke. Nick stood up and asked for another microphone from the sound master. The crowd cheered when he joined Anna on stage.



Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in this ocean all alone



Anna tried not to laugh when she realized that Nick helped her on stage. She knew she’s not a good singer but she always enjoyed singing, just like any typical Filipino. Nick puts his arms on her shoulders as they sang in duet. They were given the applause when Nick sang solo at the chorus. His arms are still on her. They were already at the last part of the song. He turned to her.



But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Incomplete



As the piano ended the last notes of the song, Nick placed a kiss on her forehead. Anna knew she blushed. The people cheered and asked him to kiss her once more, this time will be on the lips. Before she can pull away, Nick gave her a quick smack on the lips. They went down the stage as the karaoke master looked for another volunteer to sing.

Anna pulled Nick’s sleeve when they are already sitting. “Don’t kiss me again.” She gave him a glare but she’s smiling.

“What? There’s nothing wrong with that.” Nick chuckled. Marcus excused himself and left the two.

“I know. It’s just that I’m not used to it.” Anna drinks her soda. “Are you having fun?”

“Let’s do it again.” Nick nodded to her. In an instant, Anna raised her hand to volunteer again. Nick couldn’t help but laugh.

Nick just finished with the shower when he heard the constant knocking on the door. He put on some clothes first before answering it. The couple, AJ and Kaye, was standing at the hall. The rest of the group arrived that morning and went straight to the hotel to stay for a while before they go to the airport for their evening flight back to the States.

“You just woke up?” AJ asked and went in the room.

“Hey, are you looking for something?” Nick followed the couple. They amused him, seeing how they fit right to be together.

“Marcus said that you went out with Anna last night.” AJ said.

“Come on, AJ. I don’t go to bed with every woman I went out with,” Nick rolled his eyes. “And Anna is absolutely not the person I’d take advantage with.”

“Have you had a great time?” Kaye asked him.

“Yeah. We joined the karaoke night at the hotel’s bar. You should have seen us.” Nick’s eyes gleamed upon remembering the time he spent with Anna. “It’s like I don’t want to leave here. I want to see her again.”

AJ shakes his head. “Did she know that you like her? What did you tell her?”

“She couldn’t believe it, telling me that she’s far from my league, far from the women I’ve known and dated.” Nick let out a frustrated sigh. “How can I make her see that my intentions were clear? That I really like her? That I even want to help her out in finding a job in the States so that she can go there and I can see her anytime? We may have had a good time last night but there’s still a part of her that regards me as the celebrity. I hate to think about it.”

“Maybe you should not push things for now. Give her time to realize that you are serious. Remember that you have different cultures and that make the boundaries between you. Go home to the States right now but try to maintain the communication lines with her.” AJ said.

“I think there’s this tradition in this country where the women still wanted to be courted by the men who likes them. Why don’t you try it?” Kaye added.

Nick looked at the couple. “You see,” AJ started, “we talked to some people at the island about their cultures and tradition. To be able to show and prove that your intentions were clear, you must undergo a period of courtship where you shower her with love, care and gifts and also the time and opportunity to get to know more about each other. When she thinks that you’re worthy of all the attention and that she likes you too, then that’s the only time that you can call her yours. It’s not like ours where in just a series of dates, we are already a couple. They say that in this country, most women are modest and traditional. I think Anna would like to get to know you better before giving in to the fact that she likes you too.”

“There’s also this matter about Faye’s death. I overheard her talking with someone at the island about investigating on who plotted the bombing in her sister’s car.” Nick sits on the bed.

“Then that’s one of the reasons why she can’t commit to anything especially in a relationship with you, Nick.” Kaye tells him. “If I were Anna, I’d focus on the death of my sister first especially that it’s something that I have to do since we were apart for years due to family circumstances. You should understand that, Nick. Anna is bound to find the person responsible for her sister’s death.”

Nick stood up. “Thanks.” He smiled to them. “I know what to do now. Where’s Marcus?”

“Where are you going?” AJ followed his friend when Nick went out in the hall.

“I’m going to Anna’s office and will say goodbye.”



~~~



“Aimee, kindly fax this orders to…“ Regina stopped on her tracks when she saw the person in the reception area with her administrative assistant. Nick Carter just entered the office lobby and behind him is Marcus, his bodyguard. She knows because she’s a die-hard Backstreet Boys fan.

With all the composure she can manage, she went to Aimee and gave her some instructions about the fax. She tried not to shriek in delight and maintained a professional image in front of her favorite Backstreet Boy. Maybe, she can impress him with her business persona. Nick is much more adorable in person. She turned to him after talking with Aimee. “How may I help you, Sir?”

“You’re Regina, right? Anna’s boss?” Nick smiled and Regina almost melted with that simple gesture. This man doesn’t know what he does to her. And he knows her name!

“Yes, I am, Mr. Carter.” Regina extended her hand and Nick shook it. “Are you looking for Anna?”

“Yes, I’d like to speak with her, please.”

Regina turned to Aimee. She will never leave the reception area as long as Nick is here. “Kindly tell Anna that Mr. Carter is here.” She turned back to Nick. “May I have an autograph and a picture with you, Sir?”

Nick chuckled. “Sure and call me Nick, by the way.”



~~~



Anna is staring at the computer monitor and tried to remove the knowledge that Nick will be leaving tonight. She had a great time with him last night and she will never forget his goodbye kiss before they separated. It was at the corner of the bar where he took her before they go out. It’s just a soft nip on the lips but she will forever cherish it. She knew she can’t be with him. Aside from the fact that they’re from different worlds, she can’t leave unless she will find out the person responsible for her sister’s death.

She looked at the gallery pictures in her phone. She took it last night with Nick. She will never erase it, will even print out a copy of it for her keepsakes. It’s amazing that in just a short time of being with him and knowing him, she has fallen for him. And she never thought that he will feel the same way about her despite the fact that he seemed strict and arrogant at first to her. Or maybe it’s just a part of him to protect his feelings first and when he realized that his feelings for her are for real, he gave in and told it to her. She realized that Nick doesn’t take any preamble about his feelings. If he likes her, he will absolutely make it a point to let her know it.

“Anna, are you okay?”

“Huh?” Anna turned and saw Aimee. “Yes?”

“I said, he’s here. He’s looking for you. Don’t you even hear me?” Aimee gave her a teasing grin.

“I spaced out. I’m sorry. Who’s here?” Anna fixed the ponytail of her hair.

“Nick Carter.”

“Oh,” Anna felt her heart raced upon hearing that. “Do I look fine?”

“Pretty.” Aimee winked at her. “Go there now before Regina abuses him. You know how our boss is.”

Anna straightened her blouse and skirt first before going to the lobby. She caught sight of Regina and Nick being taken a picture by Marcus. The other employees were there too. When she got there, Nick smiled to her, finished the picture-taking first before everyone leaves them alone, except Regina. “May I excuse Anna for a while?” Nick asked her.

“Sure. She may take a day off for a while if you need her. It’s okay.” Regina smiled widely.

“Thanks, Regina. You’re the best.” Nick leaned to kiss her on the cheeks and takes Anna out towards the elevator. His hand firmly gripping hers. Anna mouthed a silent thanks to her boss before they went inside the elevator.

“You just gave Regina a most wonderful gift,” Anna chuckled. “It’s her birthday tomorrow. What are you doing here, anyway?”

“I’d like to say goodbye.” Nick said. When the elevator reached the ground floor and they were out on the streets, a van was already waiting for them. They went inside and it sped off. “I’m taking you out for one last lunch.”

“I already had lunch. It’s three pm.”

Nick looked at their hands. Marcus is sitting in front of the driver and that gives them privacy they need to talk. “I like you a lot, Anna. I will leave for now to go home but I will never forget you. I have your number and your email address. I will keep in touch, okay?” He looked at her. Anna nodded. “Thank you for being a friend to me.”

When Anna couldn’t help herself but pull him into an embrace, Nick silently thanked the Lord for that. “I like you, too, Nick. Maybe in time, there will be a chance between us. But for now, you already know where my priorities lie. I still have to resolve everything here. I can’t go on without finishing everything.”

“Don’t be so hard on yourself, Anna.” Nick kissed her on the forehead.

“But I need to do this, Nick.” Anna looked up to him and smiled. “I know you will understand.” And for the first time in her life, she’s given a kiss full of love and passion and something that she will never forget in her life.

Nick looked around his house when he found it clean. He will keep in mind to give his housekeeper, Dinah, a bonus at the end of this month. He pulled his luggage bag inside the house and placed it straight to his closet, as well as his backpack. He will unpack later. No one met him at the airport, not even Aaron who just left for his new business venture. He heard his dogs barking at the other part of the house but ignored them. He’s sure that Dinah thoughtfully took care of his pets too. All he wanted to do now is to grab the phone and make a long distance call to Anna. He didn’t know what is it in her that makes him see the lighter side of being in a relationship again. She opened a new hope for him that being in a relationship doesn’t always end in bad breakups or scandals. He trusted Anna and that she can help make things right and in positive perspective for him.

Anna answered in just two rings. “Yes? Who’s this?”

“Guess who?” Nick chuckled. He missed her lips. He only got to kiss her once and it’s not enough. He realized that he likes to kiss her again and just hold her in his arms. It seems like it’s the only right place he needs to be in this world.

“I’m sorry but I’m not in the mood with the guessing games. I’m busy and I’m tired,” was the snob reply.

Nick frowned. “Hey, Ms. Grouch. This is Nick. What happened?”

There was a moment of silence on the other line. He wished he knew what’s going on. He heard her sighed. “I’m sorry, Nick. I just had a hard day and I’m tired. Do you realize what time are you calling here in our country?”

“Would you believe that I’m not exactly the honor student in geography class?”

Anna groaned on the other line. “Sorry, Nick. It’s evening here. How are you?” The affection in her voice came and Nick began to smile again.

“I just got home and I called you as soon as I found the phone. I miss you.”

“I miss you, too.” They made a mutual understanding about having a distant relationship since both of them have a deep affection towards each other. Nick is proud to call her his. They would like to try on having this long-distance relationship although they know that there may be circumstances that would come their way and may test the bond of their relationship. Nick also wanted to keep it private too since he doesn’t want her to be put under the scrutiny of the press most especially that he wasn’t around to protect her. Keeping it a secret is the best thing they can do right now about their relationship. “Maybe in time, Nick, I can go there or you may go back here.” Anna added.

“There will always be a way. It’s not that complicated.” Nick assured her.

“Did you already eat?” Anna asked him.

“We went to a restaurant first when we arrived before spreading out to different directions,” he chuckled. “I’m just alone here in the house. My brother sent a text message earlier that he’s leaving for work. Incredibly, the place is clean. I still haven’t checked on the dogs though but I think they’re fine. My ever-reliable housekeeper has done a wonderful job here.” He lies on the sofa. “What about you? How’s your day?”

“I’m fine. Since Faye’s death, I was given the assignment to stay here and rather be behind the productions of the travel show.”

“Don’t you like it?”

Anna drew a deep breath. “I can do it. It’s just that my nature is to really go around different places and tell the people on the stories about it, just like I did to you. That pretty much interests me.”

“I think that the management did it out of concern. Knowing about what happened to Faye, they’re just protecting you. Even I am worried, Anna. I don’t want to think that someone might go after you and tried to kill you just to get revenge from your father.” Nick closed his eyes and prayed that Anna will be alright until the time that he’ll see her again.

“If I don’t get to him first,” he heard her reply. Nick opened his eyes with that reply and sat back on his couch.

“What? What do you mean? Anna, don’t do things that might harm you. Please.” He realized that his girlfriend can be stubborn if she wanted to get things done her way, especially to the things that she’s firmly devoted to.

“Don’t worry, Nick. I’ll be alright.” Anna replied on the other line. He can sense that she’s smiling by the way she talks on the phone. But his thoughts never ceased on her plans in finding justice for her sister’s death.

“Anna…”

“Trust me, Nick.” Anna said. Nick stared at the center table for a while, feeling the presence of Anna on the other line. “Nick? Answer me. Trust me. I promise I won’t do any harm.”

Nick shakes his head and sighed in surrender. “Yes, I trust you.” He lies back on the couch. “I trust that you won’t do anything stupid. Please remember that I’m here and if there’s any thing that you wanted to tell me, any advice that you wanted to seek or just any thing, call me or email me. I’m just here, okay? Don’t make me worried, please?”

“Okay, promise.”

Nick begins to smile again. It just feels good to have this chance to talk with her. “So, anyway, I have to tell you about this MySpace account that I had. You see…”



~~~



“How’s your trip? Was it great?” BJ asked her brother as she starts to prepare another dish for dinner. Nick called earlier and affectionately wanting her presence at the house. She gave in, knowing how she actually loves and cares for her brother. She even granted his request to prepare their dinner.

“It’s okay. The people were great. The beach was great. The food was great. We can go there sometime, you know.” Nick carefully placed the ingredients that his sister instructed him to prepare on a plate and segregated each kind. “What about you? Are you really considering that application you submitted in that school?”

BJ smiled. She took the plate from him. “I want to have a career, Nick. You inspired me a lot.”

“You know, sometimes, during the time when we’re just starting that show, I was in doubt if we’d even finish one season. I mean, it’s hard to renew the bond since it’s been a long time that we were together.” Nick tells his sister. He produced a reality show featuring him and his siblings a few months ago. It may have started roughly but in the end, their relationship as siblings went strong. And that’s been his plan all along. He couldn’t think of any other way either.

“But it’s a great experience, Nick.” BJ lowers the fire and let her dish simmer for a while and sits on a stool beside her brother. “We had differences but we’re able to settle it.” She takes his mobile phone. “I thought you’re going to change this.”

Nick looked at his phone. “I changed my mind. It’s not practical anyway. It’s more important that I have a phone where I can monitor you or Leslie or Angel,” he grinned.

BJ rolled her eyes. She started browsing the phone’s menu. “Angel’s in Florida, by the way.”

“Work?” Nick asked her. BJ only nodded in reply. “Sometimes I think that she and Aaron should have gone to school but they have other priorities now.”

“Just let them be to where they are happy with right now,” BJ told him. She looked at him. “Who’s this?”

“Huh?” Nick looked at the phone when she showed it to him. It’s a picture of him and Anna that was stored in his phone’s gallery. He smiled. “She’s my girl.” He said that with pride.

“Where did you meet her?” BJ raised an eyebrow and browsed for more pictures. Then she set it down and went back to the stove.

“In the Philippines,” Nick replied. He began to tell his sister on everything about Anna and how it all started.

“That’s ridiculous, man! You just met, regardless if she’s a daughter of a senator. You don’t even know when you will see each other again.” BJ said, shaking her head. She turned to him. “What were you thinking?”

“What do you mean?”

“Do you think that a relationship with her will work? Come on, Nick. I know you. You’re afraid of commitments even marriage. Now you’re telling me that you’re serious with that woman?” BJ rolled her eyes.

“Her name is Anna, remember that.” Nick stood up. “Besides, she changed my outlook. I like her. In fact, I think that I love her. And I don’t care if you don’t approve of this.” He went out of the kitchen.

BJ followed her brother with a look. She didn’t mean anything about not approving on his relationship with Anna. She’s just concerned. As a caring sister, she witnessed how Nick suffered with his bad relationships. She only doesn’t want to let anyone hurt her brother again. Unknown to Nick, she and her sisters agreed that they will protect their eldest brother from any woman who will try to get near him just to use him. If Nick loves to play the protector to them, they will do the same to him. Leslie and Angel should know about this Anna. They’re not going to intervene. They only wanted to make sure that Nick is going out with a good woman. That’s the only important thing for them.

BJ walked towards the counter and picked up Nick’s phone that he left there. She browsed for messages and luckily found Anna’s on it. She copied the number on her phone and placed the phone back to where it should be.

Nick chuckled when he successfully made a pigeon out of paper after a little boy taught him how. The boy is the son of one of the sound engineers in the studio who is there and waiting for his father. While waiting, he focused himself on making origami.

“Wow!” AJ picks up the paper bird and threw it in the air. “It won’t fly,” he said when the paper fell down.

Nick rolled his eyes. “Of course. Hey, did the food already arrive?” It’s already lunchtime and they are currently in the studio to do a demo recording for their new album. They ordered some food delivery and it hasn’t arrived yet.

“Not yet, I’m hungry.” AJ picked up the bird and sits beside the kid whose name is Sean. “I think there’s a way to make a dinosaur out of this. Did you know how, Sean?”

Sean smiled and began taking another piece of paper. He’s deaf and mute and origami is one of the things he enjoyed doing most. Whenever he’s in the studio and the Backstreet Boys happen to be there, they would usually spend their free time with the kid, just like now. In a matter of minutes, Sean showed AJ his artwork. He made hand gestures telling the older man that he can have the dinosaur.

“Thank you,” AJ made a hand sign to Sean. He kissed the kid on the forehead. “The food is not yet here. Are you hungry?” he asks. Sean nodded. He may not hear AJ but he can read lips. They turned when Brian loudly announced that the food has arrived as he made his way inside the pantry. He, Howie and Kevin brought along the take-out food while the other men in the studio followed them inside. Nick immediately takes his order and sits back beside Sean. He just took a sip on his soda when his mobile phone rang.

“Tell Anna I said hi,” AJ tells him.

Nick gave him a look of wonder. “How did you know that it’s her?”

“I saw her at the caller ID. That’s her.”

Nick shakes his head as he went out of the pantry, leaving instructions that no one should touch his food. He answered Anna’s call. “Yes, baby. How are you?” He said as soon as he’s out of the guys’ earshot. They will tease him by how mushy he can be but he actually didn’t care. He just wanted to have his privacy whenever he will talk to Anna. They already know about his relationship with her and they promised never to tell anyone about it.

“I’m fine, just checking on how you are doing today.” Anna replied. “How are you? It’s evening here.”

“And what are you wearing, baby?”

Anna laughed on the other line. “Nick! Stop that. I’m not going to have phone sex with you,” there’s her laugh again. Nick couldn’t help it but laugh too. He’s always been teasing her about it. “Anyway, the reason I called is because I want to know if you already eat. I saw you on TV with the other guys and you seemed to have lost weight.”

“Don’t you like it?”

“It’s better that you lose some but you looked so tired. Are you still having some rest?”

Nick felt the concern in her voice and he smiled. It’s been a long time since someone really cared and tried to watch over him. He wished that she’s near so that he can care for her more than he’s trying to. “Yes, I still have lots of time to rest. Don’t worry though, Anna. This is part of my job. I’m used to this. How about you? Did you already found a lead on who would’ve plotted on your sister’s tragedy?”

“Nothing as of this moment but I won’t lose hope, Nick.” Anna sighed. “I missed you, baby.”

“I wish you’re here. I have lots of things in mind if you’re only here. I’ll take you to different places, let you try some food, introduce you to my friends and even to my family.” Nick sighed, too. He entered an empty conference room where he can have more privacy to talk with his girlfriend. “There’ll be a way, baby. Just be patient. When I found free time from work, I’ll go there to visit you. Or you may go here to visit me.”



~~~



Anna closed her eyes as she listens to Nick on the other line. “I wished you’d hold me tight in your arms and just sit right beside you. We didn’t spend most of the time that we have together and I regret that I took it for granted. We could’ve had at least a number of memories together. We could have had lots of time to talk and get to know about each other like the fact that I don’t like red roses because it seemed cliché or that I love being around children.”

“Yes, we could have known a lot about each other like as much as I love to write, I also read a lot of books.” Nick tells her, “or the fact that I’d also like to try my chance to be an actor.”

“Oh, I saw The Hollow, by the way,” Anna said. “Intin has a DVD and lent me her copy last week. You need more exposure, baby. You have the talent.”

“Thanks, baby.” Nick smiled. “How are Intin and their group, by the way?”

“They’re having this event next month but before that, they are going to be featured in a magazine here in Manila. I’ll send you a copy so that you, guys, can see. It’s gonna be great. It’s about their unusual friendship that was bonded only by the same interest and passion to music, most especially to the Backstreet Boys. You should be proud of them, Nick. They’re doing a lot to promote you here. I think they’re amazing. I sometimes think that they perform better here than on their own careers.” Anna chuckled.

“Really? They’ve done a lot of labor of love for us, baby. I’ll keep in mind to put them in my thank you note on the next album. Surely, they still didn’t know about us, eh?”

“No idea,” Anna replied. “I felt guilty sometimes, especially when I hear Intin told me about your past girlfriends and how lucky your next one is going to be since you may have already learned from the lessons you’ve had. Did you?” There was a pause. She wanted to bring it up, to know what he will say about it. Sometimes, she still thinks if they’re doing the right thing. She’s thinking if being in this relationship is a good decision for both of them. It still overwhelms her sometimes that a famous guy like Nick would be her boyfriend, even in a most unusual way.

“I knew better now, Anna.” She heard him reply. There was silence on the other line. Nick thought she’s fallen asleep when it's just that, she only didn’t know what to answer. “Are you still there, baby?”

“I just don’t know what to say. What do you mean by that?”

“To tell you the truth, baby, that before, I was more concerned about the benefits I’d get when I’m in a relationship. I was selfish and probably that’s why although they’ve had a special place in my heart, my relationships with them failed.”

And what about with me? Anna wanted to ask that but couldn’t voice it out. “Do you think you’ve changed?” she asked instead.

“Would you believe me when I tell you that when I met you, I was curious and interested? I began to weigh out the ideals I had about being in a relationship because I found the right woman for me, someone who’d understand me despite of my shortcomings, someone who’d stick me through the things I’ve been through and will be going through and someone of whom not can only be my friend but also a partner who I can spend a lot of time with just being me, the real person that is Nick Carter. You’re that person, and more. And I think that I’m also the right person for you.” Nick finished. “Do you understand that, baby?”

“Yes.”

“Thank you, baby,” Nick said with so much affection. “I wish I’m there to just hold you tight and watch you sleep in my arms.” Anna smiled but there were tears in her eyes. She sniffed. “Are you crying, baby?”

“You touched my heart so deeply tonight, Nick. Thanks for choosing and trusting me to be part of your life.”

“Now, we’re getting mushy.” Nick said and they chuckled. “Anyway, I cared a lot about you, baby. Take care of yourself until we see each other again. Just hold on, I’ll be there as soon as I can.”

“I think I will wait a little longer. You’re busy and so am I. I understand.”

Nick closed her eyes. “Yeah,” he sighed. “You need to sleep now, baby. I understand that it’s evening there.”

“Okay, I’ll sleep now. I still have to be early tomorrow.”

“Okay, I’ll call you. I promise,” Nick replied. “Good night, baby. Sweet dreams, sleep tight.”

“Take care of yourself, baby. I love you.” Anna hung up the phone. She’s just about to place it on her side table when it’s blinking for another call. She thought that it’s Nick but the caller ID doesn’t say anything but simply indicates ‘Private Number.’ She answered it. “Yes? Who is this?”

There’s a momentary pause on the other line before somebody answered. “This is BJ, Nick’s sister.”

Anna held her breath when she heard that response. Intin told her once about Nick’s sisters, where they are and what they are doing and how their brother played his role to them very well. Nick might have told them about her and they are now trying to get to know their brother’s girlfriend.

“Are you still there?” BJ asked.

“Yes, I’m here. Hi, I’m Anna.” She bit her lower lip. What do they want from her?

“I know, Nick told me. Actually, he told me a lot about you ever since he came back here. How are you?” There was cheerfulness in BJ’s voice. Anna held her guard. As Intin told her, Nick’s sisters were very fond of their brothers and how they became protective of Nick since the last scandal he had from his ex-girlfriend.

“I’m fine, doing well. And you? How are you and your sisters? I just got through talking with Nick before you called. I’m surprised.” She admitted.

“We’re fine.” BJ said on the other line. “Nick’s in the studio with the guys. I’ll be meeting him tomorrow because we’re flying to Florida to see Angel and Aaron.”

“How did you get my number?”

“I took it from Nick’s phone when he wasn’t around.” There was a chuckle on the other line. “I was curious,” was the direct reply. “My brother’s talking a lot about you and he had this stupid look and a mushy grin on his face. I and my sisters and Aaron already knew about you and as Nick told us, we promised not to tell anyone. Are you sure about this, Anna? I mean, it’s a long-distance relationship plus you’re from different cultures. Don’t you find it hard?”

“No. I love your brother.”

“I’m a very frank person, Anna. I hope you’re sincere. I hope that you’re far from the women he’s dated in the past. He had enough and we’re not going to let it happen again. Excuse me but I’m just concerned…”

“It’s okay. I understand. Nick and I were actually just talking about it earlier. He said that he learned a lot from the past and that he cared a lot about me. I feel the same way, too. And I’m not going after anything about him, like his fame or money. I’m just a simple person, BJ. My happiness lies in the simplicity of things. My parents may have deprived me the feeling of being in a family but I won’t let it get into me. If they don’t like me, I’ll move on with my life. Nick gives me the feeling of having someone who cares about me and I appreciate it so much. I’m not a fan, BJ.”

“Yeah, he told me that particularly,” BJ added.

“Yes, and I’ve told him on the first time that he said that he likes me a lot that I’m far from his league.”

“That’s crazy. That’s unfair, Anna. What league are you talking about? Nick may be a celebrity here but he’s just like any other person. I know that. I’m his sister.”

“Yes, I know. Nick got mad when I said that. You can’t blame me, BJ. We’re different. I’m just some unknown girl and he’s this big-shot celebrity. We’re of different cultures. I tried to explain it to him and he understood. We tried to get to know each other when he asked me out for dinner. From there, I came to realize that yeah, he’s just like any other ordinary man.”

“How are you going to see each other again? I heard that you have a job that always keeps you busy.”

“We don’t know, BJ, actually. Right now, we’re just taking baby steps at a time in this relationship. We’re still trying to get to know more about each other. We understand each other and both our situation. As Nick said, maybe in the right time, we’ll see each other again. But for now, we’re trying to be content that we have each other, we cared a lot for each other even though we’re far apart. As weird as it may be, we’re content on this kind of relationship right now.” Anna didn’t know where she get the courage to tell that to Nick’s sister but she thinks that BJ has the right to know to real deal about their relationship. It may sound weird and unusual for some people but she and Nick were contented in this arrangement for now. They didn’t know what the future holds for them; they’re not looking forward for anything yet. To have each other is the only thing that is important for now.

“Well, I hope things will work out well for you and Nick. And I hope we can meet you someday. The pictures in his phone are not enough,” BJ chuckled. Anna blushed. Nick’s sister can be a little naughty when she wants to.

“He showed it to you?”

“We sneaked on his phone and looked at you.” BJ replied. “Angel, being Nick’s favorite sister,” there’s another chuckle on that, “wants to see you and will fly to your country if only she could. She’s protective over Nick, more than we do. Be careful of her.”

“Did she get my number, too?”

“Yes.”

“Then I’ll wait for the time that she’ll call me.” Anna chuckled. She didn’t know why she’s enjoying this conversation with BJ as the time goes by. Maybe because Nick’s sister made her feel comfortable but still there’s an insinuation that she’s also being protective of her brother and at the same time, she showed respect to their relationship. She appreciates that. She hopes that the rest of Nick’s siblings would be like BJ so that when the media finds out about her, there are people she can turn to for advices on how to deal with them. Being in a relationship with Nick is a big risk but she will try to overcome whatever hardships that will come their way. She would like to be ready for that.



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Nick was laughing when he and his friends went out of a restaurant in LA. They were immediately met by the waiting paparazzi outside and flashes of light started. Nick sighed inwardly. This is one of the things that he doesn’t want Anna to go through but he knew that once they learn about her, she will receive a great deal of attention whether she likes it or not. For now, he’s happy that they were still able to keep their relationship a secret.

“Hi, Nick.” One paparazzo said as the cameras flicked.

“How’s the new album going?”

“Fine,” he only replied with a smile. He stopped with his friends as they waited for their other companion who was still inside the restaurant. Two fans came and asked for his autograph and pictures in which he complied. He smiled at them after that. His friend finally came out of the restaurant and they started towards his car. The paparazzi continue to take pictures of him. He knew it will worsen when he saw a familiar car stopped in front of him. The rider must have not seen him as she went out of the car. Laila Newton, his last girlfriend, who only went out with him to get attention from the media for her plans to be famous.

Laila was surprised to see him when she went out of her car. She looked at Nick for a moment and before she knew it, Nick turned away and walked with his friends. She heard him laughing with them, as if she’s being laughed at. The paparazzi continually took pictures of her. Others followed Nick to his car.

“How does it feel seeing her again, Nick?”

“No comment,” Nick smiled to them and went to the driver’s seat. It actually doesn’t matter to him if he saw Laila again, together with her new boyfriend, a film producer. This is one of those moments when he wished he could tell the world about his girlfriend but he chose not to. Anna deserves her privacy and he wanted it that way.