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I know what you’re thinking.  You’re thinking that that night when Kevin and I were sloshed on wine and he told me that he wanted to get me naked that I went with him to Roland’s and slept with him.  Well, you’re right… but not in the way you think you are.  I slept with him, but I did not fuck him.  We got naked, oh yes we did.  We got very, very familiar with one another, and much fun was had, but we did not engage in the intercourse with one another that night.

I know what else you’re thinking.  You’re thinking, “why the fuck not?!”  I don’t blame you, I’d think that too if I were where you were.  See kids, sometimes not having sex is a good thing.  Yeah, I’m just being silly now.  You want to know the details.  You want to know what we did while we were naked if we weren’t screwing.  I know how you are.

I could tell you about how he licked, kissed and sucked nearly every inch of my body that night and I did the same to him.  I could tell you how he used those long beautiful piano playing fingers to play on me and in me.  I could even tell you what his dick felt like when it was in my hands and I was bringing him to a gasping, moaning, pleading orgasm.  But that would be tacky of me, so I won’t tell you about those things.

What I can say is that I woke up out of habit the next morning just before the sun was ready to come up.  For a while I was confused, I honestly spent a few split seconds thinking, “Where the hell am I and why am I buck naked?”  Then I heard Kevin sigh in his sleep and I looked over to see him sprawled out next to me in bed, equally naked, and it all came back to me.  Goosebumps formed all over my body just looking at him and remembering what we’d done the night before.  I ran my hand through my messy hair and looked around the room wondering where my clothes were.  I could tell that I was still drunk from the night before because I didn’t have the raging morning-after wine headache that I knew I’d have later on in the day.  Plus it had only been a few hours since we’d stopped drinking.  Once we’d had our outercourse fun in bed the physical exhaustion had mixed with the wine and we both passed out pretty quickly.

I carefully climbed out of bed and tried to be as quiet as a mouse.  I had no idea if Kevin was a light sleeper or not and I really didn’t want him to wake up while I was naked as a jaybird and roaming around trying to find some clothes.  My clothes were nowhere to be found in the bedroom though.  I smirked at the memory of us heatedly stripping each other of clothes the night before and vaguely remembered pitching Kevin’s tee shirt over into the corner of the bedroom.  I looked toward the corner and there it was.  Figuring his shirt would be better than nothing, I grabbed it and pulled it on over my head getting lost in his scent that was all over the super soft cotton.  I stood in the middle of the room holding the front of the shirt to my face inhaling the Smell of Kevin and when he rolled over in bed I snapped out of it and dropped the shirt.  He didn’t wake up, thankfully, and I quietly left the bedroom.  It so wouldn’t have been cool to get caught sniffing the tee shirt after a night of raunchy sex-like activities.

Roland’s condo was the exact same shape as Christian’s except that it was a mirrored image.  It was kind of trippy to tell you the truth, I felt like everything was backwards and it didn’t help that I was still drunk.  I stood in the living room trying to get my bearings and noticed my underwear literally hanging off the corner of the couch.  I both chuckled and blushed as I grabbed them and pulled them on.

Typically my sunrise ritual included coffee but I figured that since I was bound to have a horrible hangover in a few hours, I’d skip the coffee and settle for water and pain killers hoping to thwart some of the hangover before it fully kicked in.  After a quick trip to the bathroom where I saw just how many hickeys Kevin had left on my neck, I grabbed a small handful of Motrin and a bottle of water from the fridge with which to down the pills.  I then picked up a throw blanket from the living room too and then quietly slid open the sliding glass door to the balcony to wait for the sunrise. 

With my legs wrapped up in the blanket, my bottle of water, the ocean, and the upcoming sunrise along with the memories of the physical treat I’d had the night before with Kevin, I was a pretty happy girl.  I tried my best not to bother thinking about all of the questions I had about Kevin’s life and instead just stayed as much in the moment as I could.  I told myself that he probably had just as many questions about my life so we were still even.  Then I thought about the tattoos that were hidden on Kevin’s hip bone and remembered how I’d licked them while he literally giggled at how much it tickled and I decided that I didn’t care so much about all those questions I had about him, at least not right at that moment.

 I was lost in memories of Kevin’s body when I heard him clear his throat inside the condo and then he stepped out onto the balcony wearing a fabulous pair of boxers and nothing else.  He was a beautiful, beautiful man.  He smiled down at me when he saw me and I couldn’t help but grin from ear to ear, “Hey…”

He rubbed his head with an adorable smile on his face, “Aren’t you the woman who not too long ago yelled at me when I rang your doorbell too early in the morning?”

I rolled my eyes and blushed, “Shut up, Richardson.”

“I thought that maybe you’d woken up and run away…”

“Nope. Just waiting for the sun to rise.”

“Uh… Why?”

I chuckled at the confused look on his face.  “Have you seen a sunrise here yet?”

“Can’t say that I have…”

“Go get that other blanket from the couch and get your ass out here then…”

I expected him to sit on the lounger next to me but when he returned with a blanket that matched mine wrapped around his shoulders he instead nudged me forward on my lounge and slid behind me.  Once he was settled he pulled me back into his arms and I can’t lie and say it wasn’t a fantastic feeling.  His body was still warm from being in the bed and hadn’t yet taken on the chill mine had from sitting out in the cool morning air.  I spread my blanket over our legs since the one he had was covering both of us from the waist up just fine. 

“I like you in my shirt…” he said quietly against my neck before kissing a trail up it gently.

“I couldn’t find my clothes…” I chuckled and he laughed too. 

“I wouldn’t be surprised if we find clothes out in the hallway…” he teased.

“Oh god, Christian would never let me live that down if he or Josef got up this morning to let Vinnie outside and found my shirt in the hallway outside of the door.”

“Nah, I specifically remember you being fully clothed when we got here.  You may have been unzipped and unbuttoned, but there wasn’t any hallway nudity.”  His hands slid under the tee shirt and spread over my stomach causing a shockwave of pleasure to run through my body.  There was no way I was going to refrain from fucking this man if just the slightest touch turned me on so bad.  “I’m curious, what made you decide to watch the sunrise?”

“I watch it every morning… and then go back to bed for a few more hours, of course…” I told him and although my eyes were on the horizon, my mind was totally on Kevin’s warm hands on my skin.

“Really?”

“Yeah…”

“Every single day?”

“Well if I’m horribly ill or something I’ll skip it, but most days, yeah.”  I could see the sky beginning to get brighter at the waterline, “Once the sun breaks through you can’t talk until the whole thing is up okay?  It’s a rule.”

I could feel his mouth curl into a smile against my neck and he nodded, “Okay…”  We watched the sun rise in total silence and once we could see the whole sun Kevin kissed my neck again, “That was beautiful.”

I nodded, “I figure if I start my day with something this beautiful, I can keep my faith.  Horrible things may happen in the world, but if there’s something this amazing that happens every single day, then there’s gotta be hope, ya know?”

“That’s a good way to think about it…” he told me in almost a whisper as his arms settled into a hug around my waist.

It wasn’t rare that when I explained to anyone why I watched the sun rise each day that tears would fill my eyes.  That morning with Kevin wasn’t any different, I got all choked up and before I could stop it tears fell down my cheeks.  I thought that maybe if we sat there long enough the wind would dry the tears and I wouldn’t have to explain myself.  That didn’t happen of course though because Kevin dropped his chin to my shoulder to press his cheek against mine and felt the tears.  I was shocked though that he didn’t say anything.  He just tipped his head to kiss my cheek where the tears were and then pressed his cheek back to mine.  He was seriously beginning to freak me out with how freaking perfect he was.  How many guys do you know who don’t wig out when a chick starts crying for seemingly no reason at all?  Yeah, not so many.

Our quiet moment passed and Kevin chuckled, “I’m trying so hard to be in the moment and let this keep on being beautiful but I have to admit, all I want to do is touch you.”

“You are touching me…” I chuckled.

“Not the way I want to…”

It’s pretty good when a guy can make you blush without even looking at you.  I decided to go with the moment, “And how’s that?”  He slid one hand up to cup my breast and moved the other down between my legs.  “Oh, like that…” I gasped as he began rubbing the one hand between my legs over my underwear.  He was all about teasing me and I have to admit, I wasn’t fighting it.  I leaned my head back against his shoulder and closed my eyes as he rubbed his palm over me and teased my nipple with his fingertips.  Not since I was a virgin and purposely trying to avoid having sex had I been with anyone who took so much time touching me the way Kevin did.  Who needed sex when a hot man in his underwear could wrap his arms around you and make you come just by playing between your thighs?  Okay, that’s probably a stupid question, but really… this whole foreplay thing we had going on was fan-fucking-tastic and I wasn’t complaining.

I really wished I hadn’t put my underwear on so that at least he would’ve been touching my skin instead, but those thoughts soon faded away as he worked his magic and had me panting his name as I came.  Once I’d caught my breath I moved around so I could face him and looked into those amazing eyes of his, “You are a dirty man…”

He smiled, “I can’t help it… you’re a beautiful woman.”

I ran a fingernail down the middle of his chest and down the treasure trail that Josef had been drooling over the day before.  When I made it to the band of his boxers I grinned, “Looks like you enjoyed yourself while you were getting me off just now…”  His erection was straining against the fabric of his underwear.  I leaned forward to kiss his lips and teased him running my fingers down over his crotch.  He sighed against my mouth and pushed his hips toward my hand.  “Really, really enjoyed yourself…”

“I like the sounds you make when you come…” he whispered against my lips. 

I reached inside his boxers and began stroking his cock slowly as I kept placing kisses on his lips, “That’s funny, I was just thinking the same thing about you.”