May 5th, 1995

Hi me, this is Kevin again. Gosh do I miss Kristen. I want to cry everyday. The pain never stops, I cry every night. Then I hate the whole world more.

"Meu um desejo, todo que eu aspiro Está nos seus olhos para sempre viver Viajou todo sobre os sete oceanos há
nada que eu não daria Vim de Barein, recebido a Beirute Procurando alguém comparando com você Demolindo
janelas e portas E eu não podia achar olhos como o seu" Howie sang in his sleep.

That is what I think he sang in Portugese, he didn't even sang it right. We were there for one week, and he thinks he can sing it. I NEED you back Kristen.

Love, your ex boyfriend, Kevy Pumpkin.

He set down his letter on his bed. "No, Nick!" AJ yelled. "I bet you last level at the video game football." AJ yelled at him. "Well, it's not enough, now is it." Nick bragged and then pointed at me and at the floor. "I rock, dumbass." He teased AJ. AJ gave him a glare, then hit him upside the head again. I laughed.

Angela came up to me. "I think your a hottie, Kevy." She flirted. " I think we should, hook up, since the attraction between us is so hot and heavy." She told me, stoking my ears and my hair. I smiled, I was enjoying the extra attention, as I realized AJ and Nick had both stopped talking and had failed the level on their game again. The employees there, just cleared their throats, and left.

"Howie would KILL ME." I told her. "But you want me, I saw your grocery list of stuff you want to do in your life." She told me. "I feel it to." she told me. Brian who was still crying over his last 3 girlfriends, was helping the bus driver, drive to the studio for our rehersals and then straight to the TV show, after we got out of the empty small warehouse, Lou had us in there.

I gave her a hug, then she kissed me on the lips. Brian saw the whole thing. Then looked at the directions and pretended to be reading them. "Turn here, John." He told Johnny Wright back then. As I felt the bus turn right. "Then you guys are on your way to France and then Germany, and then the other WW2 countries, I would be excited if I was ya'll." He told us. I just laughed. Then my cell phone rang. "Hello, Kevin." I answered. "Kevin, meet me at the studio, we NEED to talk. I miss you, plus Howie called last night and said that Angela is angry at Howie over something. What's happening there?" She asked.

I couldn't speak. "Ok, I see." She told me. I was crying. "Oh, Kristen, your like a Queen to me, please don't leave me again, please another try. I know I am a screw up. I'll be cool and awesome like my grandpa was, and I'll love you forever, and we'll kids, and a family, and you'll be on TV, and WE'LL BE HUGE STARS.But please." He begged her.

"Kevin, it's not about being HUGE STARS." Kristen said. "We'll talk when we get to the studio." She said. Brian gave me a hug after I hung up my phone. "Why are you after HOWIE, You slut!" Kevin asked. "Tell me, why are you after him, he is still singing stuff in Portugese because of you, so tell me." I demanded.

"Because I know about his 10 ex girlfriends back home and how he treated all of them." She told me. We all stared at her blankly as the bus stopped. Then AJ ran to get up Howie, and Brian got Nick to calm down a little. Since the drama clearly upset him.