Summary: 
Life in the fast lane proved a little too fast for Genie when she met Howie.
Life was never easy but running away from the only man that ever loved her almost proved to be fatal.
Then one day fate stepped in and saved her life. Returned to the people and the man that loved her the most, but Howie wasn't finished with her.
Would she ever find true happiness? Nick's love was real but Howie's was always beneath the surface.
Rated: NC-17
Categories: Fanfiction >
Backstreet Boys Characters: AJ,
Brian,
Howie,
Kevin,
Nick
Genres: Alternate Universe,
Angst,
Drama,
Romance,
Suspense Warnings: Domestic Violence,
Graphic Sexual Content,
Graphic Violence,
Sexual Assault/Rape,
Slash F/F,
Violence
Challenges: Series: None
Chapters: 51
Completed: Yes
Word count: 69982
Read: 18410
Published: 01/23/12
Updated: 03/04/12
Story Notes:
All my thanks to those who helped me get this one finished. I stepped outside my comfort zone and tried something new. I really hope you enjoy reading it as much as writing it.
Special thanks to Terri, Rachel, Amy and Katrina for cheering me on. This one is decicated to all of you!! :)
1. Chapter 1 by tiggerc128 [ - ] (1326 words)
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3. Chapter 3 by tiggerc128 [ - ] (1305 words)
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Sorry about not posting yesterday, so two today!
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PLEASE let me know! :)
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Bad Tigger! I forgot to update last night. I am SO SORRY!!
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42. Chapter 42 by tiggerc128 [ - ] (1172 words)
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47. Chapter 47 by tiggerc128 [ - ] (1126 words)
Sorry I didn't get to update last night....hope you're still hanging in there. We're close to the end of this one. :)
48. Chapter 48 by tiggerc128 [ - ] (1101 words)
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51. Chapter 51 by tiggerc128 [ - ] (211 words)
