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Summary: The sequel to Unsuspecting Sunday

“We had it all, this love so strong. Now everything we had is gone. If you could read my mind, you’d know I’ve crossed that line…”

While Nick struggles to deal with what happened on the cruise, Howie’s indiscretions lead to dire consequences.

Rated: R
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: Group, Howie, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Sexual Content, Slash M/M
Challenges:
Series: Sick as My Secrets
Chapters: 82 Completed: Yes
Word count: 211868 Read: 16286
Published: 02/26/14 Updated: 06/17/17
Story Notes:

This is the sequel to a short story, Unsuspecting Sunday. Please read that before you start the novel so you’ll understand the back story.

1. Prologue by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 18] (199 words)

2. Chapter 1 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 4] (2540 words)

3. Chapter 2 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 5] (1360 words)

4. Chapter 3 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 15] (2230 words)
Thanks so much for the reviews for the first couple of chapters! Let's play the "At what point did you realize where this was going?" game with this chapter. Post your answer in a review. Ready... set... GO!

5. Chapter 4 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 6] (1521 words)
I'm blown away by your reviews for the last chapter! I wasn't sure what kind of reaction it was going to get, but that was the reaction I was hoping for, so thank you to everyone who reviewed!!

6. Chapter 5 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 5] (2835 words)

7. Chapter 6 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 5] (1681 words)

8. Chapter 7 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 7] (2185 words)
The one you've all been waiting for... >:)

9. Chapter 8 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 8] (2196 words)

10. Chapter 9 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 9] (3492 words)

11. Chapter 10 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 8] (1904 words)
And the results are...

12. Chapter 11 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 9] (2414 words)

13. Chapter 12 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 5] (2453 words)
Sorry I just kind of disappeared! Since my last update, I've decided to buy a house, so I have been super busy with that whole process and haven't been writing. I'm still way ahead of myself with chapters written that aren't posted, though, so there's really no excuse. Thanks for sticking with me!

14. Chapter 13 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 6] (1786 words)

15. Chapter 14 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 6] (1677 words)

16. Chapter 15 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 4] (2932 words)
Sick as My Secrets has been nominated at Rose's Double Rainbow Awards! Thanks so much to whoever nominated me!

17. Chapter 16 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 5] (1317 words)

18. Chapter 17 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 7] (2199 words)

19. Chapter 18 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 7] (3660 words)

20. Chapter 19 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 5] (2711 words)

21. Chapter 20 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 5] (1763 words)

22. Chapter 21 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 6] (2427 words)

23. Chapter 22 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 5] (3507 words)

24. Chapter 23 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 5] (1942 words)

25. Chapter 24 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 4] (3127 words)

26. Chapter 25 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 4] (3924 words)

27. Chapter 26 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 6] (3380 words)

28. Chapter 27 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 5] (1662 words)

29. Chapter 28 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (4067 words)

30. Chapter 29 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (2012 words)

31. Chapter 30 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (1961 words)

32. Chapter 31 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (2166 words)

33. Chapter 32 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (3696 words)

34. Chapter 33 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 4] (1887 words)

35. Chapter 34 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 6] (2941 words)

36. Chapter 35 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (2782 words)

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39. Chapter 38 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 6] (3313 words)

40. Chapter 39 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 2] (1175 words)

41. Chapter 40 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (1951 words)

42. Chapter 41 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (1792 words)

43. Chapter 42 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 2] (1197 words)

44. Chapter 43 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 2] (2255 words)

45. Chapter 44 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 2] (1727 words)

46. Chapter 45 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 2] (2275 words)

47. Chapter 46 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 1] (2656 words)

48. Chapter 47 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (2797 words)

49. Chapter 48 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 4] (2932 words)

50. Chapter 49 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 2] (2146 words)

51. Chapter 50 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 4] (3499 words)

52. Chapter 51 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (2688 words)

53. Chapter 52 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (2400 words)

54. Chapter 53 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 4] (2396 words)

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56. Chapter 55 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (1554 words)

57. Chapter 56 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (3009 words)

58. Chapter 57 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 2] (1650 words)

59. Chapter 58 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 4] (2025 words)

60. Chapter 59 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 4] (4095 words)

61. Chapter 60 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 2] (2015 words)

62. Chapter 61 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (2237 words)

63. Chapter 62 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 1] (3515 words)

64. Chapter 63 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 2] (2112 words)

65. Chapter 64 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 4] (4198 words)

66. Chapter 65 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 4] (2223 words)

67. Chapter 66 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (2186 words)

68. Chapter 67 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 4] (2372 words)

69. Chapter 68 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (2226 words)

70. Chapter 69 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (2538 words)

71. Chapter 70 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 2] (2496 words)

72. Chapter 71 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 2] (2719 words)

73. Chapter 72 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (3955 words)

74. Chapter 73 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (3934 words)

75. Chapter 74 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 2] (3403 words)

76. Chapter 75 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 2] (2531 words)

77. Chapter 76 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (2697 words)

78. Chapter 77 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 3] (5105 words)

79. Chapter 78 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 5] (3567 words)

80. Chapter 79 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 4] (6419 words)

81. Chapter 80 by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 6] (4596 words)

82. Epilogue by RokofAges75 [Reviews - 6] (3766 words)