Summary: Darkness consumed my very soul, chilling the bones under my pale flesh. Light? Happiness? What's that? I don't even remember what it feels like to smile. Drugs and alcohol made me forget everything... now that I've stopped, it seems like there's no point anymore. Why live if you don't have a soul? Perfect life of AJ McLean, the rebellious Backstreet Boy is anything but perfect. Me? Rehabilitated? Yeah, right... **Multi-Winner at the Room To Breathe Awards**
Rated: PG-13
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Violence, Death
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 1
Completed: Yes
Word count: 652
Read: 812
Published: 01/22/04
Updated: 01/22/04
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