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Author's Chapter Notes:
chapters 6 and 7 are now up! :=D
Previously on Why ME?

Than83: Hey JT
JTC84: hey Taylor
Than83: How did it go with your dad
JTC84: fine…better than I expected

Lie

Than83: See you worried over nothing.
JTC84: yea I guess

Only I got thee worst ass kicking in my entire life.

Than83: you guess what do you mean you guys you can tell me did your dad hit you or something?
JTC84: uh I gotta go

I said and then I signed off and went to my door and unlocked it and then turned the lights off and hoped into bed it was only 9:45 but sitting hurt so I thought that I would try laying down for a bit. Needless to say a little bit turned into 14 hours.


When I woke up I was really sore. I went over to my mirror and was shocked at my appearance. My Bruises did not fade this time. I was going to have to use make up today. I was getting curious about what the rest of me looked like so I raised my shirt and looked. I saw the ugliest bruise on the side of my rib cage. It was obvious shoe print size bruise, with some to the tred marks still imprinted on me.

I wanted so much to just run and jump back into bed, but I knew that that wasn’t possible I need to see what time it was. I went over to my computer and turned on the monitor and saw that it was…11:45!!!!!! Omg Omg Omg Omg. It was Saturday, and I have to be down stairs in 10 minutes to go with Nick to the Center again, the boys are performing at TBPAC for the next week. I ran over to my closet and grabbed a pair of shorts and a tank top one that was not going to let a bruise shine through and one that was not form fitting so that it would not cling to my huge ass bruise.

I got dressed into my clothes and then I pulled up my hair into a pony tail and then I went to wash my face from all of the tear stains that were there. Dried my face a bit to hard for my liking and started to wince. I started to gently apply some make up to my face to make sure that no one would see the bruises on my face. I got this foundation one time and I will not live with out it. It’s like freaking paint basically; it covers everything, bruises, sunburn, and even to the tiniest blemish. The best part is if you do it right you can not even tell that you are wearing it. If they ever discontinue this brand or this specific product, I will die. This is the best.

I run out of my room and into my dad.

“Watch where you are going you little shit, good your up now get down stairs your brother is waiting for you.” My dad said, and I did not waste a second more I bolted and ran down the stairs

“I’m sorry Nicky, I was sleeping until 10 minutes ago. “ I said, and went to go out the door.

“Its kewl, hey you want to drive today?” He asked…evil evil man, he knows that I don’t have a permit or a license yet.

“Ah ha very funny, you know I can’t why would you ask me that?” I asked.

“Because its really funny to watch you when you fight back on it” He said and we hopped into his Durango, and drove to TBPAC when we got there We saw AJ putting a CD in the mixing board, and then the whole arena was filled with the sound of WHITESNAKE—Here I go again

dont know where Im going
But, I sure know where Ive been
Hanging on the promises
In songs of yesterday
An Ive made up my mind,
I aint wasting no more time
But, here I go again
Here I go again

Tho I keep searching for an answer,
I never seem to find what Im looking for
Oh lord, I pray
You give me strength to carry on,
cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An here I go again on my own
Goin down the only road Ive ever known,
Like a drifter* I was born to walk alone
An Ive made up my mind
I aint wasting no more time

Im just another heart in need of rescue,
Waiting on loves sweet charity
An Im gonna hold on
For the rest of my days,
cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An here I go again on my own
Goin down the only road Ive ever known,
Like a Drifter* I was born to walk alone
An Ive made up my mind
I aint wasting no more time

But, here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go...

An Ive made up my mind,
I aint wasting no more time

An here I go again on my own
Goin down the only road Ive ever known,
Like a drifter I was born to walk alone
cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An here I go again on my own
Goin down the only road Ive ever known,
Like a Drifter I was born to walk alone
An Ive made up my mind
I aint wasting no more time...

But, here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go,
Here I go again...

* in the 1987 version this word is changed to drifter.
Davids management thought that hobo could be confused with homo! :)


I ran up onto the stage and grabbed one of the guitars, and started to play along.

After the song was over I looked up and at the back of the arena was Hanson one more time.

I AM ENDING IT HERE FOR THIS CHAPTER HOPE FOR ANOTHER CHAPTER BEFORE THE END OF THE WEEK.