As I entered the room Brian came laughing to me. AJ was giving him a death look. "Nick you wouldn't believe what AJ thought about you" Brian said as he slapped my shoulder and laughed a little more
"what?" I said
" That you are smart" AJ quickly said
"alright thats unbelivable too but that wasn't what he said...he said that he thinks that you're a girl or you know" Brian said
UH-OH thats what was going through my empty mind...what will I say what can I say...I was freaking out...I AM A GIRL but I can't say that uh "WHAT? what makes you think like that?" I said
"the way you acted with Shakira AND since when are you friends? THAT CLOSE?" AJ said
"I was goofing around with her... and...she did too DUH" I said. Phew that was close!! I just realized how good I am at this hehe.
"By calling her Xtina?" AJ said staring at me
UH-OH again. forget it I wasn't good at making excuses "That was a joke too...uh...inside joke" I said
"you too have inside jokes ...are you friends ...or she made your single status DISAPPEAR if you know what I mean!!" Brian said
"Noooooo we're not dating huh she has a boyfriend for god's sake"
"yeah a boyfriend who disappeard lately" AJ said
"you know about her boyfriend" Brian said to AJ
"I went through her sites lately" AJ snapped
"you like Shakra" I said
"No I don't...I don't know why but I go through some celebrity sites thats all...STOP staring at me like that"
"ok" I said with a shrug ...trying not to laugh
"Nick thats not even funny...I'm not the one who chatted with her and scream when I saw her then hugged her" AJ said
" I AM NOT DATING HER" I nearly shouted
"come on Nick it was obvious" AJ said teasing me
"uh what part of I AM NOT DATING HER don't you understand?" I said
"hehe I think we're getting to his nerves right now...Nick admitt it...beside Shakira is worth dating" Brian said
" yeah she is but when she dates a guy her height...now they would make a funny couple...he's waaaaaaaay taller than her she would look like his daughter or something" AJ said and laughed
Brian laughed hard too "you're right its not Shakira who is short ...its him who is incredabley tall" Brian said
"you're just jelous because you're short" I said
"No I'm not ....I don't wanna be the height of a giraffe ..who would?" AJ said
"yeah I second that" Brian said and they both laughed
"owh just shut up ok" I said
"seems like we got to his nerves already" AJ said with a chuckle
"Do you hate me?" I suddenly said with angry
Brian and AJ stared at each other "Nooo" they both said
"Then why the hell are you doing this to me?" I said holding the tears back
"Nick are you serious...you know we were kidding" Brian said as he tried to put his arms around my shoulder. I threw his hands off me and walked away "and yes I'm serious" I said as I walked out.
"you're right he's being a girl...he's different...something is wrong" Brian said as he sat on the couch
"maybe he's just in a bad mood" AJ said
"I don't know but I think we hurt him"
"DUH you think?" AJ said as he sat next to Brian
"He'll be back any minute right?" Brian asked AJ as he stared at the floor blankly
"I don't know...don't get your hopes up" AJ mumbled
~ In some restaurant ~
I am not even Nick ...why does this hurt me so now we exchanged feelings too? Will I live like this forever? No I'm sick of it already. How did all of this happen? I thought this was impossible. I hope its just a nightmare. "But its so real then" I whispered to myself as grabbed something out of my pocket. A cigarette? why the hell did I grab this out? so I'm having his manners now!! soon enough I found the cigarette alredy lightten and the smoke floating in front of me. It was still in my hand. still not in my mouth. I stared at it for a moment. Why do I suddenly in desprate need for this damn thing? I never smoked and now I desperatly need it. I stared at it as it made its way between my lips. STOP!! what the hell are you doing SARAH? you never smoked and now you ruining this!! I don't want to but I feel like I'm forced to take it. moments after I felt the smoke going inside of me. Like it was going in a circle in my lungs then slowly making its way out of my mouth. A little coughs came out along with the smoke. "S**t this sucks" I mumbled. Yet I kept doing it though I hated it. it made some of the pain go away!. Is this why he smokes?! I wondered. Poor Nick he was running away from pain I guess with smoking yet those people told him to stop over and over again.
"Can I get you anything sir?" A waitress said making me get out of the world I was in.
"Coffee please" I said with a smile then slowly this smile disappeared as soon as the waitress walked back to the kitchen
soon after she left, someone slapped me on the shoulder. "Here you are we were looking for you" It was Brian who sat on the chair in front of me. "Whats wrong buddy you've been acting weird all day" Brian softly said.
I just shrugged looking blankly at the table moving my eyes randomely behind the sun glasses I wore
Brian took the glasses of my eyes "look me in the eye and tell me that nothing is wrong. I couldn't look at him. He pulled my chin up and said again " whats wrong Nick you can always tell me"
"No I can't ...can I have some stuff to myself ?!" I nearly shouted
Brian stared at me with shock and slowly anger crawled inside him "What?" He said obviously trying to control his anger
"you heard me" I said as I put the glasses back on
"Nick stop being an ***hole ok and tell me whats wrong or..."
"Or what?"
"Ok don't ever talk to me again or ask me for something" Brian said as he got up quickly and left with anger
What did I just do? I fought with Brian he must be hurt right now. OWH you're so lucky xtina. at least you're a solo singer. I wonder what she is doing in the interview right now.
END OF CHAPTER 3 ...
Author's Chapter Notes:
honey this is for you since you're the only one reading it
thnx for you reviews hun!!
hope the rest of you like it too
thnx for you reviews hun!!
hope the rest of you like it too
