“Yeah Tic?” I asked.
“Where are you going,” Carrie asked, “maybe we could walk together.”
“I’m going back to my house, and you?” I replied.
“Awwww,” Carrie whined, “I’m going to a baby-sitting job the other way.”
“That’s not good,” I replied.
“No,” Carrie agreed.
When we reached the split in Hannie’s driveway we hugged each other.
“See you later Tic,” I said.
“See ya later Tac,” Carrie replied.
We then went our separate ways.
I was riding my bike and I saw Sarah.
“Sarah!” I yelled.
“D!” She called and ran over to me and my bike.
“How are you?” I asked.
“As good as I always am, of course,” Sarah replied.
We laughed.
“How are you and your music club?” she asked.
“As good as they’ll ever be,” I replied.
“Bet you’re going to the Backstreet Boys concert via the club,” she said.
“Yeah,” I replied.
“I’m going to Kelly’s house,” Sarah told me, “wanna come?”
“No,” I replied, “I have to go home and do some stuff.”
“Oh okies,” Sarah replied.
We walked together for three blocks because Kelly’s house is that way.
“Oh, I gotta turn here D, see you later,” Sarah said.
“See you later,” I replied.
I kept riding my bike home. On the way I scared all the dogs in the park and by the time I got home it was time for dinner.
After a fast dinner I went up to my room and wrote up next week’s meeting agenda on my agenda pad and set it on my desk to take to Hannie’s on Monday. After that I sat and looked out my window and thought about the Backstreet Boys almost in my state thinking of the show. And I thought of Nick, my very favorite Backstreet Boy. The one I love, the one I think about, the one I dream about kissing goodnight, being here. It brought me to tears thinking of what I couldn’t have that I wanted. I wiped my tears and opened the window and looked out into the clear blue sky and started singing a song by the Spice Girls.
“Candle light and soul forever,” I sang. My voice quavered with tears but I held it in.
“A dream of you and me together.” Tears streamed down my face with my wishing, wanting of Nick. This made me so sad to think of how I couldn’t have him.
“Say you believe it, say you believe it.” After only the third line I broke down and stopped. I decided to email Hannie about the next meeting and the Backstreet Boys concert.