Summary: Mercedes has had a tough childhood, that was followed with a very difficult adult life. Not only did she have her own insecurities and skeletons in her closet, but she was torn between two men that didn't seem to make life easier. Follow her through her trials and tribulations, and find out what seems to be her Only Hope.
Rated: NC-17
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Sexual Content
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 43
Completed: Yes
Word count: 42745
Read: 2636
Published: 01/09/07
Updated: 01/10/07
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1. Chapter 1 by Jiffer [ - ] (489 words)
2. Chapter 2 by Jiffer [ - ] (397 words)
3. Chapter 3 by Jiffer [ - ] (547 words)
4. Chapter 4 by Jiffer [ - ] (469 words)
5. Chapter 5 by Jiffer [ - ] (1534 words)
This chapter skips years, so I can get where I want to be.
6. Chapter 6 by Jiffer [ - ] (861 words)
7. Chapter 7 by Jiffer [ - ] (1067 words)
8. Chapter 8 by Jiffer [ - ] (937 words)
9. Chapter 9 by Jiffer [ - ] (663 words)
10. Chapter 10 by Jiffer [ - ] (520 words)
11. Chapter 11 by Jiffer [ - ] (369 words)
12. Chapter 12 by Jiffer [ - ] (681 words)
13. Chapter 13 by Jiffer [ - ] (587 words)
14. Chapter 14 by Jiffer [ - ] (1166 words)
15. Chapter 15 by Jiffer [ - ] (805 words)
16. Chapter 16 by Jiffer [ - ] (920 words)
17. Chapter 17 by Jiffer [ - ] (1225 words)
18. Chapter 18 by Jiffer [ - ] (2271 words)
19. Chapter 19 by Jiffer [ - ] (648 words)
20. Chapter 20 by Jiffer [ - ] (1331 words)
21. Chapter 21 by Jiffer [ - ] (1057 words)
22. Chapter 22 by Jiffer [ - ] (1402 words)
23. Chapter 23 by Jiffer [ - ] (724 words)
24. Chapter 24 by Jiffer [ - ] (934 words)
25. Chapter 25 by Jiffer [ - ] (759 words)
26. Chapter 26 by Jiffer [ - ] (1059 words)
27. Chapter 27 by Jiffer [ - ] (345 words)
28. Chapter 28 by Jiffer [ - ] (668 words)
29. Chapter 29 by Jiffer [ - ] (813 words)
30. Chapter 30 by Jiffer [ - ] (978 words)
31. Chapter 31 by Jiffer [ - ] (1864 words)
32. Chapter 32 by Jiffer [ - ] (863 words)
33. Chapter 33 by Jiffer [ - ] (1049 words)
34. Chapter 34 by Jiffer [ - ] (875 words)
35. Chapter 35 by Jiffer [ - ] (708 words)
36. Chapter 36 by Jiffer [ - ] (993 words)
37. Chapter 37 by Jiffer [ - ] (1661 words)
38. Chapter 38 by Jiffer [ - ] (1362 words)
39. Chapter 39 by Jiffer [ - ] (1637 words)
40. Chapter 40 by Jiffer [ - ] (1412 words)
41. Chapter 41 by Jiffer [ - ] (2000 words)
42. Chapter 42 by Jiffer [ - ] (880 words)
43. Chapter 43 by Jiffer [ - ] (1215 words)
