Summary:
I wish I could tell you this is just another love story. Boy meets girl, girl meets boy. Both fall in love and live happily ever after. Is that even possible?
Instead I'm going to tell a story of passion and the obstacles two people have to overcome as individuals before they can unite as one.
What happens when two people, struggling to overcome the same demons but living two completely different lives are brought together? Shayne is just beginning her journey into the unknown, her addictions slowly surfacing. AJ has already come to terms with his own struggles, but is still fighting them each and every day.
Maybe they are brought together for a reason. But is it for the better or for the worse?
Rated: NC-17
Categories: Fanfiction >
Backstreet Boys Characters: AJ
Genres: Drama,
Romance Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content
Challenges: Series: None
Chapters: 37
Completed: No
Word count: 106784
Read: 7946
Published: 10/07/09
Updated: 06/01/10
1. ~*Set in Stone*~ by McKelly [ - ] (1313 words)
All feedback is appreciated!
2. ~*Fatal Distraction*~ by McKelly [ - ] (1052 words)
3. ~*Verbal Sketches*~ by McKelly [ - ] (4066 words)
Just a heads up to any new readers out there. I started writing this long before we knew any details on AJ's album and artists he worked with. So a lot of it was left up to the old reliable imagination. :) I could also argue that it's a work of fiction...so what I say goes. LOL Regardless, hope you enjoy it.
4. ~*Bitter Grind*~ by McKelly [ - ] (3537 words)
5. ~*Mood Music*~ by McKelly [ - ] (4165 words)
6. ~*Sexual Emancipation*~ by McKelly [ - ] (4227 words)
This chapter is NC-17! Don't say I didn't warn ya. ;) Enjoy and don't forget to leave feedback.
7. ~* Regret Regret*~ by McKelly [ - ] (1173 words)
It's a short chapter, but that's just how it worked out this time around. Enjoy!
8. ~*Another One, Please*~ by McKelly [ - ] (2119 words)
Please leave feedback and let me know what you think about the direction it's going. Feedback really does help. :)
9. ~*Back To The Nitty Gritty*~ by McKelly [ - ] (1770 words)
10. ~*The Brass Room*~ by McKelly [ - ] (2052 words)
11. ~*Bang Bang*~ by McKelly [ - ] (2465 words)
Just wanna thank everyone for reading my story. Hope ya'll are enjoying it so far. Let me know what you think! :)
12. ~*Underestimated Overstimulated*~ by McKelly [ - ] (3247 words)
13. ~*Could We*~ by McKelly [ - ] (1418 words)
Holler! Don't forget to lead feedback. Feel free to follow me on Twitter. I will let ya know when I update from there. @mckelly.
14. ~*Righting The Wrong*~ by McKelly [ - ] (2022 words)
15. ~*Caught In The Act*~ by McKelly [ - ] (2445 words)
16. ~*Sleep*~ by McKelly [ - ] (1981 words)
17. ~*Laugh It Off*~ by McKelly [ - ] (2650 words)
18. ~*Unsuspecting Monday Afternoon*~ by McKelly [ - ] (2874 words)
Hey ya'll! Hope you are still around out there in fanfic land awaiting my return from a much needed BSB hiatus. Don't hate me, it sometimes happens. And I had a serious case of writer's block, real time life kinda took over and before I knew it almost 3 months had passed. Inspiration kinda struck a couple weeks ago and the urge to write IS again has been slowly creeping back up. Hope you still enjoy it. Please leave feedback. That seems to really encourage me to keep writing. Lots of love and lots of pickles! *kiss*
19. ~*Tears and Fears for Affairs*~ by McKelly [ - ] (2075 words)
As predicted, another update. Let me know what you think. And don't hate me for the direction it's taken. Hah.
20. ~*Game On*~ by McKelly [ - ] (2522 words)
Two updates in one day. Crankin' it out. Hope you guys like this one. It kinda hits a personal spot for me. Feedback is always appreciated, per usual. Oh yeah, and I introduced a seksi new character in the second part to this chapter. Hope you likey. Cause me likey. Peace, love & pickles! Kel ;)
21. ~*Shame*~ by McKelly [ - ] (3788 words)
Holler! I've noticed a few new readers so just wanted to say thanks for reading and the feedback and I hope you're enjoying my little tale. :) On that note, where the hell are my old school readers? Did I push you away with my lack of updates? lol Gimme a shout out if you are still reading! Love you guys!
~Kel
22. ~*Help To Make It Through The Night*~ by McKelly [ - ] (2538 words)
Enjoy, my lovelies! I might have another one coming later tonight. Don't forget to leave feedback. Follow me on Twatter for updates: @mckelly Peace! *kiss*
23. ~*Can't Change The Past*~ by McKelly [ - ] (3683 words)
Thanks for all of the great feedback, ladies (gents, maybe...you never know). I really appreciate it!
24. ~* Stay Or Let Go*~ by McKelly [ - ] (4174 words)
*~*GRAPHIC SEXUAL CONTENT*~* Yes another update, a frisky one at that. I really needed to write about sex, notgonnalie. lol But, this is it for tonight. This gal's gotta be up in 5 friggin hours. If I could I would stay home from work tomorrow just so I could keep writing, but since that's not an option, I am going to fall into a much needed slumber. :sadface: lol
25. ~*Tender Lovin' Care*~ by McKelly [ - ] (3340 words)
Enjoy! Thanks, for all the feedback over the last several chapters. Sorry, if I have directly responded. It sometimes gets away from me. But it really does motivate me. :)
26. ~*Goodbye, Self*~ by McKelly [ - ] (3329 words)
Holler! Sorry it's been a few days since I last updated. A little story behind the lyrics featured in this chapter. They are mine. Please don't steal them. That is all. Enjoy! :)
Oh yeah, I made a few edits to the IS banner. Let me know what you think.
27. ~*Therapy Therapy - Boom Boom Boom*~ by McKelly [ - ] (4316 words)
Another update. Need sleep. This chapter is kinda heavy, not gonna lie. But it is what it is. I wanted to create an opportunity to give a little more of a background story to Shayne and her issues and this seemed like a pretty good opportunity. Didn't realize it would be so long. LOL Anyway, hope you enjoy it, my lovelies! *smooches*
28. ~*Relative Reality*~ by McKelly [ - ] (3068 words)
Another day another chapter. Enjoy! AJ's departure is slowly approaching. Let the tears begin!
29. ~*Distance Makes The Heart Grow Harder*~ by McKelly [ - ] (3122 words)
Another chapter is live. Let me know what you guys think. ~Kel
30. ~*Words*~ by McKelly [ - ] (4070 words)
Another update tonight. I wanted to touch on something before ya'll start to reading. I just want to stress how important and encouraging reviews are. The further I get into this story, the more I would like to hear your feedback. Do you like the direction? Do you not like it? Any ideas where you think it should go? Anything. It can be very frustrating for us writers to watch our read count grow vastly, but you don't know if people actually like your story. So, please. Take a couple of seconds and let me know your thoughts. I really appreciate it and it helps me keep going sometimes when I'm struggling with what to write next, ya know? Anyways, as always, hope you enjoy it and thank you so much for reading! ~Kel
31. ~*Destiny Calling*~ by McKelly [ - ] (2873 words)
Final chapter for the night. I gotta say, I really enjoyed writing this chapter. I hope you guys like it too. Don't forget to holler at me in the feedback section. Sleep well, my friends. :) ~Kel
32. ~*All In The Family*~ by McKelly [ - ] (4790 words)
Hope you guys enjoy this one. I'm trying to incorporate AJ's life into the picture just a little more. We'll see how it goes. Haha. Enjoy! ~Kel
33. ~*Kawasaki*~ by McKelly [ - ] (2478 words)
I know, I know. It's a terribly short chapter. But had a kept going it would have turned into it's own story. Had to cut it off somewhere. Enjoy! ~Kel
34. ~*On The Spot*~ by McKelly [ - ] (3498 words)
Another chapter for ya'll. Hope you enjoy it! Don't forget to leave feedback. :)
35. ~*I Love You Because I Need To*~ by McKelly [ - ] (2130 words)
Once again, the lyrics in the chapter are mine. Please respect them. Also let me know what you think. Just a quick shout out to everyone reading. Thank you so much. Hope you are continuing to enjoy the story. Thoughts and feedback is always appreciated! Oh yeah...feel free to follow me on Twatter for updates. @mckelly ~Kel
36. ~*Times Are Changin'*~ by McKelly [ - ] (2808 words)
Hello all! Thought I'd have a few more updates than just this one, but I got hit with a bit of writer's block. We'll see how well I can work through it in the next couple of chapters. Enjoy and don't forget to leave feedback! Love ya! ~Kel
37. ~*Control*~ by McKelly [ - ] (3606 words)
At long last, an update. Enjoy! FEEDBACK FEEDBACK FEEDBACK! It's kinda crucial right now. On a whim, I just kinda took the story in a whole new direction than I had originally intended. It happens a lot. lol Nevertheless, enjoy. Love you guys! ~Kel
