Summary: "Nick. This is us. - Brian said, leaning his chin upon Nick's shoulder as his arms clinged around him. - What we've been through, what we have been able to fight and win... everything that's under the bridge is what has shaped us into who we are now. I wouldn't change anything. But I won't let it define us. We're more than that. We are us."
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 18082
Read Count: 7057
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Published: 09/09/17 » Updated: 07/03/18
Published: 09/09/17 » Updated: 07/03/18
Summary: "How come I was the last to know
Took the stage then you stole the show
Another unsuspecting Sunday afternoon.
Everything happened on Sundays. The beginning, the being finally together and the realization that happily ever after wasn't meant for them. But on an unsuspecting Sunday Afternoon, Frick went to Frack and their story began.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Death, Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 10632
Read Count: 4152
Took the stage then you stole the show
Another unsuspecting Sunday afternoon.
Everything happened on Sundays. The beginning, the being finally together and the realization that happily ever after wasn't meant for them. But on an unsuspecting Sunday Afternoon, Frick went to Frack and their story began.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Death, Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 10632
Read Count: 4152
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Published: 08/11/17 » Updated: 08/24/17
Published: 08/11/17 » Updated: 08/24/17
Summary: Nick knew he had made a promise to the fans. He knew he should have been at the after party but he couldn't miss the chance to spend a night together with Brian.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 718
Read Count: 1040
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 718
Read Count: 1040
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Published: 08/02/17 » Updated: 08/02/17
Published: 08/02/17 » Updated: 08/02/17
Summary: The sequel to Unsuspecting Sunday
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Howie, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Sexual Content, Slash M/M
Series: Sick as My Secrets
Chapters: 82 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 212043
Read Count: 253089
“We had it all, this love so strong. Now everything we had is gone. If you could read my mind, you’d know I’ve crossed that line…”
While Nick struggles to deal with what happened on the cruise, Howie’s indiscretions lead to dire consequences.Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Howie, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Sexual Content, Slash M/M
Series: Sick as My Secrets
Chapters: 82 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 212043
Read Count: 253089
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Published: 02/26/14 » Updated: 06/17/17
Published: 02/26/14 » Updated: 06/17/17
Summary: “Brian’s head was underwater but he was breathing fine, ‘cause he had Nick by his side and, somehow, things were going to be just fine.”
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 8408
Read Count: 1059
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 8408
Read Count: 1059
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Published: 05/12/16 » Updated: 05/12/16
Published: 05/12/16 » Updated: 05/12/16
Summary: After a hate crime left him wounded and shattered, Brian is ready to raise up again.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fantasy
Warnings: Slash M/M, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 8895
Read Count: 883
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fantasy
Warnings: Slash M/M, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 8895
Read Count: 883
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Published: 03/13/16 » Updated: 03/13/16
Published: 03/13/16 » Updated: 03/13/16
Summary: Together we’ll face it all
If I love myself , I lose it all
Now Brian finally realized that he didn't have to face it all alone.
He wasn't alone. Because Nick will always be there for him, to fight along with with him.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Fantasy, Supernatural
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 5263
Read Count: 878
If I love myself , I lose it all
Now Brian finally realized that he didn't have to face it all alone.
He wasn't alone. Because Nick will always be there for him, to fight along with with him.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Fantasy, Supernatural
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 5263
Read Count: 878
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Published: 02/15/16 » Updated: 02/15/16
Published: 02/15/16 » Updated: 02/15/16
Summary: Nick just wished that, one day in the near future, Brian would start to believe in himself once again.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 3662
Read Count: 665
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 3662
Read Count: 665
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Published: 11/13/15 » Updated: 11/13/15
Published: 11/13/15 » Updated: 11/13/15
Summary:
What is your prayer?” Brian asked while his fingers started to play with Nick’s jeans, needing and desiring them to be just off.
Nick’s face didn’t skip a beat, coming to face Brian’s; his lips brushed against Nick’s nose, before leaving a trail of kisses and caresses upon their playmates.
“I’ve just one prayer. I just want that this God I’m holding would only start to love what this devoted believer loves more than anything in this world.”
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 3472
Read Count: 1056
What is your prayer?” Brian asked while his fingers started to play with Nick’s jeans, needing and desiring them to be just off.
Nick’s face didn’t skip a beat, coming to face Brian’s; his lips brushed against Nick’s nose, before leaving a trail of kisses and caresses upon their playmates.
“I’ve just one prayer. I just want that this God I’m holding would only start to love what this devoted believer loves more than anything in this world.”
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 3472
Read Count: 1056
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Published: 05/12/15 » Updated: 05/12/15
Published: 05/12/15 » Updated: 05/12/15
Summary:
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys, Fanfiction > Music > New Kids on the Block
Characters: Brian, Donnie, Group
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content
Series: Bad Girls Club
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 21153
Read Count: 4085
Mikela's storybook romance with Brian was slowly falling apart.
Would a weekend intervention by their friends open his eyes to what they had or open Mikela's to the truth that there was no longer a them.
Would a decoy love interest turn out to be something more? Don't turn out the lights because the truth could be staring you in the face.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys, Fanfiction > Music > New Kids on the Block
Characters: Brian, Donnie, Group
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content
Series: Bad Girls Club
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 21153
Read Count: 4085
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Published: 04/02/12 » Updated: 04/16/12
Published: 04/02/12 » Updated: 04/16/12
Summary: 
What happens when you fall in love with someone who you weren't supposed to? What happens when they use those emotions that you feel for their own form of pleasure? What if you just can't let go of them even though you know you should? What do you do if you almost miss your shot at true love because you are too hung up on what happened to you in the past? What happens when you finally let go and realize that everything you need was always right there in front of you ready to love you without question? "I need you to know, that you can let go"
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 62728
Read Count: 87932
What happens when you fall in love with someone who you weren't supposed to? What happens when they use those emotions that you feel for their own form of pleasure? What if you just can't let go of them even though you know you should? What do you do if you almost miss your shot at true love because you are too hung up on what happened to you in the past? What happens when you finally let go and realize that everything you need was always right there in front of you ready to love you without question? "I need you to know, that you can let go"
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 62728
Read Count: 87932
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Published: 04/23/09 » Updated: 07/04/09
Published: 04/23/09 » Updated: 07/04/09
Summary: Please take down the mistletoe
Cause I don't wanna think about that right now
Cause everything I want is miles away
In a snow covered little town
Mama's in the kitchen worrying about me
Seasons greetings hope you're well
I'm doing alright if you were wondering
Lately I can never tell
I know this shouldn't be a lonely time
But there were Christmases when you were mine
I've been doing fine without you, really
Up until the nights got cold
Everybody's here except you, baby
Seems like everyone's got someone to hold
But for me it's just a lonely time
Cause there were Christmases when you were mine
Merry Christmas everybody
That'll have to be something I just say this year
Bet you got your mom another sweater
Were your cousins late again?
When you were putting up the lights this year
Did you notice one less pair of hands?
I know this shouldn't be a lonely time
But there were Christmases when I didn't
Wonder how you are tonight
Cause there were Christmases when you were mine
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 7155
Read Count: 1538
Cause I don't wanna think about that right now
Cause everything I want is miles away
In a snow covered little town
Mama's in the kitchen worrying about me
Seasons greetings hope you're well
I'm doing alright if you were wondering
Lately I can never tell
I know this shouldn't be a lonely time
But there were Christmases when you were mine
I've been doing fine without you, really
Up until the nights got cold
Everybody's here except you, baby
Seems like everyone's got someone to hold
But for me it's just a lonely time
Cause there were Christmases when you were mine
Merry Christmas everybody
That'll have to be something I just say this year
Bet you got your mom another sweater
Were your cousins late again?
When you were putting up the lights this year
Did you notice one less pair of hands?
I know this shouldn't be a lonely time
But there were Christmases when I didn't
Wonder how you are tonight
Cause there were Christmases when you were mine
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 7155
Read Count: 1538
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Published: 04/25/09 » Updated: 04/25/09
Published: 04/25/09 » Updated: 04/25/09
