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Summary: Past Featured Story
Everyone knows that a child's heart gives one of the purest forms of love. They love without knowing how, when, or why. They love unconditionally and selflessly. They love for who someone is, not for what they can achieve out of that love. They cherish those who they love the most, refusing to part with them under any circumstances. And, through a harrowing journey, it takes a child's broken heart to show Brian and Nick just how important true love can be.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 59 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 354187
Read Count: 119780


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07/23/06 » Updated: 05/09/08
Reviewer: rachel21 Signed
Date: 09/28/08 Title: Chapter 1: One : Help Me

I was really getting into this story until the whole Nat/Nick/AJ/Alana fiasco. Although Nat/Nick were in the wrong what the hell is Alana's problem? She gets jealous and angry when Nat is anywhere near Nick and yet she was the one that told her to stay at her house. She always kissed AJ, slept in the same bed/bunk naked no less. What a hypocrite! I'm not surprised that Nick did almost did what he did. How much more was he going to take?

Ugh this story is so frustrating and I just want to bitch slap all the people in it. Minus Zachary and Baylee.

I really want to see what happens next. I would like to see Nick and Alana sit down and have a heart to heart and get everything out in the open. and AJ needs to fuck off. He's the most annoying out of everyone. lol

Casual by cabybakes Rated: NC-17 [ - ]
Summary: Past Featured Story

Quinn Mason is embarking on a new job in a new city with a new outlook on life and dating. What she never expected was to meet a man that would completely catch her off guard. Will Quinn be able to keep it "casual"?


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 50 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 200164
Read Count: 70606


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04/09/08 » Updated: 05/06/11
Reviewer: rachel21 Signed
Date: 05/06/09 Title: Chapter 42: Chapter 42: Bang My Head

I agree that Mazi needs to grow up. I understand that its hard for her to just be so open but its getting to the point where its not funny anymore. But Nick needs to do some growing up too. He always lets sex get in the way instead of talking to her. He's keeping all his emotion to himself instead of talking it it out w/ her. Easier said than done. ;)

Great update! I can't wait for more. :-)

Author's Response:

Thank you for pointing out that Nick needs to grow up too!  You are dead on...he isn't perfect (although I know that is hard for some Nick fans to believe)!  One of the things I have really tried to do in this story is create a human side of Nick that is flawed and imperfect...all of these character flaws are big ones, and although he was Prince Charming in many ways early in the story, reality is settling in and we are seeing who he truly is.  Jake is the catalyst, but these things would have come out eventually in a relationship. 

Quinn has some growing to do, she has created quite the trainwreck here, albeit unintentionally, it is what it is, and she is very responsible for what is happening here!

More to come, thanks for reading and reviewing!

Summary:

She had always known what she wanted and had worked hard to make her dreams a reality, nothing would come between her and her ambitions....


....even if it meant saying goodbye to him


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 61 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 253726
Read Count: 151229


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06/05/08 » Updated: 07/06/10
Reviewer: rachel21 Signed
Date: 10/03/08 Title: Chapter 17: Just like a pill

Omg. He seriously checked the bottle. Oh no he didn't. I wonder how he's going to explain this and I hope its not the I was looking for meds excuse. I want more drama. lol.

Great job! I can't wait for more. :-)

Author's Response: I know how awful is that? He doesn't trust her and the shit is really going to hit the fan! Drama is soon to follow!

Reviewer: rachel21 Signed
Date: 04/16/09 Title: Chapter 1: When it all comes crashing down

Wow, what a great chapter. I was wondering there for awhile is Adie was going to Nick, or away from him. I'm so happy that she did but I have a feeling its not going to be the welcome she wanted. and Nick, to be thinking about custody at the end :-/ I can't wait for more!

Reviewer: rachel21 Signed
Date: 04/24/09 Title: Chapter 42: One Step At A Time

Great chapter. I think the way you portray some of the fans is spot on. lol Their some crazy girls out there. Anyway keep up the great work and now I'm waiting for the drama coming up. I can't even guess what it is. :-)

Author's Response: Thanks for the review hun. You will get drama in the next chappie I am sure and I think it will be very shocking!

Reviewer: rachel21 Signed
Date: 04/30/09 Title: Chapter 43: All Good Things Come To An End

Oh my god. No. This chapter just hit close to home. A friend of mines cousin went for a checkup and the doc couldnt find a heartbeat. :( I really hope Adie is dreaming, or Nick is dreaming. Nooooo. Now I know why you said it was going to shock me. :(

Author's Response:

I'm sorry about your cousin's friend, I can't imagine how awful it must be to have to go threw something like that. Thanks for reviewing.

Reviewer: rachel21 Signed
Date: 05/04/09 Title: Chapter 43: All Good Things Come To An End

Congratulations on being story of the month! You deserve it! :-)

Author's Response: Thanks hun!

Reviewer: rachel21 Signed
Date: 05/06/09 Title: Chapter 44: Long Road To Ruin

This was so heartbreaking, brought me to tears. i agree with mary, i'm going to have to be mad at you for awhile. :p I can't believe they lost Molly. I'm really curious about the next couple of chapters and what direction its going to take Nick and Adie. Great work. Can't wait for more! :-)

Author's Response: It is going to take them in many directions, loosing a child has to be one of the worst thing a couple can go through. It is going to be a very challenging time for the pair that is for sure! Thanks for the review hun!

Reviewer: rachel21 Signed
Date: 05/11/09 Title: Chapter 46: The Pieces Don't Fit Here Anymore

Ok after watching this weeks greys anatomy and then reading this i don't think i have any tears left for now. man. this chapter was heartbreaking. i feel for adie, i really do but nick is going through the same thing. i really do wonder if they'll come back from this and how you'll go about it. i want a happy ending but they can only take so much heartbreak.

great update! i cant wait for more. :)

Author's Response: You are the first person who feels for Adie so thank you! I didnt really set out for her to be the villan but I understand why people feel the way they do towards her. She's just a bit too focused on her own pain, it just hurts too much for her to realise that Nick is hurting just as much as she is. Maybe he is partly to blame for that too because he already told her he was hiding his emotions to protect her. Thanks for the review!

Reviewer: rachel21 Signed
Date: 02/24/13 Title: Chapter 61: Beautifully Broken

I really miss this story. :)

Once In A Blue Moon by summer Rated: R [ - ]
Summary:

You love, you lose, you learn...then you learn to love all over again. Because sometimes...the place that may seem like the end...may very well be the beginning.


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Death, Sexual Content
Series: Beneath The Moon
Chapters: 64 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 213628
Read Count: 116088


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01/05/09 » Updated: 08/16/11
Reviewer: rachel21 Signed
Date: 07/29/10 Title: Chapter 59: Chapter Fifty-Nine

Poor Dianna. I'd freak out too if I found out I was having twins. LOL

AJ really needs to talk to her about touring. Poor thing doesn't know that ride she's in for.

Author's Response: LOL I know right; she already doesn't want any and now she's gonna have two. What's a girl to do. Alex needs to get his butt in gear and discuss the tour with her. I'm sure he will soon. Thanks so much!

Reviewer: rachel21 Signed
Date: 07/29/10 Title: Chapter 60: Chapter Sixty

I'm glad he told her about touring. It needed to be discussed.

Good for Morgan for holding her own. So like a man to get turned on by that. LOL

Great chapter, can't wait for more!

Author's Response: Thank you :) Morgan can definitely take care of herself. LOL and yes, AJ is definitely a man like that.

Riding the Waves by AJBrianFan Rated: R [ - ]
Summary: Just when Alex McLean thought he was living life exactly the way he wanted to, his past comes back to haunt him in more ways than one. Will he find the strength to move on from it for good? Will he be able to cope with the difficult days that lie ahead?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Group
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 39 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 96772
Read Count: 81205


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Published:
09/19/09 » Updated: 12/03/10
Reviewer: rachel21 Signed
Date: 08/08/10 Title: Chapter 34: Chapter 34

Man he really needs to get his shit together or he's going to lose Kim.

I want a girl. :-)

Great job. Can't wait for more!

Author's Response: I certainly hope not, but who knows?

Thank you so much for your answer, so far it's Boy: 1 - Girl: 2 based on votes. lol My readers' opinions and input are very important to me, but I can't make any promises on whether "Gumby" will be a he or she just yet. I'm just hoping that the votes will help me decide. lol Thank you so much for the review, sometimes it's hard to feel inspired to write when I don't receive any feedback. But now that I have I'm gonna make sure to get a move on with this chapter, I feel bad about these monthly updates. :( lol Thanks again!

Shades Of Gray by summer Rated: R [ - ]
Summary: Past Featured Story

Life doesn't always give you what you want. Sometimes it gives you what you need...rather you realize it or not.


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 188386
Read Count: 72452


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Published:
05/07/10 » Updated: 01/01/12
Reviewer: rachel21 Signed
Date: 08/25/10 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter Twenty-Seven

Well at least he made the effort. And she's right, he needs to do it for himself, not for her, or the baby. Great stuff can't wait to read more! :-D

Author's Response: Thank you :) Let's hope he listens to her and gets that help. And yes, points to Alex for making the effort.

Reviewer: rachel21 Signed
Date: 10/11/10 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter Twenty-Nine

I was loving this chapter until Renee. lol Brielle felt she had to do what was best for all them. I think her parents found out she wasn't pregnant after all and that is why they decided to leave. We'll see what happens.

Author's Response: LOL Yeah Renee tends to put a sour note on things. And you're right, she was doing what she thought was best. That's interesting about Renee's parents. Thanks so much for the feedback!