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Real Name: Farah
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Been a Backstreet Boys fan since I heard As Long As You Love Me on the radio in 1998.

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Do You Remember? by Mare Rated: G Liked [ - ]
Summary: Nick writes a letter to his mother on Mother's Day.




Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1436
Read Count: 820


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05/07/05 » Updated: 05/07/05
Reviewer: Sosa Lola Signed
Date: 06/16/15 Title: Chapter 1: 1

Knowing how Nick's home life was and his lousy relationship with both his parents, reading this really really hurt. I don't doubt that before the fame and money and despite the yelling, Nick's parents used to be loving in their own way.

Author's Response: I hope they were. I'm kind of doubting it, but I'm sure the money didn't help the situation at all. It's very sad. Thanks for reading!

Show Me A Reason by Rose Rated: PG-13 [ - ]
Summary:

The time has come but you know that it’s not too late...

Nick hates himself, hates his life, and hates everyone around him. What he wants more than anything is for it all to end. But sometimes, when all you wish for is to just lay down and die, you finally find a reason to live.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Supernatural
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 38982
Read Count: 40546


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06/30/14 » Updated: 02/07/15
Reviewer: Sosa Lola Signed
Date: 06/10/15 Title: Chapter 18: The Letter

I have read this story in one whole sitting. I've just read AJ's mother's book so it was wonderful to see some of it depicted in your story. I haven't bought Nick's book - wish I did - so I'm not sure what events in your story reflected what he had revealed.

The part about Kevin losing a child during the Never Gone tour was extremely heartbreaking. Seeing as it took him and Kristin a long time to have their first son, I can believe that it actually happened.

I think the most shocking chapter was Brian's death - wow, that really shook me up. All chapters about the what if futures were so sad: drunk Kevin, sick Alex, stuck in a loveless marriage Howie, and dead Brian.

I also enjoyed the second chapter with little Nick and his mother - I wish there are more fics with BSB just starting or before Kevin and Brian joined.

The ending warmed my heart a lot. I love when Brian and Nick sort out their differences and learn to become friends again.

Author's Response: Awww well thank you! I had several BSB books with me and I think you'll really enjoy Nick's book once you do buy it/read it. I stole a few things from his book or alluded to them. There used to be a lot of rumors about Kevin and Kristen when he first left about them losing a child. I have no idea if it ever happened but I felt it could be possible. I've toyed with the idea of writing a back in the day fic, maybe when I finish the one I have going lol. I'm really glad you enjoyed it! I love seeing out of the blue reviews on finished stories :).