Absolute Chaos
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Penname: Anastacia [Contact]
Real name: Anastacia
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Member Since: 06/16/03
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Let's see, I'm an twenty three year old registered nurse. I have a geniune interest in writing, because it helps me alleviate a lot of pain that I deal with. I'm always into meeting new people, too. I also do a ton of co-writing. So, if you're interesting in co-writing, drop me an email. If you're interested in talking, drop me an email. I love email - makes my world go round! I'm quite attached to my AIM Messenger. so please feel free to use that, too.





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Stories by Anastacia
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Four years have passed since AJ and Lauren took different paths amidst a bitter goodbye. In the wake of their self-destructive relationship, friendships become strained. Nastasia finds herself tangled in a web of lies that threaten to consume her while Howie attempts to show her that sometimes life is worth a second chance.


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Violence
Challenges: None
Series: Second Chances
Chapters: 49 Completed: No Word count: 366565
[Report This] Published: 01/05/08 Updated: 01/09/10


Summary: A boring night at a convenience store is anything but once five men step inside... and into two women's lives.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: AJ, Group, Kevin
Genres: Action, Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: Yes Word count: 47288
[Report This] Published: 03/20/06 Updated: 06/16/08


Summary: Past Featured Story
Everyone knows that a child's heart gives one of the purest forms of love. They love without knowing how, when, or why. They love unconditionally and selflessly. They love for who someone is, not for what they can achieve out of that love. They cherish those who they love the most, refusing to part with them under any circumstances. And, through a harrowing journey, it takes a child's broken heart to show Brian and Nick just how important true love can be.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: Brian, Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Violence
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 59 Completed: No Word count: 354187
[Report This] Published: 07/23/06 Updated: 05/09/08


A Stitch In Time by Anastacia Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 4]
Summary: The lives of Harry Potter and those whom he befriended through his years at Hogwart’s School of Witchcraft and Wizardry have never been neatly packaged. Since that first year it seems that everyone has lived under the effects of a powerful confundus charm that effect the seemingly orderly conduction of life. Whether it be trolls attacking the grounds or the infamous Weasley twins reeking havoc with their disastrously powerful treats in the Skiving Snackboxes or some other nonsense… And after The Boy Who Lived defeated Lord Voldermort and became The Man Who Conquered Death, life has yet to settle into a peaceful tale of sequential events. Nineteen years have instead provided an abundant source of disarray. But they truly wouldn’t have it any other way.
Categories: Fanfiction > Harry Potter Characters: Ginny Weasley, Harry Potter, Hermione Granger, Ron Weasley
Genres: Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Death, Sexual Content
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 1383
[Report This] Published: 04/27/08 Updated: 04/27/08


Summary: She never thought she would win, and he never thought he would be chosen. Through trials and tribulations, they will see what true love is and how it can last forever.






Categories:
Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: Howie
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Completed: No Word count: 48808
[Report This] Published: 07/15/06 Updated: 04/11/08


His Shame by Anastacia Rated: R [Reviews - 62]
Summary:

He lives in Hell. The hands that are suppose to carress him strike out in painful blows. A voice that is supposed to soothe his worries instead torments him daily. Someone who is supposed to love him unconditionally belittles him till he is nothing. He fears that death is inevitible, but is stuck in the continuing cycle of pain, anger, torment, and horror. A truly wicked monster haunts him. And it's his secret.





Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Content, Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Completed: No Word count: 21112
[Report This] Published: 03/13/07 Updated: 01/15/08


Kiss Me, Claus by Anastacia Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

Anticipating the arrival of Santa Claus, Nick Carter can hardly believe the surprise waiting for him on an interesting Christmas Eve.


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: AJ, Brian, Nick
Genres: Humor
Warnings: Sexual Content, Slash M/M
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1491
[Report This] Published: 01/07/08 Updated: 01/07/08


Summary: He saw her. He wanted her. He vowed to get her. By any means necessary. Any.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: AJ, Brian, Group
Genres: Angst, Drama, Horror, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Completed: No Word count: 48923
[Report This] Published: 09/27/07 Updated: 11/18/07


Summary:

When she came into his life, Nick Carter knew that things had to change. No more parties. No more groupies. No more drinking. No more cigarettes. No more one-night-stands. Everything in his life had to be for her. Everything in his life had to be about her. After all, she was his everything. But, somewhere along that road of zealous purity, he lost himself. Had forgotten what was so special about himself. Had forgotten what he truly needed. That is, until another woman came along…



Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Content
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: No Word count: 13440
[Report This] Published: 07/18/07 Updated: 10/29/07


Summary: Abuse, ridicule and pain should never be a daily part in one's life. But unfortunately, it was for two people who had grown to have 'perfect lives'. Low self-esteem and dangerous ways to cope will be confronted and possibly eliminated when they least expect it. They soon find out that their 'perfect lives' will never be the same.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: Howie
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Domestic Violence, Sexual Content, Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: No Word count: 47918
[Report This] Published: 08/22/05 Updated: 10/09/07


Summary:

Co-Written with Shrinkingviolet


Taunted by the murderer of his girlfriend, AJ McLean is faced with the terrible realization that the beast has decided to strike again. Uprooting himself from the mourning, he decides to become a hero and stop the monster before he can kill again. Nick, faced with drawing the shortest straw and forced to look after AJ, follows the man into the depths of Hell, could never anticipate what could be found in the ashes that remain after a true crime of passion.


Co-Written with Shrinkingviolet


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: AJ, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Child Abuse, Death, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Content, Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Completed: No Word count: 38824
[Report This] Published: 02/25/07 Updated: 05/24/07


A Twist of Fate by Anastacia Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 27]
Summary:

Despite the pains of having a dysfunctional family, Nick Carter knew that he could always count on his childhood friend, Grace, to help him through the toughest situations. She was one of many firsts in his life and the only woman to love him for who he truly was. She should have been the woman he married, but he had missed that opportunity and allowed time to take them on different paths. Now, when life takes a drastic turn for Grace, she calls for Nick to be her strength. Rushing to be by her side, he vows to give her his all once more, hoping that this turn of fate could give them what they both had longed for.



Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Death, Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Content
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: No Word count: 15239
[Report This] Published: 02/20/07 Updated: 03/21/07


Summary:

Much Anticipated Sequel to Bring Me To Life


Collaboration with Shrinkingviolet


Brought back to life with the love of a good woman, Kevin finds himself blissfully married as Howie prepares to travel down the aisle with the woman he adores. But as time passes, colors seem to fade as fate rises up against their blissful existence. Kevin finds himself losing touch with the woman he gave up everything for as the past comes back to haunt him with a new surprise. Howie fights to hold onto the woman who gave him the passion for life as Nick careens out of control. The darkness seems great as the couples beg and plead for the light to wake them up inside.


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Content, Violence
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Completed: No Word count: 28237
[Report This] Published: 09/20/06 Updated: 03/07/07


Heated Rivals by Anastacia Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 167]
Summary:

*Co-Written w/ Starry Eyes*

Senior year is supposed to be the golden year in a teenager's life, but not for these six particular teenagers. Strife, grief, pain, and a wedded union bring three unlikely teenagers together as siblings, while the other teenagers hover around the volcano about to errupt, because two of the children are thrown against each other as bitter rivals. Neither preparing to back down from the fight that might cost them a great deal more than their pride.

*Co-Written w/ Starry Eyes*



Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: Brian, Group, Howie
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Domestic Violence, Graphic Violence, Sexual Content, Sexual Assault/Rape
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 46 Completed: No Word count: 246094
[Report This] Published: 06/01/04 Updated: 11/12/06


Secret Haven by Anastacia Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

In the setting of the cold winter's bladed edge, she waits for him. So many words have been spoken between them leading to this moment, but so many words have also been left unsaid. Tonight could be the of their pain and heartache, but only if they trust in one another. Hidden in the safety of their secret haven.



Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: AJ
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 3010
[Report This] Published: 10/23/06 Updated: 10/23/06