Summary: "Right, I muttered as I rolled my eyes at my own reflection from the wall mirror. A reflected image of me having swelling eyebags proved just how much I missed my sleep and last night was like any other nights where I did not sleep at all. Not that I did not try but the thought of losing one of my brothers kept haunting me at the back of my head and so it automatically generated one kind of restlessness throughout the entire night." - Howie's POV in May Picture Challenge.

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Howie, Nick
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 3688
Read Count: 1065

Summary: His heart swelled by Kevin’s departure and if only his big brother knew what he had gone through then maybe he would not be putting up that mask of calmness in front of him. It was behind those walls of his home, he found solace embracing him. Behind the silent lucidity of those lifeless closets was where he found his safest place to hide all his fragility outbursts from the painful truth, the media and even the fans.

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Kevin, Nick
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1504
Read Count: 1073

Summary: Told in Nick's POV, title says it all :)
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 836
Read Count: 756

Summary: The 10 Times Nick hugged Brian and the 1 time he didn't.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 950
Read Count: 1211

Summary: AJ makes an unknowing wish on the magic beanie - he gets more than what he wished for.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Nick
Genres: Humor
Warnings: None
Series: Magical Beanie
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 2766
Read Count: 684

Summary: One of the Boys looks back on the years during a performance.



This is for the May picture challenge.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 681
Read Count: 789

Summary: A Nick Carter fanfic.

They met by chance, but ended up becomimg great friends, and over time, Emily had admittedly fallen inlove with Nick. As time went on though, their friendship suffered as Nick took the people in his life for granted. That is until the faitful day he nearly lost his best friend, and his life changed forever.

*side note*

Just wanted to let everyone know this is my first fanfic so bare with me. Also, this may seem like it's another typical 'friends fall in love' fanfic but as you read, you'll see that that's more like a subtopic and the catalyst for the main theme(s), which is dominantly internal struggle/regret.

Anyway, thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy it. It's not too long either, for those of your turned off by the longer fanfics! :)

P.S. There's a song used in this story that is an original, which I wrote specifically for the story but its just lyrics so if you happen to like it and wanted to know more about it, that's pretty much it lol. Maybe one day Nick will record it for me (haha yea right).
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 37497
Read Count: 30570