I Wish by Gravity 721
Chapter 1 by Gravity 721
Author's Notes:
This is one of my favorite visuals. Back when I used to write more than I do now (shame on me I know), I used to write a lot of visuals. Sometimes people would request them and I was and still am always willing to do so. Well, my friend and I used to write a lot of visuals for each other, this is one of them. I thought it'd be a nice surprise for her one day, she really enjoyed it. I held off on posting it in my site because at the time, it was kind of a touchy subject. Anyway, it's up now and I thought I'd share it here too! I hope you like,

Enjoy!
Turning in her seat, she grabbed her drink and sipped at it slowly. Always the same people, same boring crap. She bobbed her head along with the music playing; closing her eyes and letting it vibrate through her body.

Slowly she opened her eyes and looked around, she wondered if her friend would be there as he had been the last couple of weekends. He gave her something to look forward to, something to dream about, and she had been dreaming since the last time she saw him, it was the only thing that got her through the week.

Erin waved the man away that had approached her and asked to dance, telling him she wasn’t interested, and she wasn’t. She was interested in one man and one man only, he need only but to show up and she’d be happy.

Looking down at her watch she sighed, he usually got there around eleven, and it was eleven forty five, what was keeping him? Maybe he wasn’t coming after all, the thought immediately took her out of the haze she’d been in. Well if he wasn’t showing up, then there was no point in her staying.

Finishing her drink, she turned to set the glass back on the counter and stilled, he was there. Her heartbeat accelerated, she shifted slightly, getting ready to stand when she stopped, noticing someone walking in with him. Her eyes narrowed as she took the woman in. She watched as the woman clung to his arm, looking at him possessively and giving everyone else dirty looks.

Erin could certainly understand how she’d want to be possessive over him, drawing her gaze over to him, where he’d stopped to talk to someone, she raised an eyebrow. He looked miserable, a slow smile spread over her lips, it was almost too sweet. Well things made more sense now that was for sure.

She had first seen her mystery guy a couple of weeks ago, they’d never actually spoken or talked, but flirted with each other across the room all night. Winking, making little gestures, but whenever she’d attempted to talk to him or go over to him, he’d leave, walk off. At first she was a little upset, but then she decided she liked the chase and so it went. For the next three weeks all they did was look at each other, never talked never touched and somehow for the time, it was enough. Now she understood his hesitancy.

Erin would not be dissuaded though, turning completely in her seat, she stared right at him, demanding him to look at her. It was as if he felt her eyes on him cause suddenly he turned, his gaze finding hers and locking.

She smiled seductively and tilted her head to the side, gesturing to the woman beside him. He opened his mouth as if to say something, when the woman nudged him a bit, trying to get his attention. She watched his lips move as he spoke to the woman, but couldn’t hear him, his eyes however, never left hers. Again the woman nudged him, clearly irritated and he yanked his arm out of her grasp, his gaze almost pleading with Erin to help him.

The woman grabbed at his arm again, and Erin’s gaze intensified, beckoning him forward and suddenly he did, pulling his arm away again and slowly starting towards her.

That old dog has chained you up alright
Give you everything you need
To live inside a twisted cage
Sleep beside an empty rage
I had a dream I was your hero


She took a deep breath, the moment she’d been dreaming of had finally come, she looked up at him as he approached. He stopped in front of her, taking her hand and pulling her out of her chair and into his arms, his lips were on hers, hard and fierce.

He pulled away, breathing ragged. “ I’ve been wanting to do that for so long.”

“Let’s get out of here.”

They turned, making their way out, ignoring the screams of the woman he’d come with and over to his car, getting in and taking off.

Somehow they made it to a hotel she assumed he was staying at, they could barely keep their composure as they made their way up to his room.

Once inside he turned to look at her and she grinned, finally, she had him right where she wanted him, even if it was only temporary. Tonight she would have him, tonight, he would be hers.

Damn I wish I was your lover
I'll rock you till the daylight comes
Make sure you are smiling and warm
I am everything
Tonight I'll be your mother I will
Do such things to ease your pain
Free your mind and you won't feel ashamed


“What’s your name baby?” She whispered.

“Alex”

She nodded, “Ok then, Alex. I plan on being with you tonight, I want you and I will have you.

Alex swallowed hard, moving to stand in front of her, looking at her intently. “I’m yours, take me.” He whispered.

Leaning in, she kissed him deeply, grabbing at his shirt and lifting it over his head and pulling it off, she felt him wrap his arms around her and pull her right up against him. Moving down, she unbuttoned his jeans and pushed them off along with his boxers, taking him in her hand instantly, he cried out softly, moaning in her ear.

Open up on the inside
Gonna fill you up
Gonna make you cry


“I can’t stand to see you so upset, so unhappy. She shouldn’t do that to you, but I can make it better, I can make you happy baby.”

“Y-yes, I want you to, I want you.”

“And I want you.”

She stroked him quickly, squeezing and pumping steadily.

“Damn…just…just like that, yes.” Alex moaned.

“I wanna see how hard you can get, I wanna feel you against me, and inside me.”

“Ohh…oh shit…please.” He moaned.

“It’s too bad you know…” she whispered, drawing his earlobe into her mouth before pulling away slightly. “…Too bad you can’t stay, too bad you’re not mine.”

“I-I’ll…I’ll stay.” He whimpered.

“You won’t, you won’t stay.”

This monkey can't stand to see you black and blue
Give you something sweet each time you
Come inside my jungle book
What is it just too good
Don't say you'll stay
'Cause then you go away


Erin felt him shudder and then go limp and she pulled away, kissing him deeply, her eyes slowly drifting shut. She whimpered softly as she felt herself being lifted and set carefully on the bed that suddenly appeared.

He moved slowly up her body, parting her legs and sliding a finger over her slowly, it was almost too much, too much to bear. She called out loudly, tightening around his fingers.

“So wet…so wet baby…”

And just when she thought she could handle no more, his tongue replaced his fingers and she arched against his mouth, calling out weakly.

“P-please, oh please!”

He continued to lap and tease her until finally her release came and she slumped back on the bed, panting hard.

Damn I wish I was your lover
I'll rock you till the daylight comes
Make sure you are smiling and warm
I am everything
Tonight I'll be your mother I will
Do such things to ease your pain
Free your mind and you won't feel ashamed


She had to have him now; she could wait no longer. “Alex, Alex please.”

“Shhh shhh babygirl…what’s your name?” He murmured, leaning in to nibble at her neck.

“Erin…”

“Well Erin, what do you say you show me how it’s done?”

Shucks, for me there is no other
You're the only shoe that fits
I can't imagine I'll grow out of it
Damn I wish I was your lover


Erin smiled; she’d show him alright. Sitting up, she pushed him back until he was laying on his back, staring up at her. She brought her leg around and straddled him.

“I wanna make you feel so good, I want to kiss you so deep, so full that you can’t breathe. If you’d only let me.”

Alex moved his hands up, cupping her breasts, rolling the hardened nipples between his fingers. “Yes”

“Alex…” She whimpered.

“Show me Erin, show me what you would do if you were mine…show me.” He whispered.

If I was your girl believe me
I'd turn on the Rolling Stones
We could groove along and feel much better
I could do it forever and ever
Give me an hour to kiss you
Walk through heaven's door I'm sure
We don't need no doctor to feel much better
Let me in
Forever and ever and ever and ever...


Erin moved down, lifting her hips and coming down over him slowly, calling out.

“Yes Erin…yes baby.”

“Oh Alex, so…so hard.” She moaned.

“Now…ride me Erin, ride me hard.” AJ breathed, pushing up into her gently.

Slowly she started to rock against him, making long strokes.

“You feel so good Erin, so good.”

Bracing her hands on his chest she continued to rock against him.

Alex looked into her eyes, suddenly pushing up into her a bit harder, licking his lips. Lifting a hand, he slowly slid a finger inside, rubbing at her clit. “Come on baby, harder, harder.” He grated out.

She moved faster and faster against him, her hips meeting his and grinding. “A-Alex, oh shit…”

“You’re close baby, I can feel it…”

“Alex!” She called.

He pounded into her, his hips coming up off the bed rapidly. She clenched around him, releasing, calling out loudly. Alex trembled against her as his release hit the same as hers, stilling in her and releasing hard.

I sat on a mountainside with peace of mind
I lay by the ocean making love to her with visions clear
Walked for days with no one near
And I return as chained and bound to you


They lay there, weak and sated, slowly Erin pulled away.

“So, what’d ya think?”

“Mmm, a guy could get used to this.”

“You should.” Erin whispered. “God, Alex, I wish I was yours. I’d be so good to you.”

“I know baby, I know.” Slowly he lifted his eyes his eyes to look into hers and their gazes locked.

Damn I wish I was your lover
I'll rock you till the daylight comes
Make sure you are smiling and warm
I am everything
Tonight I'll be your mother I will
Do such things to ease your pain
Free your mind and you won't feel ashamed


Erin blinked and shook her head, rubbing at her eyes. He smiled at her a bit and was once again nudged in the arm by the woman next to him.

She sighed heavily, too good to be true, too bad, damn her imagination. She watched as he winked at her and walked off into the club with the woman, her arm wrapped protectively around his waist.

Turning so that she faced the bar Erin grinned, slowly, turning her head a bit she watched as the couple made their way into the crowd and looked back down at her drink, the smile never fading.

Maybe wishes sometimes do come true.

Damn I Wish I Was Your Lover - By Sophie B. Hawkins


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