I never set out to change the family man into a bad boy, but God did I do a great job, well behind close doors anyways. He was still the same guy to his fans, but as soon as we were alone, the gloves came off.
It’s amazing how a few short months can change ones life so much.
I never realized what I had in front of me until it was to late and I had fucked it all up.
But in reality, I wouldn’t change anything for the world. Even though I messed everything up, and I had to walk away from the only man I’ve ever loved, I wouldn’t change it for the world.
I may have changed Brian Littrell’s life, but he also changed mine. And even though he may never know it, he gave me the greatest gift of all. Something that no one could or will ever take away from me.