Summary: 
A story about betrayal and heart ache. BSB and NKOTB, end up betray their best friend for a hot girlfriend and a webmaster from her point of view. All to make Nick Carter, her ex boyfriend happy. Her name is Christina.She is a normal Tennessee woman that has grown up in the love of the Backstreet Boys. She has many battles with the media and depression after this.
: Story is for the "Undo it" song challenge.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys, Fanfiction > Music > New Kids on the Block
Characters: AJ, Brian, Danny, Donnie, Group, Group, Howie, Joe, Jon, Jordan, Kevin, Nick, Other, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Dramedy
Warnings: Sexual Content
Challenges: Series: None
Chapters: 2
Completed: No
Word count: 549
Read: 2389
Published: 08/06/11
Updated: 09/01/11
It was a cold dark, dang night. I couldn't sleep. I would get too hot one minute, and then cold the next, I couldn't stop crying. Everything hurt from what they had done to me. I couldn't stop my tears, my fears, my lack of eating, then over eating, and my heart ache.
As I got out of bed to open the window. I looked at the church near our house. It was an old Catholic church with a Stain glass Jesus with sheep. I thought how could Nick, BSB, and NKOTB have lead me to this?
I sat back on my bed and began to cry again. 'This was going to be a long, hard week'. I thought. Then began to pray to God and Jesus again and then I thought of how it all began.
"Ok will you give me another chance please, Nick?" I heard myself saying as I re-lived the memory in my dream that night. "No" Nick told me. "But I apologized. I gave Howie 20 bucks, come on!" I begged him at work in my office for a cleaning company as a secretary. "No" he said as he shoowed me off.
I should have known by the way you passed me by
There was something in your eyes and it wasn’t right
I meet BSB a long time ago. It was simple a hug, a kiss on the cheek, 2 short versions of songs. Hi, I am Christina, my friends call me "Xie". lol I know based off the singer. I am blonde, long hair, I have it lightened, short, blue eyes, love dresses.
Then I meet her. She changed everything. I remember the beginning of it all. I meet them, and I thought they were so into me, but they weren't. They loved me so much, but they didn't. I prayered so much, but it NEVER matters, it seems like. I should have known they were looking past me, not at me.
But it was simple, Tabby Cat, We were best friends. Friends for life. Friends forever and ever. I was a fan, I had the posters, the magazines, I STILL HAVE THE CDs and a picture, she had them steal the rest. Don't you know what it's like to want to turn back time? To Undo something. What would it be like if you could literally rewrite days of your life or someone else's?
We meet, he signed an autograph before a concert, and then their website lady, she came and has been hacking me, magic on me, you name it, she has had them do it, asked them to do it, or had her and her rich friends try and hurt me, and not just publically in the media. Like we talked about you know?
But it hurts day and night. I dated these people, had sex with them, I LOVED THEM, and when I was 12, I thought I wouldn't LOVE any friends. Much less date Nick and have him, him, hurt me like that.
Will pray for me, ok? Love you tabby cat. <3333333 xxxxxooooooo :*:*:*:*:*:*:*:*:*::*:*::*:*s on the nose and hugs, blessings and prayers for you, HKBP again! Love you. Being from Tennessee isn't easy.