I'm Lost without you. by Dani824
Summary:

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Nick has just broken up with alot of girlfriends and "one night" girls. He is feeling down when he meets the love of his life. But they break up within a year. Soon after he starts going after himself, can this new love come back and save him, or were all those promises of love, friendship, and faith, and believing in God, just lies? Can he feel love again? Will he respect himself again? Will he stop dreaming of being a lost priavteer and pirate at sea? Will he stop dreaming of his dreams and losing them? WILL NICK NO LONGER BE, LOST? LOST WITHOUT YOU?


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Humor, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Content
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Completed: No Word count: 3269 Read: 12866 Published: 09/11/11 Updated: 05/08/12
Chapter 1: In our Beginnings... by Dani824
Author's Notes:

Nick is backstage at a concert on his solo tour, thinking of how his life has come to this moment. How he has lost so much. Why he is going to do what he is considering doing.

 I looked at myself in the mirror. She was right, I had let myself go.

 "I am sorry, Nick." Britney explained. Being the pop star she was, it was a trooper of her to let me open her show. Her all dressed in black sequence and glitter and that Farrah Facett hair style. "But the best thing to do is talk to that girl. Even Brian told me the other day by phone ya'll haven't been yourseleves lately." She told me, as she gave me her chocolate milkshake, which I could tell she had barely touched.

 "But it is so crazy!" I exclaimed. In my simple white blouse top and black tie. "But your not even you anymore, Nick." She said. "Where's the AC/DC guy that everyone loves? You don't even try to have fun anymore, not even on computer games." She told me. "Your like super sad, and I know about the heart thing and that is tough. But you might have to do it." She told me.

 "When the locals are done opening here for Ohia'. Britney told me after giving me a tight hug. "I'll tell the fans, you found her and yourself again." She said with a smile. Once she saw the small tears in my eyes.

"Now stick with it sweetie." As she gave me a huge hug and big southern kiss on the cheek and a laugh as I changed into my street clothes and left the show to go find the girl that had found me and as I changed my clothes and quit that show that day. I knew it. I just totally knew it. From the beginning, it was pre-destined, pre-ordained, God made us in each others lives for some reason, and this is how it went, in our beginnings...

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