A Collection of Poems by jizzlesgirl
Summary: They'll touch you deep in your soul or just make you cry but let me know what you think
Categories: Poetry/Songs Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
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Chapters: 14 Completed: Yes Word count: 2826 Read: 17513 Published: 02/17/14 Updated: 03/03/14

1. What If by jizzlesgirl

2. If I Could Have Just One Wish by jizzlesgirl

3. What's Wrong With Me? by jizzlesgirl

4. Untitled by jizzlesgirl

5. Love by jizzlesgirl

6. Have I Made The Right Decision? by jizzlesgirl

7. My First Love.....My First Heartbreak by jizzlesgirl

8. What Am I Without You by jizzlesgirl

9. To You From Me by jizzlesgirl

10. The Thoughts Of The Broken Heart by jizzlesgirl

11. All The Ways I Love You! by jizzlesgirl

12. Love Me Tomorrow by jizzlesgirl

13. I'm Tired, I Want, I Wish by jizzlesgirl

14. Why Do I Still.... by jizzlesgirl

What If by jizzlesgirl
What if you said you never loved me.
What if the love we had were all lies.
What if you said you didn't need me and just walked away?

It would be wrong to admit
Knowing it wasn't true
It would be wrong to admit
Knowing that I still loved you
Wishing I could have said goodbye

What if I knew you didn't love me.
What if I knew the love we had was a lie.
What if I said I didn't need you and I just walked away.

I know it would be wrong to admit it
I know it wouldn't be true
I know it wouldn't be wrong to admit it
Knowing that I still loved you
Baby I wish I could have said goodbye

What if you were lying beside me?
What if you never left me?
What if we were still in love?

Then I would know that I wasn't dreaming
I would know that you still cared
'Cause baby it would also mean
I didn't say goodbye
If I Could Have Just One Wish by jizzlesgirl
If I could have one wish...
I would be his one and only.
If I could have one wish...
I would be in his arms.
If I could have one wish...
I wouldn't hold him ever so close to me.
If I could have one wish...
I wouldn't kiss him all over.
If I could have one wise...
I would touch him in places you can only imagine.
If I could have one wish...
I would make sweet love to him all night.
If I could have one wish...
I would marry my dream sweetheart.
If I could have one wish...
I would have his child.
If I could have one wish...
That would be my only wish.
Nothing more, nothing less.
That's all.
If I could have one wish...
If I could have one wish...
What's Wrong With Me? by jizzlesgirl
Author's Notes:
This poem is written by best friend
What's wrong with me?
It looks like I look at things differently.

I look at life,
I look at love...
Like I'm trying to find out,
How much stars there are up above.

I take it serious,
I know I do.
Do you rather have me living,
Without having a clue...
On how to?

It's important.
I have to know...
I have to see...

I'm trying to live my life,
The way it has to be.

I made and make mistakes,
In order to learn.

I know with each mistake,
I'll get a life lesson in return.


What's Wrong With The World??

What's wrong with the world,
What's wrong with ya'll?
You don't seem to get the meaning of trust,
Or honesty,
At all.
All peoples see these days is lust.
And it's freaking me out!
You put on tv.
You see a girl.
With her boobs out,
The show to the whole wide world.
It can't hurt,
It's just tv.
But men will look at us as lust objects, 
And by the way,
Do we really want our kids to see?
 
There's more in me!
I can be kind,
I can be sweet.
And showing my body,
Is not what I need!
To show I'm worth it.
To prove I'm cool...

The one that has to do that,
Is the one that is the fool...
 
Cause they won't like you,
They only wanna get inside you.
Is that who you wanna be?
It's nothing to envy...
 
Take a stand...
Look inside...
See the things you truely like,
And who you are.
Show them your talent in other ways.
Show them your smart,
You think before you do...
And if you can... well, I guess it's just up to you!
Untitled by jizzlesgirl
Author's Notes:
This one is also written my by best friend.
Don’t say you love me,
When it’s my presence that you love.

Don’t say you want me,
When it’s my body that you want.

Don’t say you need me,
When all you need is care.

Don’t say you will never hurt me,
When hurt is part of love.

Don’t say the sky is empty,
When there are stars up above.

Don’t call me nice names to prove you care,
When the interest I want,
Just isn’t there.

Don’t love me,
But keep me close.

Don’t hurt me,
But keep me from pain.

Don’t talk,
Because without words,
There are so much nicer things to say.
Love by jizzlesgirl
Author's Notes:
And this last one is also from my dear sweet bestie. Love you Tacha!
What's it all about?
Is it about buying each other presents,
Or a feeling inside?

People tempt to hide.
Cause they can't allow,
Some one inside.

They tell them stuff,
They don't mean,
Cause they think they're in love,
And it has to be seen.

Come clean.

Leave the presents and gifts behind.
I wanna see your heart,
See what you are all about.

Don't be ashamed,
I already know:
Love is a feeling that has to grow.

Today it's like this,
Tomorrow like that.

That's not the thing that's making me sad.
Put down the mask,
Show me your face.

Than it's love,
I will embrace.




Part Two




Its strange,
I've never felt like this before.
Its as though my heart doesn't belong to me,
Its trying to get out, because it belongs to you.
I feel like, I'm not scared of anything anymore-I've got you.
When I touch you I'm electrified.
I kiss you, its like there's nothing else in the world.
You make me feel special. Breathless, I'm always breathless, but it feels
amazing.
I don't care what people say,
I don't care about anything but you.
I want to scream our love to the world.
I give you my love, and I
Have I Made The Right Decision? by jizzlesgirl
Why do I feel in doubt..?
Have I made the right decision?
You know how to make me happy, and my favorite position
You no when I am nervous, angry or sad
You alone are like the family I never had

To let you go now would break my heart
So why do I feel as though we will be better of apart?
Do I see you as a friend...
Or my true love to be I can't quiet believe this is reality

I waited two years...
It seemed so long
And then suddenly it was on your arm where I felt I belonged
If you care and want me so
Then promise you will never let me go.
My First Love.....My First Heartbreak by jizzlesgirl
I never thought I would love someone like you
Never in my dreams that I would meet you
But then, as I travel in my life's journey
You walk into my life and I fall for you.

I never know how is it to be in love
Until that very special moment
You brought wonderful things in my life
You opened my eyes to see the beauty of love.

You are my first kiss
You are the first guy who hugged me tenderly
You are the first man who held my hand lovingly
You are my first love.

You are the one who taught me how to love sincerely
You showed me the way to your heart
You've taught me everything that I should know about love
I told myself, the story of my life is all about you.

You cared for me, and I really appreciate it
You showed me how to love unselfishly
But you never teach me the art of letting go
You never teach me the cure of hurting so much.

I thought my first love will be my last
I thought its you that I belong to
But now, what I once thought remains as thoughts
For you are now waiving goodbye.

All your smiles are for me
But now, its for somebody else's
Your stare so full of love
Its for someone's comfort.

The hug and kiss that I once have
Your heart once all mine
Now, they all belong to somebody
It hurts to know you are already gone.

Deep in me,
I made a promise I will never fall in love again
Unless its you, my first love,
My one and only...
What Am I Without You by jizzlesgirl
When I am without you, the sun doesn’t shine as brightly.
When I am without you, the clouds are dark and foreboding.
When I am without you, the birds don’t sing as sweetly.
When I am without you, the walls close in on me.
When I am without you, in the depths of my hell, whispering your name
sustains me.

But, when I am with you, you lift me up.

When I am with you, I have the strength to move mountains.
When I am with you, I can withstand anything.
When I am with you, your smile warms my very soul.
When I am with you, the angels sing your name.
When I am with you, I fall in love all over again.
To You From Me by jizzlesgirl
My mind is longing for love,
A love my heart just found.
Words will not describe!
The emotions I feel inside.
When we are together,
I need to hold you close.
Heart to mind, or lips to lips.
I love your smile, your sexy charm,
Your valiant

walk, your long flowing hair,
All these things sets alarm.
To each day I walk alone,
No one can fill my heart… your home.
I think about you all damn day,
But mostly when I lie awake.
I never dreamt much in the past, Now I do and it’s for you.
I will stand by your side,
Through thick and all,
To see that gorgeous smile,
That always makes me fall.
When you think you have nothing left,
I SWEAR to you, I’ll be left.
Your gentle lips and your beautiful glow, An angel I have, from head to toe.
I know these words, my heart has shown,
To you I vow these words alone.

Love, Me
The Thoughts Of The Broken Heart by jizzlesgirl
I want to cry
I want to scream
I want to tell you mostly
I hate that I'm so afraid of everything
I hate that you’re the one thing
I want the most but can't have
I hate that you let me go before I got even got to say goodbye
I wish that you would come back to me
I wish I were strong enough to say no to you
I wish I could believe my own lies
I use to cover up the pain you left
I need to move on says my head
I need to hold on says my heart
I need to decide says my mind
I envy the way this hasn’t hurt you at all
I envy her
I envy the fact you don’t understand what this feels like at all I want to
hurt you
I want to be with you
I want this nightmare to be over
I wish I could make things they were before you
I wish I could change time
I wish I could change you
I wish I could have hurt you before you hurt me
I wish I would have given you the letter when I wanted
I need you out of my thoughts
I need you out of my heart
I need to start doing things for me
I hate that you used me
I hate that I gave you something I can never have back
I hate that I wasted it with you
I'm tired of hoping aimlessly for you
I'm tired of wanting something I can't have
I'm tired of hurting me for things that aren’t my fault
I'm sorry I was good enough
I'm sorry I defended you when everyone else was right
I'm sorry I couldn’t make you happy
Funny though how you never once said sorry for hurting me,
for breaking me,
for not loving me
All The Ways I Love You! by jizzlesgirl
How do I love thee?
Let me count the ways

I love the way you love the real me
For no pretense does there have to be

I love how you can make me laugh
Though my world seems so dark

I love how you make me feel
As though I can tell you anything

I love how just the thought of you Brings a smile to my face

Just knowing that we are going to spend our lives together
Is enough to make me feel like the happiest person in the world

That's how I love you and it's how you make me feel!
Love Me Tomorrow by jizzlesgirl
Love me tomorrow for it is a new day
Love me again like you did the first day
Love me always for my heart beats for yours
Kiss me sweetly and gently upon tomorrow morning
Hold me tightly for I'm afraid to fall
Don't forget your promises for I had too many broken
Hold my hand to guide the way
Hold my heart to keep it safe
Tell me tomorrow that today wasn't a dream
Tell me sweet nothings as I begin to sleep
And I'll always remind you that I am yours alone
Truly and forever until were reborn Then I will find you once again To tell
you I love you all over again
I'm Tired, I Want, I Wish by jizzlesgirl
I’m tired of fighting,
I want to be fought for.
I’m tired of caring,
I want to be cared for.
I’m tired of being just me,
I wanna be yours.

I wish my last breath in your arms
I wish when I will die
I want to see your face.
I wish when I die
I want yo wipe your tears
I wish when I die
I want to see you there

Is no one in this heart?

I wish when I die

Last time I want to kiss you.

I wish when I die
I want you to say I love you so much.
I wish when I die
I want to say to you
Please take care yourself....

I’m tired of fighting,
I want to be fought for.
I’m tired of caring,
I want to be cared for.
I’m tired of being just me,
I wanna be yours.

I wish my last breath in your arms
I wish when I will die
I want to see your face.
I wish when I die
I want yo wipe your tears
I wish when I die
I want to see you there
Is no one in this heart?
I wish when I die

Last time I want to kiss you.

I wish when I die
I want you to say I love you so much.
I wish when I die
I want to say to you
Please take care yourself....
Why Do I Still.... by jizzlesgirl
Why do I still love you after all you've done?
You lifted me off the ground and threw me down when you were done
Why do I still care about you after all you did to me?
I gave you everything I had then you just walked away from me
Why do I still think of you after all I went through?
You were all I ever wanted and you didn't even care how much I loved you
Why do I still wait by the phone thinking you'll call?
You're out having a blast and not thinking of me at all
Why do I still wonder if you'll surprisingly stop by?
I keep on waiting for you and I'm letting my life pass me by
Why do I still call and hang up when I hear your voice?
You know it's me but I don't care because I keep on making that choice
Why do I still have your pictures all over my room?
You probably threw all my things away but I've kept every memory of you
Why do I go out with guys and still think of you?
You're paralyzing me but I keep on allowing you to
Why do I still cry myself to sleep every single night?
I know we could never again be and that's what ruins my life
Why do I still drive by your house to see if she's there?
And if she is there's nothing I can do except sit there and stare
Why do I let myself get like this?
My love for you will never change and it's you I'll always miss
Why am I unable to love again because of you?
You have me trapped in a world of you and you don't even know you do
Why is my pillow still filled with tears?
You're the only thing that makes me smile and makes me cry even though you're not here
Why do you still have all of me?
I still haven't given you up and today you completely got rid of me
Why do I still wonder if I'm in your life?
I'm led to believe I never was and now I know you lied when you asked me to be your wife
Why do you not care about me, when I'm going insane?
I'm stuck on you, you literally consume my brain
Why do I still allow you to have this affect over me?
It really doesn't matter how hard I try, I still love you no matter what you do to me
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