Epiolgue

Living is learning to deal with pain. Everyone has to deal with pain one way or another. Some people have more severe cases. Death and a sence of loss take control of everything else that is going on and blinds the fact that there will be better days. I've had to learn that the hard way. I spent nearly a year of my life learning to deal with loss.

There are still somedays when I still don't understand why all of this had to happen to me, but there's really no explaination. Now, I just live my life one day at a time. That's really the only thing that I can do at this point.

Ty still doesn't know what happened to me that day. I decided to take Brians advice and wait until he's older to explain it to him. Mr. and Mrs. Nelson have been surprisingly understanding since I was let out of the hospital. I guess they see is as my way of showing them that I really do want to get better. Ty spends the weekends with me and go over there a lot every other day just to see him. By the way... I finally did get him that puppy I promised and I'm on my way over there right now....