Pain

I want to feel hatred but thats impossible
for you have taken me in.
You hurt me time and again
and forgiving you I must.

The black of my heart is breaking
for letting you go will not ever happen.
A trap that I can not
break free.

And so I continue
to feel so much hurt.
We fight so often
yet my love for you grows.

Please always know
that hate for you I will never feel.
Even when
you twist the knife.

My heart is bleeding
drops of love.
And the heavy pain
is slowly sufforcating me.

And so I take flight
into my world of pain
Days of fights
nights of sorrow.