hidden love?? by Yorghosfan4
Summary: well its a story i started a few years ago... let me know what you think.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: No Word count: 1807 Read: 6879 Published: 06/28/06 Updated: 06/28/06

1. Chapter 1 by Yorghosfan4

2. Chapter 2 by Yorghosfan4

3. Chapter 3 by Yorghosfan4

4. Chapter 4 by Yorghosfan4

5. Chapter 5 by Yorghosfan4

Chapter 1 by Yorghosfan4
Author's Notes:
i'll be honest i dont remember anything but writing it... i forgot what its about
Chapter 1
Nicks POV-
 
It's been 5 years since I seen or talked to the guys. And now here I am driving down the
 
road with Tyrone and Dee both asleep on my way to a suposed 'happy'  reunion with the
 
guys, who said they never wanted to see or hear from me again! Nick thinks to himself,
 
then without realising it "WHat the hell is the company trying to pull?" he practically
 
yells, waking his wife of 4 years Dee from a deep sleep.
 
                         ~Startled Dee Awakes From LaLa Land~
 
Dee's POV-
 
 
"Nicky? Is something wrong? You look tense." Quickly he answers me "NO, I'm just
 
nervous about seeing the guys.""Oh well ok, Nicky, you never told me exactly what
 
happened between you and the guys, are you ever going to tell me? You know I'm here
 
for you if you ever want to talk about it.""Yea, But I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT.
 
DO YOU UNDERSTAND? I-I JUST DON'T." he loudly snaps at me. I can't believe he
 
snapped at me. "Fine Nick, go ahead bottle it all up inside you, until you explode, I was
 
only trying to help!" I quickly replyin my defence. Seeing the shock in his faceI turn
 
towards the window to keep from furthering the fight.
 
Nick's POV-
 
Great, now shes mad at me. I think I'll pull over and take a rest. "Dee, are you asleep?" I
 
ask hesitatly. "N-No" she replies. Oh my God, she sound like shes crying.
 
Sympathtcaly I say "Listen Baby, I'm sorry for snapping at you like that, please don't be
 
mad." With no reply from her I look back at my sleeping 3 year old son, sound asleep
 
without a care in the world.
 
 He has it so easy, if only life was like my 3 year old child, not a care in the world, free of
 
all the pain. All these questions Dee asks, if only she knew how much they hurt. If she
 
knew  the truth, it would kill her to know that the guys disaprove of of her and I being
 
together. I knowshe will blame herself and be totally upset about it, if and when she finds
 
out. What should I do? On one hand I am making her mad at me, but on the other hand
 
she will feel guilt if I do tell her. Either way I'll get the shitty end of the stick. Why does
 
life pose so many complicated questions?! Ok, Nick compose yourself, think. Clear your
 
head and get some sleep.
 
Chapter 2 by Yorghosfan4
Chapter 2
               ~Finaly After Nick Falls Asleep~
 
 
(Dream/Flashback)
 
 
Knock-Knock...."Yo! Nicky why you got the door locked?" "Uh, hold on a sec AJ, You gotta hide Dee."  Just as he unlocks the door Dee Hides in the
 
bathroom and AJ walks in. "What up Kaos?" Nothing man, listen I need to speakto you
 
and the rest of the guys so tell 'em I'll meet them downstairs in 15 minutes man."
 
"Aiight!"
~15 Minutes Later~ 

 

***The guys were all sat around comfortably. Nick walks in, Nick looks at Brian "The fist

thing I wanted to talk to you about is about the fact that I can't hide how I feel for Dee

anymore, Hiding it is taking a toll on both of us." "What the Hell? CARTER, I"M GONNA

KILL YOU!" Screams AJ. "WHy didn't you tell us before, Kaos?" "Well B-Rok I didn't

know exactly  how I felt. Any comment from you Kev?" I ask. "Yea, ARE YOU NUTS?!

And Whats the last thing?" "My sister better not be pregnant!" "Relax Bone she isn't.

Well you guys, I decided to take myself to the next step. I'm in talks with the company

about..." "About what Nick!" they all yell in unison. "Well guys I'm putting out a solo

album."


  "You got to be kidding me, Nick, are you serious or is this all another one of your 

 pranks?" Brian asks with tears welling up. Then Finally AJ speaks up "You know what

Nicky, take my sister and get the fuck outta my life." "Congrats man, you have officially

ended the Backstreet Boys." Howie says. "Well Brian, Kevin, do you hate me too? Kevin

looks at him "I dont know you anymore man." Waiting for Brians comment, Nick starts

to get nervous, then finally Brian gives Nick a hard look and says " You are nothing to

me, you are dead to me, I hope your happy!"****


 Suddenly Nick wakes up with those words ringing in his head. 'You are nothing to me,

you are dead to me, I hope your happy!'. Over and over again. Not noticing that Dee and

Tyrone were awake, he slowly get out of the car with tears streaming down his face.

Then suddenly he hears the door close.
Chapter 3 by Yorghosfan4
Chapter 3

Dee's  POV-

"Sorry if I startled you Nicky Baby, is everything alright?" Slowly he replies to me."No,

it's ok, I just needed some air, I'm sorry about last Night." "It's Ok, I think I understand, I

just wanted to help, it's 6 am we should get going." And with that he reached his arms

around my waist and pulled me into a deep kiss, which was interrupted by Tyrone pulling

on Nicks arm saying, "daddy why are you biting mommy?" "He's not biting me, he just

gave me a kiss, thats all. Now get back in the car we're leaving."

~Meanwhile in Orlando~


 "Good news guys, we'll have a complete reunion in about 1/2 an hour. "Whats he talking

about guys?" Brian and Kevin look at each other and replied "Kaos is back." Leighanne

and Kristin both give them a weird look, "you mean Nick, as in Nick Carter?! Your Best

friend?" They ask. "Yea, well ex-best friend Leigh, none of us has talked to him in 5

years." Brian Lied. "Just don't say anything stupid or that you'll regret." Leighanne said.

"Leigh the only thing I regret is telling him he was dead to me." "Well, then why havent

you tried contacting him, Bri? Why?" "I did, but he changed his number, thu guys don't

know how much I miss the whole 'Frick and Frack Experience'" Leighanne turned to the

other guys "Look you all miss Nick, so when he gets here talk to him!"
Chapter 4 by Yorghosfan4
Chapter 4

~1/2 hour Later~

Dee's POV--

 "Well we're here Nicky, are you ready?" Dryly he responds "No, I'll never be ready to

face them, but I have to sooner or later." Then Tyrone interrupts, "Daddy whos all dem

peoples?" Seeing the pain in Nick's face I answer him saying "Their some of our old

friends, we'll meet them later." I get out of the car taking Tyrone with me. Turning back, I

just look at Nick slowly getting out of the car. "Come on" I say in a voice just above a

whisper. I turn back towards the guys, only to see AJ standing right infornt of me. "AJ!" I

shreiked, then I managed to sofly mutter "what are you doing here?" "It's our reunion" AJ

replied sarcastically. "Well no shit AJ, I just mean  that I  didn't expect to come face to

face with you." I said. "Anyways, whos the kid?"  AJ asks as Nick SLowly approaches

us.               

Nicks POV--

"Ours" I say to AJ. Wow if look could kill, man Would I be dead. Then Dee looks from

me to AJ and says drylt "Why would I have him with me?" "Anyways hate to break it to

you, Aj but we got married 4 years ago." I snap at him. "Nicky, please calm down." Dee

calmly says to me. Slowly I look at her. Then I look at my son, then I reach down and

hug the two of them.

AJ's POV--

 I look at her angrily, "Why should he calm down, he went behind my back and married

you, your my sister dammit!" I say madly, "My Little Sister!" "Ya, and its my life not

yours, you have got no say in it at all!" She snaps at me. Then she turns to Kaos crying

"five years ago, when we left, this is what the fight was about, wasn't it? It was because

of me that you havent talked to them, isn't it?" Then she turns to me "Why AJ, why do

you always do this to me?" Dee snapped at me. "Sis, I just don't want you to get hurt!"

I yell back at her. "Hey Aj, why dont you go cool off ok?" Brian says walking towards us

with Baylee in his arms. "Yea why dont you meet my nephew." I say coldly to Brian.

Brians POV-

"So...Uh...Nick, Dee Welcome Back." I say eagerly, yo get a reply mostly from Nick. "

Thanks man, but its no good for me to be here, nobody wants me here, and why,

because I married the Love of my life and I treat her Like the queen that she is." Nick

says sarcastically. "Oh come off it already man, we all miss you." I said. Slowly walking

back Aj speaks up "Man Rok, I heard what you said, speak for yourself, this so called

'friend' went behind my back, married my sister, and knocked her up. I have a nephew,

I just met today and he's not going to know nothing of me but a stranger! I'll never forgive

that bastard." Angrily Dee yells at the two of them " You need to watch your language

around the children and grow the hell up!" All three of us look at each other then at Dee,

just waiting for what she'll say next. Then all of a sudden Nick speaks up " I knew that

coming to this stupid reunion was a bad friggin idea." Nick Says as he walks away. "

Now not only are the four of you mad at me, so is the love of my life."
Chapter 5 by Yorghosfan4
Chapter 5

Dee's POV-

"I wish I were dead!" Nick says. As the tears start to run down my face I hand Tyrone to

AJ "Here you asshole!" with that AJ slaps me. "you d-don't touch me any more. You can

be an Uncle to Tyrone, but don't you ever come near me again." Then I look up and take

off after Nick calling after him to stop. "I'm sorry honey, I didn't mean to yell at you, I-I

was just really mad because you didn't tell me that, that is why you guys broke up."

"Everyone hates me and now you do too." Nick says finally stopping and turning towards

me. Looking into his soft deep blue eyes, seeing the passion and the fear I pleaded

"baby please dont be mad, I dont hate you. you mean more to me than life itself. You

and our son." Slowly Nick puts his hands on my waist and kisses me.

~TBC~
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