I Can't by MelC
Summary: For those who stay in a relationship just because. For ones who know there is more out there than just that one man, that first bf, ect.
Categories: Poetry/Songs Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Challenges:
Series: A Poetic Dream
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 209 Read: 753 Published: 12/22/08 Updated: 12/22/08

1. I Can't by MelC

I Can't by MelC
I tried so hard to love you the way you deserve
But heart wouldn't let me
That man has a hold of it and won't let go
I tried to walk away
I tried to forget it all
But every time I close my eyes
I find myself thinking about him
Once upon a dream
You deserve someone who will care for you
I promise it's me and not you
Baby you know how hard I tried
But I can't ignore my heart anymore
Tried to make myself love you
Hurt myself in the end
Closed my eyes
Every time we made love
I saw his face and not yours
In the dark the tears flow
Wishing I could go in time
Not ever do what I did
Knowing it'd hurt in the end
I'm so confused
Everyday my heart battles my head
Baby, I hope you understand why
I can't go on forever
But have to go with my heart
I'd rather be alone and miserable
Then always asking why?
It's not you, but me
You know I love you
I just can't pretend any longer
Torn between the future and a dream
Can't go on
Can't be here
It's not fair the way I let it go
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