I quickly sat down and tried to calm myself down, but it wasn't working, AJ's blood just smelled so good, how will I stand this when I become a full Vampire, Howie rushed in and sat down and put his head in his hands breathing hard, I wasn't sure what to say, I just relaxed and tried to calm myself down the smell of the pizza was starting to help, I felt my fangs go back in and I was relieved and I looked at Howie

"Are you ok D?" I asked him, he looked at me his eyes normal but his fangs hadn't gone back up yet

"No I'm not ok, I thought I could handle that but I couldn't, I need to feed more," said Howie looking down, I handed him my wrist to him and he knocked it away

"No," he looked at me

"What, don't you want it?"

"I can drink the animal blood for now"

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah"

"Um don't you have the power to put them in a trance or something?" I asked smiling; Howie looked at me with wide eyes

"What the hell, I wouldn't do that to them, don't smile like that, I don't think I want to," Howie stood up and paced

"I'm sorry, must be my Vampire ness kicking in," what the hell was I thinking, Howie just looked at me,

"What are we going to do about this?" asked Howie

"About what, nothing happened,"

"We need to control ourselves better," said Howie sitting down

"I know we will, but why can't I stay half human and half Vampire?" I asked

"Because you can't stay that way, your body will start dying, and you will start to get sick etc," said Howie

"Oh," We heard a knock at the door

"What," yelled Howie and I jumped not used to Howie yelling that loud

"Um well the Pizza is done and AJ's not bleeding anymore, I just wanted to let Brian know in case he still wanted the pizza," said Nick sounding a little nervous, Howie looked at me

"I am hungry for Pizza still," I said to Howie and I got up and opened the door to a nervous looking Nick and Nick backed up a little

"I'm fine now, and ready for Pizza," and I smiled at Nick, hoping that would make him smile to and it did, I looked back at Howie and he was at standing at the couch

"Are you coming?" I asked him, he nodded no and sat down, I looked back at Nick

"Hold on, let me talk to him,"

"Howie come on, the smell of pizza might make you feel better," I told him

"I can smell it from here, you go on, you'll be fine, I can watch from here," I walked back to the door and looked at Howie and he looked away looking upset

"I think I made a mistake," said Howie and he looked at me and looked away again, I was shocked and I stared at him, he motioned with his hand for me to go, I wanted this I wanted him to change me why would he say that, I slowly sat down, and saw that AJ made the salads and I have two pieces of pizza waiting for me

"Brian are you ok?" asked AJ
"Yeah I'm ok," I said, looked back at Howie one more time before I ate, he still looked sad and upset, he was staring out the window,

"Is Howie alright, why is he not in here?" asked Nick

"He's still upset he changed in front of you guys, he thought he could handle it better,"
"Oh," said Nick looking back at Howie, The pizza tasted so good better than normal, maybe because Howie is changing me tomorrow, if he's still up for it, I'm beginning to think this whole Vampire thing wasn't the best idea anymore, I guess I can't do anything about it now.