Summary: "...I wish, I wish she was still here, and there she is, in my mind only, my breathless mistress. She was so beautiful; I often wonder what she would look like now, if she had the chance to become a woman. Her smile, I bet that wouldn’t have changed."
Rated: R
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Death, Graphic Violence, Sexual Content, Violence
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 22
Completed: Yes
Word count: 46123
Read: 47879
Published: 04/29/11
Updated: 04/30/11

1. Prologue by VeeLynn [ - ] (1819 words)

2. Chapter 1 by VeeLynn [ - ] (1543 words)

3. Chapter 2 by VeeLynn [ - ] (2271 words)

4. Chapter 3 by VeeLynn [ - ] (2271 words)

5. Chapter 4 by VeeLynn [ - ] (1660 words)

6. Chapter 5 by VeeLynn [ - ] (1639 words)

7. Chapter 6 by VeeLynn [ - ] (1685 words)

8. Chapter 7 by VeeLynn [ - ] (2491 words)

9. Chapter 8 by VeeLynn [ - ] (1576 words)

10. Chapter 9 by VeeLynn [ - ] (2088 words)

11. Chapter 10 by VeeLynn [ - ] (1754 words)

12. Chapter 11 by VeeLynn [ - ] (2035 words)

13. Chapter 12 by VeeLynn [ - ] (2174 words)

14. Chapter 13 by VeeLynn [ - ] (2108 words)

15. Chapter 14 by VeeLynn [ - ] (2288 words)

16. Chapter 15 by VeeLynn [ - ] (4449 words)

17. Chapter 16 by VeeLynn [ - ] (2374 words)

18. Chapter 17 by VeeLynn [ - ] (1734 words)

19. Chapter 18 by VeeLynn [ - ] (2586 words)

20. Chapter 19 by VeeLynn [ - ] (1744 words)

21. Chapter 20 by VeeLynn [ - ] (2982 words)

22. Chapter 21 by VeeLynn [ - ] (852 words)