Nick had always loved his life, career and his brothers. But when the destruction of backstreet boys falls apart,the death of someone whom he loves and a downward spiral in his mind...he is left with a decision that could change it all.
Rated: R
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fantasy
Warnings: Death, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 12
Completed: No
Word count: 19047
Read: 18384
Published: 02/21/15
Updated: 03/11/15
1. Prologue by delicate_creature [ - ] (263 words)
2. Chapter 1 Rememberence Tears by delicate_creature [ - ] (1081 words)
3. Chapter 2 Deathly Confession by delicate_creature [ - ] (1766 words)
4. Chapter 3 The Battle of Elsewhere by delicate_creature [ - ] (2834 words)
5. Chapter 4 A Thousand Shades of Bone by delicate_creature [ - ] (1337 words)
6. Chapter 5 Some Slips of Paradise by delicate_creature [ - ] (1537 words)
7. Chapter 6 Pain Intolerance by delicate_creature [ - ] (1912 words)
8. Chapter 7 Human Hunt by delicate_creature [ - ] (1159 words)
Told In Kevin's POV
9. Chapter 8 Exploited Ink by delicate_creature [ - ] (1673 words)
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10. Chapter 9 Restrain and Deterioate by delicate_creature [ - ] (2307 words)
repost
11. Chapter 10 The Dreaming Fever by delicate_creature [ - ] (1906 words)
both in Kevin's and Nick's POV
12. Chapter 11 Emerald Lace by delicate_creature [ - ] (1272 words)
things are about to get strange..enjoy! ;)