Summary: Even upon a strong heart comes with a faltering line between life and for death.
Nick had always loved his life, career and his brothers. But when the destruction of backstreet boys falls apart,the death of someone whom he loves and a downward spiral in his mind...he is left with a decision that could change it all.
Rated: R
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fantasy
Warnings: Death, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 12
Completed: No
Word count: 19047
Read: 18342
Published: 02/21/15
Updated: 03/11/15
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1. Prologue by delicate_creature [ - ] (263 words)
2. Chapter 1 Rememberence Tears by delicate_creature [ - ] (1081 words)
3. Chapter 2 Deathly Confession by delicate_creature [ - ] (1766 words)
4. Chapter 3 The Battle of Elsewhere by delicate_creature [ - ] (2834 words)
5. Chapter 4 A Thousand Shades of Bone by delicate_creature [ - ] (1337 words)
6. Chapter 5 Some Slips of Paradise by delicate_creature [ - ] (1537 words)
7. Chapter 6 Pain Intolerance by delicate_creature [ - ] (1912 words)
8. Chapter 7 Human Hunt by delicate_creature [ - ] (1159 words)
Told In Kevin's POV
9. Chapter 8 Exploited Ink by delicate_creature [ - ] (1673 words)
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10. Chapter 9 Restrain and Deterioate by delicate_creature [ - ] (2307 words)
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11. Chapter 10 The Dreaming Fever by delicate_creature [ - ] (1906 words)
both in Kevin's and Nick's POV
12. Chapter 11 Emerald Lace by delicate_creature [ - ] (1272 words)
things are about to get strange..enjoy! ;)
