Suddenly Emilia dies and Nick suffers the loss months.
Year later from Emilia's death, Nick meets this girl Mary who looks a lot like Emilia.
Together they are going through some good and bad things.
Will love win in the end?
Rated: NC-17
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama, Horror, Romance
Warnings: Death, Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Challenges:
Series: Fantasy Dreams
Chapters: 60
Completed: Yes
Word count: 116579
Read: 9037
Published: 09/05/15
Updated: 01/13/20
1. Chapter 1 Nick Finds Out (1 of 2) by Jannika [ - ] (1627 words)
I Wrote this Story when I was 13 years old (13 years ago). If you see any spelling mistake, please tell me.
2. Chapter 1 Nick Finds Out (2 of 2) by Jannika [ - ] (2340 words)
3. Chapter 2 Big Question by Jannika [ - ] (1231 words)
4. Chapter 3 Answer (Over Age 18) by Jannika [ - ] (960 words)
Just want to warning some little sexual part in this chapter. ;)
5. Chapter 4 Ex's Death by Jannika [ - ] (1785 words)
6. Chapter 5 Emilia's Worse Nightmare (Over Age 18) by Jannika [ - ] (1268 words)
7. Chapter 6 Emilia Viola Carter by Jannika [ - ] (1256 words)
8. Chapter 7 Flashbacks (Over Age 18) by Jannika [ - ] (992 words)
9. Chapter 8 "My name is Paris." (Over age 18) by Jannika [ - ] (1812 words)
10. Chapter 9 Four Finnish Girls by Jannika [ - ] (1274 words)
11. Chapter 10 Nick + Mary = ? by Jannika [ - ] (1214 words)
12. Chapter 11 Lie & Truth by Jannika [ - ] (1389 words)
13. Chapter 12 Lucky Guy (Over age 18) by Jannika [ - ] (1620 words)
14. Chapter 13 Decisions by Jannika [ - ] (1230 words)
15. Chapter 14 Hangover by Jannika [ - ] (1893 words)
16. Chapter 15 To Stay or Not to Stay by Jannika [ - ] (1426 words)
17. Chapter 16 Complicated friendship by Jannika [ - ] (1427 words)
18. Chapter 17 School by Jannika [ - ] (2248 words)
19. Chapter 18 Carter Family (1 of 2) by Jannika [ - ] (2033 words)
20. Chapter 18 Carter Family (2 of 2) by Jannika [ - ] (2186 words)
21. Chapter 19 Questions & Answers by Jannika [ - ] (1390 words)
22. Chapter 20 First Fight by Jannika [ - ] (1418 words)
23. Chapter 21 BJ's dark secret (Over age 18) by Jannika [ - ] (2009 words)
Sorry it took over 1 month to post next chapter. But here it is. Next one will be much sooner!
24. Chapter 22 The Bitch is back! by Jannika [ - ] (1788 words)
25. Chapter 23 Back Together by Jannika [ - ] (663 words)
26. Chapter 24 Break-Up / End of Friendship by Jannika [ - ] (1685 words)
27. Chapter 25 Secrets by Jannika [ - ] (2604 words)
28. Chapter 26 Kidnapping / Rescue by Jannika [ - ] (2513 words)
29. Chapter 27 Choises by Jannika [ - ] (3575 words)
30. Chapter 28 Trapped by Jannika [ - ] (2567 words)
31. Chapter 29 Nina Is Back by Jannika [ - ] (1898 words)
32. Chapter 30 Fighting Over Nick by Jannika [ - ] (1417 words)
33. Chapter 31 Children and Marriage by Jannika [ - ] (2122 words)
34. Chapter 32 Back To Old Habits by Jannika [ - ] (1160 words)
35. Chapter 33 Freedom From Each Other (+18) by Jannika [ - ] (2601 words)
Text is to over 18. Just wanted to warn you all. ;D
36. Chapter 34 Hangovers by Jannika [ - ] (1695 words)
37. Chapter 35 Obligations by Jannika [ - ] (1697 words)
38. Chapter 36 Date Plans and Revenge Plans by Jannika [ - ] (1812 words)
39. Chapter 37 What Is Going On? by Jannika [ - ] (1788 words)
40. Chapter 38 Miserable by Jannika [ - ] (1131 words)
41. Chapter 39 Letter by Jannika [ - ] (1606 words)
42. Chapter 40 Five Year Later by Jannika [ - ] (1783 words)
43. Chapter 41 Secretly (1 of 2) by Jannika [ - ] (2522 words)
44. Chapter 41 Secretly (2 of 2) by Jannika [ - ] (1759 words)
45. Chapter 42 Suicide Fail by Jannika [ - ] (2607 words)
46. Chapter 43 "Call 911!" by Jannika [ - ] (1646 words)
47. Chapter 44 Mary's Flashbacks by Jannika [ - ] (3407 words)
48. Chapter 45 Night In The Hospital by Jannika [ - ] (2997 words)
49. Chapter 46 Familiar Faces and Happy Tears by Jannika [ - ] (1030 words)
50. Chapter 47 Chaos In The Wedding by Jannika [ - ] (3916 words)
51. Chapter 48 Father Fight by Jannika [ - ] (2070 words)
52. Chapter 49 Secret Night Together by Jannika [ - ] (2126 words)
53. Chapter 50 Mary's Memory Loss by Jannika [ - ] (1761 words)
54. Chapter 51 The Ring by Jannika [ - ] (2833 words)
55. Chapter 52 Meet David & Anna by Jannika [ - ] (2840 words)
56. Chapter 53 "Come with me!" by Jannika [ - ] (2209 words)
57. Chapter 54 Surprise in the Attic by Jannika [ - ] (3153 words)
58. Chapter 55 "She's dead, Dad." by Jannika [ - ] (2071 words)
59. Chapter 56 Brother or father? by Jannika [ - ] (2523 words)
60. Chapter 57 Welcome to Finland, Mr. Carter by Jannika [ - ] (2976 words)