Through a stranger’s eyes.
By Vicki © 2004
Selina Cross often wondered if she had been
given a gift when she survived that accident, but
he had been taken so young, they hadn’t even
been married very long. They had built this large
house before they had even gotten married, his
promise to her that they’d live the rest of their lives
together in it. But she never expected their life
together to be cut so short. She had set the house
up just the way he liked it and after his death
didn’t even change anything, family and friends
had offered to come and stay with her, help her
change things. She kept his office the same, as it
had been the day of the accident, his computer
still sitting on the desk. Selina sighed looking
towards the large stone fireplace and let a few
tears roll down her cheeks, as she looked up at the
picture of them together, it had been taken just
before they had been married. He was smiling and
holding her close, his big blue eyes filled with
mischief, the wide smile telling her he loved her.
His favorite shirt, the dark blue short-sleeved shirt
with the wolf in the center, his blue cap hiding his
unruly blond hair from those around him. She
wore her favorite red and white sundress, her long
strawberry blonde hair pulled into a loose
ponytail. She shook her head and sat back down
on the plush couch, pulling her knees up she
grabbed the gray and white wolf blanket and
started reading the book she had sitting on the
stand. She looked down as her two large huskies
joined her in the living room.
“ Hello boys.” She said petting their heads. Both
dogs whined telling her it was time for them to go
outside. She giggled and stood heading for the
large sliding glass door, unlocking it she slid it
aside letting the two dogs out into the large
enclosed yard.
It was a beautiful night she could feel the cool
fall breeze as she stepped out on to the large wrap
around porch. She looked towards the wooden
swing that her beloved had built for them.
“ Josh I miss you so much.” She said walking over
and sitting down. Josh had taken so much time to
make the things in the home that even the things
he had outside looked as if they had been set
there by an angel, Selina remembered the day he
had built the swing, something he had promised
her for months. The swing was a beautiful oak
swing, light in color with leaves and wolf heads
inscribed into the side. Wolves where something
Josh had found to be fascinating that was part of
the reason he had built their home where he did.
Selina smiled and whistled calling the dogs back
inside. Both dogs followed her into the house and
went and laid down next to the fireplace. Selina
locked the glass door and pulled the curtains
closed. Shutting off the light to the backyard she
looked towards the couch, she really didn’t want to
spend another night sleeping downstairs but she
still hadn’t the heart to return to her room. It had
been two years since Josh had been killed in that
accident, an accident she saw every time she
closed her eyes.
“ Come on boys time for bed.” Selina said looking
down at them. The two dogs wagged their tails
and then stood. Selina padded across the hard
wood floor and headed up the stairs that lead to
the loft bedroom that she had once shared with
Josh. The large wooden framed bed sat in the
center of the room, two matching wooden
nightstands sat on either side of the bed with
beautifully crafted lamps that had bears and
wolves on the shades. Her vanity sat in the far
corner with a small chair in front of it. Their dresser
also had been handcrafted sat against the far wall.
Sighing she reached into the walk in closet and
took out her nightdress. Walking into the master
bathroom she started running the water for a warm
bath and then walked back out into the main
room. Both of the dogs had made themselves at
home on the floor near the foot of the bed.
Walking back into the bathroom Selina checked
the water temperature before she shut off the
water and slid from her clothing. Sliding into the
large tub she sank down until her head rested on
the pillow at the back of the tub. She could hear
the soft music that was playing from the small
radio that Josh had built into the wall. Closing her
eyes she let her mind and body relax.