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Hey everyone, since the chaper notes don't show up on all the skins I decided to leave ya'll a message here. In future reference it's best to use Crayons or Paint skin to see what little important messages and tidbits I leave for ya. Anyways I am gonna run a poll, what are you thinking of the story so far, what are you looking forward to most? This an extremely dramatic part in the Nick and Ali saga so don't think it's gonna be all sunshine and roses here. But it'll pay off I promise! Anyways please let me know what ya'll think okay! And stay tuned as always Read and Review!

 

Chapter Fourteen: Sexual Frustration’s A Bitch



“So Nick…how’s everything with Alyssa?” Jane asked.


Nick clenched his jaw momentarily it had been two weeks. Two solid weeks since they’d had any semblance of a sex life, and it was beginning to wane on his tolerance of other people. “Fine, would be better if we’d get at least sometime alone together.”


Jane smirked a little, “I’m sure…”


“What the hell is that supposed to mean? I love her Mom, I’m sorry that I love having sex with my fiancée. Jesus Mom you’re the reason why we haven’t. She won’t even touch me now because of what you said to her!”


Jane got a stern look on her face, “What did I say to her?”


“You made her feel like a whore. You made it seem like I’m only marrying her because she lets me fuck her any way I want.”


Jane passed off his comments, “Well she’s nuts for twisting my words like that, all I was saying that I think it’s a little rude to have sex so openly when you have guests.”


Nick rolled his eyes, he could see where Alyssa was coming from but at the same time maybe Jane didn’t mean it the way Alyssa had taken it. “I don’t care Mom, you need to be more careful how you say things to her. She’s pregnant and touchy at the moment so just you know tone it down.”


“Well I’m sorry she took it that way, I’ll talk to her if you want?”


“No it’s fine. She’s just going to get mad at me for talking to you, just do me a favor and stay out of our relationship.”


“Okay. Will do.”


Meanwhile…


Alyssa sighed as she bent and stretched her body finishing the last pose for her pregnancy yoga class. She grinned as she rolled up her yoga mat and stuffed it into her gym bag. “So we’ve seen you here for a few weeks now.” A voice next to her said. Alyssa looked over seeing a very pregnant brunette with a genuine grin.


“Whose we?” Alyssa asked as another pregnant woman materialized around her.


“Hi I’m Trina.” The brunette added, “And this is Melissa.”


“Hi, Alyssa Monroe.” She replied shaking Trina’s and Melissa’s hand.


“Whoa check out the rock, are you married?”


Alyssa grinned at the two of them, “Engaged actually. We got engaged like two weeks before we got pregnant.”


“Impressive” Melissa remarked with a warm grin. “Would you like to come to lunch with us?”


“Sure.” Alyssa replied following them out of the gym “So where would you like to go?”


“I was thinking we should splurge and go to the Ivy!” Melissa suggested.


“Um the Ivy?” Alyssa replied nervously she knew without Nick she wouldn’t have much of a chance of being recognized but it still scared her just a little bit. But the last time she was there it was with Kellie and Lori and she didn’t seem to have much of a problem aside from ending up on Perez Hilton about how she looks fat now that she’s pregnant.


“Sure why not? It’s actually really good food, a bit over priced but excellent.”


“Oh I know, I go there with my friends a lot.”


Melissa and Trina stopped for a moment looking at Alyssa as she approached her Audi. “Are you like loaded or something?” Trina asked.


Alyssa chuckled a bit. “I make good money, yeah but I don’t like to let it define me, the car was a present from my fiancé.”


“Cool we’ll discuss everything at lunch, we’ll meet you there!” Melissa grinned back as they separated and headed off to the restaurant. Alyssa got there first getting the three of them a table on the terrace.


“Wow look at you scoring a table on the terrace of the Ivy?” Trina joked giggling a little.


Alyssa grinned at the two of them. “Yeah, I know a guy.” She joked with a grin.


“So Alyssa what do you do for a living?” Melissa asked. “We’re both teachers at a charter school in East LA.”


“Oh wow, that’s awesome!” Alyssa beamed. “I’m a teacher as well.”


“Oh that’s so cool, you know I hate charter schools personally, it’s just a stepping stone to get where I really want to go.”


“That’s cool, what about you Trina.”


“I’m the technology leader and I teach 5th grade. Hopefully one day once I’m done with my PhD I’ll become and adjunct with a major university. What school do you work at if you don’t mind me asking?” Trina asked as she sipped some of her water.


“UCLA, I’m a professor of Literature and Lit history.” She explained seeing the other two with surprised grins on their faces.


“Well no wonder you make good money you work for the State!” Melissa joked a little.


She grinned in response, “Yeah it pays pretty well, my fiance’s the real money maker.” She replied.


“Oh is he a doctor?”


“Yeah plastic surgeon, marrying him for the discount on surgery!” She joked grinning stupidly.


Both women laughed and Trina replied, “No seriously what does he do?”


Alyssa sighed a little she didn’t really want to get into it that her future husband was a musician let alone a celebrity. “He’s in the industry. He works in the music area.”


“Oh so he’s a musician?”


“Yeah, it’s not really a big deal but he makes good money to support our growing family.”


“First child?”


“Yep definitely.”


“I’m on my second.” Trina admitted proudly. “We have a two-year-old daughter Hannah, and this we’re hoping is a boy.” She said patting her tummy.


Melissa sighed, “This is our first, it’s been a real labor, we had difficulty getting pregnant but James and I did everything we could and now we’re blessed with our first child.”


“That’s really great so I take it you two are married?”


“Yup. Both of us married young right out of college pretty much and we met working together at the school.”


“That’s really cool, I’ve been a little gun shy about getting married but I love Nick, he’s my everything so I’m really glad he chose me to spend the rest of his life with.”


Meanwhile…


“So guys I think we should take a trip.” Dan one of the writers suggested.


Nick’s brow furrowed, “A trip where?” He really didn’t want to be gone for very long, especially with Alyssa nearing the mid-to-late part of the pregnancy.


“Nashville for a month, a writing trip to Gary Baker’s and get you guys away from everything so you can focus on the music.” Dan explained.


Nick sighed a little concerned, “Yeah Alyssa’s going to be pissed, she’s pregnant and my mother’s been staying with us visiting lately so it’s been hard on her.”


AJ rolled his eyes, “Dude can you two unlatch from each other?”


Nick smacked his shoulder, “It’s not like that, we haven’t in two weeks actually.”


“Wow…seriously is there something wrong?”


“My Mother. She made Alyssa feel bad about us wanting some private time, and well we haven’t since because she’s staying with us now.”


“Kick her out, or put her up in a hotel.”


“I know but she’ll get all hurt. And then it’ll just make it worse.”

“Man well maybe you should think outside of the box. Whenever my mom or Leighanne’s mom comes to visit we turn her into a babysitter and I take her out to be alone. Try a picnic or something.” Brian suggested patting his friend on the shoulder.


“That’s a really good idea. Maybe it’ll take the pressure off. It’s been really hectic lately with both of us working and the baby.”


“Yeah but it’s cool you’re having a boy! Do you want him to look like you?”


“I just want him to be healthy, it’d be cool though to have a little version of me running around, but I’d love for him to look like Ali. I’m just excited as all hell.”


Brian grinned at him happy that he was getting a chance at becoming a father. “I’m so happy for you man. But listen you really gotta work with Ali on the romance department, it’s vitally important. Because if you don’t once the baby’s here it will just take more of a toll on your relationship.” Brian explained. “For the first six months after Bay was born we barely slept, barely even saw each other but we learned and we grew stronger for it.”


“Yeah? I’m worried though, we’ve been fighting a lot lately. And I’m just worried it’s going to hurt the baby.”


The boys all grinned at him wondering just exactly when he grew up, “Fighting will put stress on Alyssa and stress will affect the baby, but hopefully this rough patch you two are hitting will get easier.”


Nick nodded in response with purpose for the first time in weeks.


“Did you see the Maxim article?” Brian asked with a Cheshire grin.


“That’s out already?”


“Yep.” Howie nodded and threw a copy on the table. The cover had all the girls lying in a bed together looking up poutily at the camera and in the middle was Alyssa. He flipped to the article inside seeing the title then moved to the first questions for Alyssa, that were right next to her picture of her in a slinky one piece and her hair all done.


So you’re engaged—Do you find it hard to find privacy with the cameras?


“Yes very much so. But we try to focus on each other. It’s difficult with us both working full time but we try our best to keep things feeling like they did before we got engaged.”


You’re a professor at a major university and you’re only 23, how’d you manage that?


(Grins) “Well it definitely was not easy. It took a lot of hard work and dedication to get through school as fast as I did. I made friends with the professors along the way and expressed interest in teaching higher education. They watched me TA and student teach and figured that I’d be a great addition to the department.”


Is it more difficult to date a celebrity and be relatively normal?


“Yes and no. When we first started dating I was scared of his fans. They have a reputation of completely despising whomever he dates. So I made us keep the relationship quiet for like 7 or 8 months.”


“Why were you scared of the fans?”


“Well because I was there, when he was with Amanda [Willa Ford] and they really struggled because of the fans speculation and hatred. After her he kept his relationships relatively quiet but that’s not to say he didn’t have a serious relationship he had several, and a pretty decent string of groupies…and then…”


He dated Paris Hilton.


“Yeah, and I was there through all of it, we were the closest of friends and confidantes. But personally I couldn’t stand her, just by how she treated him. Nick was so happy when he introduced me and her he hoped we could be friends. So I was polite and nice and went to shake her hand and she stuck her nose up at me like because I don’t have gazillions of dollars that I’m some how worthy of being stepped on.”


Is it still a sore spot for him?


“Sometimes, she is the first girl to accuse him of violence against her. Which is complete hogwash, if he ever hit a girl, his sisters would lynch him. He learned from a very young age you just don’t hit a girl even if she’s completely kicking your butt.”


So what made you decide to be on this season of HOC?


“I didn’t really, it was Nick and his publicist Juliette that convinced me. I was really wary about how I’d look on television. Hopefully not bad but it’s hard not to especially when they cut everything down to half-hour episodes. There were tons of things in season one that got cut out. But yeah they decided to do it at home, where I live, I couldn’t just say ‘oh blur out my face’ or something stupid like that.”


Didn’t Brian from BSB do that last season?


“He did, but he had his own reasons for that. All of which were completely valid. And it’s not like he lived with the siblings like I do so it was easier to conceal him than it would be for me or any of the siblings.”


So you know we have to ask who’s your favorite Backstreet Boy?


(laughs) “Oh man, I knew this one was coming. It’s actually not Nick. Weird I know but hear me out. I’ve always known Nick as the kid from Tampa Bay, Leslie’s older really cute brother. So when I’d see him on television in the Backstreet persona I was thinking ‘I like the real him better’.”


So out of the others who is?


“Actually none of the guys know this only my two best girls do along with Leslie, and its the one that left the group, Kevin…The first video of their’s I ever saw was Quit Playing Games and I thought oh…my…god…hotness. And yeah Kristin, his wife, is going to tease me endlessly now. As will Nick...we have that good kind of relationship where we can tease each other and not get hurt.”



Nick looked up from reading and chuckled, “I’m marrying a Kevin fan…Nice.” He remarked making the other three laugh at him heartily. He re-read the last line over again, sure they’d tease each other, but lately the type of teasing went from verbal to physical and really that was what drove him crazy. Being teased so much but not being able to do anything about it because the second he’d try to exorcise those desires she’d shoot him down. Either, it was work, his siblings, his mother…the doctor…or his personal favorite…her thinking she’s too fat now to have sex. It drove him crazy about how insecure she was becoming as the pregnancy progressed. Couldn’t she see that he found her as desirable as ever? He scanned the rest of the article grinning at the pictures of the girls and Alyssa, how’d he get so blessed to have such amazing women in his life?


The next afternoon…


Alyssa got home from pregnancy yoga walking in through the garage and sorting mail. She looked up to see Nick closing a medium sized cooler. “Hey what do you have there?” Alyssa asked curiously.


“You’ll see, come on let’s go for a drive.” Nick suggested taking her hand as she set her gym bag down.


“Lemme change first.” She replied going upstairs with a grin.


“Okay, don’t take too long.” He replied sighing a little. He was glad that she seemingly agreed to go with.


Meanwhile upstairs Alyssa hopped in the shower momentarily washing the sweat from yoga class off. Afterwards she went into the closet wondering what she should wear. She hated the maternity clothing mainly because it was frilly or girly and she hated it. With a sigh she grabbed a very thin silk pale yellow sundress as well as a matching yellow bra and panties. She flashed smile to her reflection in the mirror she pulled her longer hair up in a ponytail and put on some perfume and low-heeled strapped sandals before going downstairs.


Nick looked up and saw her his mouth immediately going dry at the mere sight of her. “Wow.” He mouthed but no sound would come out. He looked down at himself seeing the light blue button down shirt and jeans he was wearing and suddenly felt under dressed.


“What did I dress up too much?” Alyssa said looking down at herself.


Nick shook his head, “No you look beautiful.”


She grinned at him and he grabbed the cooler and his back pack leading her out to his Escalade. He helped her get in and he went around to the other side placing the cooler and his backpack in the back cargo area of the truck. About thirty minutes later they pulled to this secluded area just five minutes off the main rode. He parked the truck so that the back was looking out over the cliff and out over the pacific ocean. He grinned at her and got out opening up the back gate and folding down the back seat to give them ample room for a picnic inside the truck. Alyssa stepped out feeling the strong wind coming from the north and looked at him strangely.


“A picnic in the back of the truck?” Alyssa asked with a grin.


Nick rolled his eyes, “It’s windy don’t want it to blow everything away. Besides we’ll leave the gate open.” He reasoned as he began taking things out of the cooler.


Alyssa hoisted her body as best she could and ended up near laying down in the cargo area. Nick looked over and chuckled at her. “Hey I’d like to see you carry a tummy like this.”


“Believe me I have one.” He said pulling out a black three-ring binder from his backpack, looking through it momentarily then closing it and placing it on top of the now emptied cooler.


“Yours is MUCH smaller than mine hon.” Alyssa retorted noticing the notebook. She figured it was something to do with work but she didn’t know what. Nick handed her a sandwich and a bottle of water.


“Whatever…just having my mother around too it’s hard you know. Since we don’t get a lot of alone time anymore like we used to.”


Alyssa giggled, “Get used to it, once this one is born our sex life is going to be just as bad.”


“I hope not!” Nick replied letting them both eat in silence for a few moments. Once they’d finished he cleaned everything up and began scribbling something in the black binder. Alyssa leaned up hoping to catch a glimpse at what he was writing. Trying to be sneaky she scooted over as best she could and snatched the binder from him. “Hey!” Nick whined.


“What is in here?” She asked aloud, she knew Nick probably wouldn’t tell her but she had to know what had peaked his interest so much.


Nick reached for the binder only causing her to move it from his reach. “Alyssa please…” Nick pleaded but it was too late she had already opened it and was reading its contents.


Alyssa’s expression softened as she looked through seeing his normal illegible script on notebook paper describing every meal and what the calorie intake each item was. “Nick what is this?” She asked handing it back to him.


“It’s how I’ve been keeping track of what I eat. It’s…”


He was stopped by Alyssa’s grin, “No it’s okay, I’m happy for you Nick, if this is what you want to do to get yourself healthy then by all means do it. At least you’re not doing any stupid crash diet or fad.”


He nodded a little, “Still I didn’t really want you to know yet. Kind of wanted it to be a surprise.”


“What like one day I notice half of you is gone?”


“That was the plan…” He replied sheepishly. “I’m just…”


“Really self-conscious, I know I get it, believe me I do.” She said leaning in pressing her lips to his momentarily. Nick sighed a little reveling in the simplicity of the kiss but just as soon as it began it ended with her pulling back from him. Alyssa moved slightly facing away from him so she could recline against his back as he rested his hands on her stomach grinning to him. He looked out over to the ocean and closed his eyes letting the breeze just wash over them that swept across the truck.


Feeling slightly uncomfortable Alyssa readjusted herself moving her body up his a little rubbing against his groin. He opened his eyes and looked down a little seeing over her shoulder and down the front of her dress seeing the lacy edge of her bra. His breathing quickened and he felt himself flush at the mere sight of her. Getting an idea he leaned his head down kissing her shoulder hearing release a satisfied sigh. His mouth blazed a trail up to her neck sucking on her sensitive skin as he brought one hand up removing the straps from her bra and dress from her shoulder then caressed her arm moving to the front of her to place his hand on her breast. At that moment Alyssa pulled away and turned to him with a knowing grin.


He looked in her eyes for a long moment just completely content that they were having a really good day together. He moved in a little closer placing his hand on her neck and grazing his thumb along her jaw-line. She smirked a little as he brought her face to his stopping just as their lips lightly brushed together making her move even closer to deepen the kiss opening her mouth and flicking her tongue out and sweeping it across his lower lip. Grinning into the kiss he pulled/pushed her body gently to lie down on her back. He situated himself at her side leaning on her a little but not enough to cause pressure on her stomach. Alyssa weaved her fingers into his hair skidding her nails along his scalp lightly as they continued to kiss. Nick moved his hand from her neck down her shoulder and came to rest at the side of her breast. Alyssa broke the kiss momentarily to catch her breath she sighed a little grinning and bit her lower lip which was slightly swollen. “I love you.” She said simply as he moved his fingers over the silky material of her dress just under her arm.


She leaned near him claiming his mouth again sighing as their tongues met and dueled passionately. Growing more and more turned on he moved his hand to the front of her massaging her breast through the thin material of her dress and bra, smiling as she whimpered into the kiss. Nick pushed her bra and dress down on one side revealing her soft flesh. He moved his urgent kisses to her neck and collarbone down to the exposed skin he’d revealed moments before. He nipped at the side of her breast making her shriek and pull him closer to her body as her back arched. Simultaneously he moved his hand down to the hem of her dress gathering it up slowly to her hips then moved in between her thighs stroking her over her underwear. Alyssa took in a breath sharply and moved her hips against his hand trying to get him to increase his light touch. He grinned against her skin as he leaned back and pulled her panties off as she leaned up grabbing at his shirt and his jeans undoing them realizing he wasn’t wearing any underwear to speak of.


“Seems like you came prepared…” She replied with a grin as her hand wound around his fully erect cock. He chuckled and leaned in rubbing his fingers over her making her hiss and curse under her breath. Feeling sure that they were both ready he moved to thrust inside her but she stopped him. “We can’t do it missionary remember?”


He sighed a little and then remembered he’d really come prepared. He rolled over and reached for a pillow just behind the cooler. “I researched this online, it should help your back out.” He explained.


“You really came prepared.”


“Uh huh lift up.” He instructed as she raised her hips and he placed the pillow just where the small of her back would be. He moved between her legs as she laid back down already feeling better as the pressure from her lower back was relieved. Alyssa spread her legs as wide as she could as he held himself up on his hands giving her ample space for her stomach. He guided himself slowly inside her, his eyes rolling back into his head as he sighed in relief. Alyssa shifted her hips closer to him letting him sink in deeper. “Baby…uhh you feel…so good.” He managed to mutter as he began thrusting in and out of her. Nick took one of her hands in his placing it up above her head bringing him down closer to her looking down directly at her face as he moved with forceful smooth strokes while he dipped his head to kiss and suck on the top of her chest.


Alyssa closed her eyes reveling in the feeling of him, inside her, on top of her. It’d been too long since they’d been this close; missionary had become problematic as she began to show a baby bump. True it was still rather small but she’d grown extremely sensitive about it to the point where she wanted to hide her once toned flat abs that had expanded and grown with the growth of their child. She felt Nick quicken his pace against her their abdomens brushing gently together when he’d thrust and pull back. She moaned loudly as his tip hit the back of her walls making her cling to his hand tightly and opened her eyes turning her head to breathe. Out of the window she saw a helicopter fly over head, hearing the loud noise from the wings as it fly by and the realization of where they were, that anyone, paparazzi, highway patrol or even an average Joe can just happen upon their situation. She bit her lip hating to have to do this but the thought of their sexual activities being splashed upon the headlines made her blood run cold with fear. “Nick stop.”


Not stopping Nick looked up, “What?” He asked completely perplexed.


Alyssa pushed against his shoulders pushing him back a bit. “Stop…”


Nick’s eyes grew wide as she continued to push him away from her body. “Huh? What’s going on?” He asked turned on out of breath and completely perplexed as to exactly why she stopped him. Alyssa covered herself rearranging her bra and dress to cover the exposed flesh then moved to grab her panties struggling slightly to get them back on. “What are you doing?” He asked still in the same position sitting back on his knees his shirt and pants still hanging open showing his flushed skin and still hard erection.


Alyssa looked at him, “Nick it’s broad daylight, we’re not far from a main road. Anyone could catch us.”


He sighed, “So that’s supposed to make it more exciting you know the thrill of being caught?” He replied trying to get closer to her again but her hand on his chest stopped him.


She knew it may seem irrational but she could not get over her fear of being caught and having their entire relationship open to the public, it was bad enough she was on a reality show but for her private sexual life with Nick to be broadcast for all to see…definitely not what she wanted. “Not for me, I don’t want my sex life all over the tabloids.”


“But baby…come on nobody is gonna find us…”


“So says the sexually frustrated man.” Alyssa retorted. “You’ll do anything to get me to have sex won’t you? I’m glad you came so prepared to our picnic Nickolas. What did you bring me out here just to fuck me?” She said angrily. She didn’t want to get so emotional but it seemed lately that all Nick cared about was sex.


“That was part of the plan…yeah.” He admitted. Alyssa’s face contorted in anger. “Baby…please it’s not like that…”


“Then what is it like? All you ever want from me is sex!”


Nick closed his eyes and fixed his pants and shirt. “No, it’s just we haven’t been doing it as much lately with both of us being so busy, and you said no sex in the house…so I thought I’d spend some time with you and…”


“Fuck me like a horny teenager in the back of a car?”


Nick sighed he knew he wasn’t going to get anywhere but he found himself still fighting against her. “No I want to be close to you, but every time we try something gets in the way.”


Alyssa got out of the truck and stood over looking the ocean for a few minutes. Nick followed moments later going up behind her and wrapping his arms around her only for her to shrug him off. “Don’t fucking touch me.” She remarked going back to the truck and sitting in the passenger seat.


His anger flared, “Fine I guess I won’t try to have sex with you ever again!” He announced watching her enter the car.


Alyssa’s breath quickened as a soft sob escaped her lips while she searched her purse grabbing a pair of large sunglasses putting them on to conceal her tears. She hadn’t meant to get that emotional but damn it hurt to think he only wanted to be close for sex, didn’t they have any intimacy anymore?




 

 

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