Summary: He lives in Hell. The hands that are suppose to carress him strike out in painful blows. A voice that is supposed to soothe his worries instead torments him daily. Someone who is supposed to love him unconditionally belittles him till he is nothing. He fears that death is inevitible, but is stuck in the continuing cycle of pain, anger, torment, and horror. A truly wicked monster haunts him. And it's his secret.
Rated: R
Categories: Fanfiction >
Backstreet Boys Characters: Group,
Nick
Genres: Angst,
Drama,
Romance Warnings: Domestic Violence,
Graphic Sexual Content,
Graphic Violence,
Sexual Content,
Violence,
Sexual Assault/Rape
Challenges: Series: None
Chapters: 8
Completed: No
Word count: 21172
Read: 14256
Published: 03/13/07
Updated: 01/16/08
1. Chapter 1 by Anastacia [ - ] 
(1944 words)
I would truly appreciate feedback on this story. It's a very controversial subject that I wanted to tackle. So, I need support. Please and thank you so much in advance.
2. Chapter 2 by Anastacia [ - ] (2963 words)
3. Chapter 3 by Anastacia [ - ] (2099 words)
4. Chapter 4 by Anastacia [ - ] (4333 words)
I just wanted to take the time to thank you all for your amazing reviews. I am so appreciative of the feedback I'm recieving, because I truly was apprehensive about posting this fiction. Thank you so much. And, as always, I have to give a special thanks to My Posie for giving me the courage to post. She's my muse.
5. Chapter 5 by Anastacia [ - ] (2833 words)
6. Chapter 6 by Anastacia [ - ] (2493 words)
7. Chapter 7 by Anastacia [ - ] (3040 words)
8. Chapter 8 by Anastacia [ - ] (1467 words)
Sorry that it took so long to post this chapter, but life truly does have a way of catching up to me. I'm trying to get back in the writing groove. So, hopefully we've got this under control. Thank you so much for all the reviews beforehand and I hope I continue to recieve them.
