Summary: 
She was beautiful to the eye. Long blonde hair, perfect body, greenest eyes anyone had ever seen and a smile that could eat your soul. Heads turned whenever she walked into a room and she knew it.
He had women falling at his feet everywhere he went, he played on that. They knew it, and he knew it but that didn't stop them following him. He played it with no strings, getting what he wanted and saying goodbye. It was easier that way, knowing he would never be in the same city for too long. It was hard to keep a relationship and he liked it that way. His life ran in a way that made it perfect for him.
Until he met her. Until she twisted her way into his life, and changed it.
Rated: NC-17
Categories: Fanfiction >
Backstreet Boys Characters: Group,
Nick
Genres: Drama,
Romance Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content,
Sexual Content,
Slash F/F
Challenges: Series: Beautiful Lie Series
Chapters: 103
Completed: Yes
Word count: 266023
Read: 87985
Published: 10/11/09
Updated: 05/18/10
1. Prologe by BiLittrell [ - ] (134 words)
Don't worry, To Love Once Again has not been forgotten. I got an idea for a new story and we ended up working on a few chapters. Please review and let us know what you think, its a little different from the others we have written.
2. Chapter 1 by BiLittrell [ - ] (990 words)
3. Chapter 2 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1079 words)
WOW what can i say...thank you so much for the reviews for this story so far! Glad you all like it. Here's another chapter for you all. keep the reviews coming!
4. Chapter 3 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1428 words)
5. Chapter 4 by BiLittrell [ - ] (998 words)
Heres another chapter for you all. Loving the responses so far! Keep them coming!
6. Chapter 5 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2004 words)
Heres the next chapter. Ill post the next one tomoro. Remember to review :)
7. Chapter 6 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1945 words)
8. Chapter 7 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1426 words)
So heres the next chapter for you all. Hope you are enjoying what your reading so far. We love seeing what you all think of the story so please review, even if you don't like to. The more reviews we get, the more we want to add chapters.
Thanks for reading :)
9. Chapter 8 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3083 words)
10. Chapter 9 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3204 words)
Thank you SO much for the reviews. LOVE THEM! As i've said before we love reading what you all think, so don't be shy, let us know :)
Here's a few chapters for you. Enjoy!
11. Chapter 10 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1825 words)
12. Chapter 11 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1909 words)
Ok so i was only going to post two new chapters, but I'm feeling a little generous tonight so heres another one. Remember to tell us what you think :)
13. Chapter 12 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1443 words)
Heres another chapter for you all. Loving the reviews!! Hope you like this chapter. Let us know :)
14. Chapter 13 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2056 words)
15. Chapter 14 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1298 words)
WOW so many reviews! Thank you SO much! keep them coming!
I just wanted to warn you all that in a week there won't be any updates for a week or so. I'm going on tour with the guys...well ok not WITH the guys (wishful thinking haha) but i wont be around a computer for a while. I'll try add as many as i can until next weekend. Hope you will all hang around for when i get back. I promise you we will have more to add after then.
Anyways, back to the story :)
16. Chapter 15 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1975 words)
Sorry for the delay in chapters. Been uber busy this week. As i said last week I wont be updating next week so ill add as many chapters as i can before i go. And hopefully I'll come back to loads of reviews ;) lol
17. Chapter 16 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2223 words)
18. Chapter 17 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2151 words)
Another new chapter. Let us know what you think :)
19. Chapter 18 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2499 words)
Just inbetween washing my clothes and packing and thought id update for you all. Remember to review.
20. Chapter 19 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2753 words)
Yup heres another chapter!
21. Chapter 20 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3261 words)
I'm baaaaack!! Hope you all missed me, LOL. I might add a few chapters tonight, but for now here's one. Remember to review people!!
22. Chapter 21 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1821 words)
Sorry about the lack of chapters last night. Still got a lot of real life catching up to do. Heres one for tonight.
And remember, if you like the story PLEASE let us know your opinion. We are curious as to what you all think. :)
23. Chapter 22 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1880 words)
HAHA sorry to keep you guys hanging. Heres the next chapter. Let me know what you think :)
24. Chapter 23 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2321 words)
Sooo here's a new chapter. Hope you guys are enjoying the story. Haven't had many reviews lately *hinthint* lol. Seriously hope you guys are still reading though, cos theres SO much more coming up with this story!
25. Chapter 24 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1012 words)
HEY! We are going to add some chapters for you tonight. We've got so much written already and think its only fair we share them with you. Remember to review :)
26. Chapter 25 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2940 words)
27. Chapter 26 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2036 words)
28. Chapter 27 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3656 words)
29. Chapter 28 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2411 words)
Last one for tonight. And dunno if you noticed but we have a banner now! Weee!
30. Chapter 29 by BiLittrell [ - ] (4542 words)
Ok so loved all the reviews we got last night. THANK YOU SO MUCH!! It gives us the incentive to post more chapters! So here you are. Not sure how many I'm going to add tonight, but the more reviews we get, the more ill post :)
31. Chapter 30 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1352 words)
32. Chapter 31 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1489 words)
Last one for tonight. Enjoy, and remember to review :)
33. Chapter 32 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1638 words)
Ok heres some more chapters. Not sure how many I'm adding again, but i hope you all enjoy. Theres some drama coming up in the story so i hope you like it. Let us know :)
34. Chapter 33 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2138 words)
35. Chapter 34 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2595 words)
Just want to say a HUUUUGE thank you for all the reviews! We love love love them!! The more we get just like them, the more it makes us want to share more! Here's another chapter for you all.
36. Chapter 35 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2040 words)
37. Chapter 36 by BiLittrell [ - ] (4222 words)
Thank you again for all the reviews! We love them!! Here's another chapter for you all :)
38. Chapter 37 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2137 words)
Sp sorry for the lack of updates recently. Had alot going on at home, but now things are settling down i will start to get more time to be online and add chapters. Hope your all still reading :)
39. Chapter 38 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3235 words)
40. Chapter 39 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2998 words)
41. Chapter 40 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1836 words)
42. Chapter 41 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1014 words)
Thank you SO much for all the reviews! Heres two chapters. if i get a chance ill add another before i head off to bed. As always, remember to review :)
43. Chapter 42 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2058 words)
44. Chapter 43 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1915 words)
Merry Xmas everyone! Hope your all having a good one. Here's a new chapter, callit your xmas present haha!
As always remember to review. As the rush of xmas is coming to an end i will have more time to add chapters again, so keep an eye out :)
45. Chapter 44 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2166 words)
WOW so i apologise for the huge gap in updates!! im going to try get into the routine of giving you a chapter or two a day. I hope our wonderful readers are still around! Let us know what you think :)
46. Chapter 45 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2022 words)
Thanks for the reviews! Here's another for you. As always we love seeing what you think!
47. Chapter 46 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1922 words)
Well lookie here, I'm updating again!! weee! I think it deffo has something to do with reading all your reviews! They really want us to write and post more chapters.
So for you all, here's two more :)
48. Chapter 47 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2931 words)
49. Chapter 48 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2305 words)
50. Chapter 49 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2831 words)
51. Chapter 50 by BiLittrell [ - ] (5474 words)
This is quite a long chapter. Hope you've all enjoyed the updates. Let us know and review :)
52. Chapter 51 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3396 words)
Thanks so much for the reviews! Here's one for you all. Will try add more tommorow :)
53. Chapter 52 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3441 words)
Heres another chapter for you all. We're coming along way with this story, and we just wanted to share with you how excited we are. This story is going to be part of a series. We have completed this one and have started the second part already. All we need to get round to is updating for you all so expect more updates more frequently.
We're very excited to see what you guys think of the story, and some of the storyline. Keep the reviews coming, we love reading then and they really make us want to share more!
anyways, on to the chapter :)
54. Chapter 53 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1440 words)
55. Chapter 54 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3037 words)
56. Chapter 55 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2722 words)
Remember to review :)
57. Chapter 56 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1106 words)
What can i say? A big THANK YOU for all the reviews for the past few chapters we've posted. We love seeing what you all think of the story! We will try to start responding to your reviews as well :)
Anyways, here is a chapter for you all. If i get a chance later i will add some more.
58. Chapter 57 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3787 words)
59. Chapter 58 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3153 words)
60. Chapter 59 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3235 words)
61. Chapter 60 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2797 words)
Hey everyone! Sorry for the delay in updating! Here's a chapter for now. Will do a bulk load of updating over the next few days so keep checking back :)
Really interested to see what you guys think of this chapter so please please review. Thanks.
62. Chapter 61 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3582 words)
63. Chapter 62 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2764 words)
64. Chapter 63 by BiLittrell [ - ] (5362 words)
65. Chapter 64 by BiLittrell [ - ] (5217 words)
66. Chapter 65 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2652 words)
67. Chapter 66 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2397 words)
68. Chapter 67 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2053 words)
69. Chapter 68 by BiLittrell [ - ] (4886 words)
Thanks SO much for the reviews. Heres a few more chapters for you all.
70. Chapter 69 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1969 words)
71. Chapter 70 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2402 words)
Just want to say big THANK YOU to all of you who have reviewed. We loved them!! I will get round to responding to them, but for now here's a few more chapters. Please please let us know what you think :)
72. Chapter 71 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3095 words)
73. Chapter 72 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1474 words)
74. Chapter 73 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2757 words)
75. Chapter 74 by BiLittrell [ - ] (4367 words)
76. Chapter 75 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2396 words)
77. Chapter 76 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2584 words)
78. Chapter 77 by BiLittrell [ - ] (4102 words)
79. Chapter 78 by BiLittrell [ - ] (4246 words)
Ok so this week is going to be a very busy week for me, meaning the updates might not come as swiftly as they have been. SO Sorry for that, but i will try my bestest to update when i can.
And with there here's a new chapter for you. Keep them reviews coming :)
80. Chapter 79 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2519 words)
81. Chapter 80 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2543 words)
82. Chapter 81 by BiLittrell [ - ] (1374 words)
Thanks SO much for your reviews. I'm gonna update you with as many chapters as i can today. Coming up to the end of this story, which excites me as we can't wait for you guys to read the next installment. Hope you guys want more? haha
83. Chapter 82 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3398 words)
84. Chapter 83 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2922 words)
85. Chapter 84 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2379 words)
86. Chapter 85 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2148 words)
Sorry about the lack of updates for a few days, was at my busiest of busy days.
I just want to respond to the many comments about the story endings, This story is no where near the end just yet. We made the decision to turn this into a series. So this part (beautiful lie) is coming to an end, but we will have the new installment up for you to read.
Its going to be a while before we hear the last of Nick, Paige and Lindsay :)
87. Chapter 88 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2360 words)
88. Chapter 88 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3519 words)
89. Chapter 88 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2893 words)
Update time!! Really loving the reviews you guys send. Sorry we don't get back to you all. Most of the time we read them on our cells and its hard to respond. We do value your responses, ALOT!
We're especially excited to see what you think of the up and coming chapters.
90. Chapter 89 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2289 words)
91. Chapter 90 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2478 words)
92. Chapter 91 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2038 words)
93. Chapter 92 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2231 words)
94. Chapter 93 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3026 words)
95. Chapter 94 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3043 words)
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97. Chapter 96 by BiLittrell [ - ] (3129 words)
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99. Chapter 98 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2982 words)
100. Chapter 99 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2258 words)
101. Chapter 100 by BiLittrell [ - ] (2697 words)
102. Chapter 101 by BiLittrell [ - ] (4206 words)
103. Chapter 102 by BiLittrell [ - ] (4502 words)
