Warnings: Sexual Assault/Rape
Other Results: 22 Series
Stories
Summary: Sequel to Killing Me Softly



Struggling to find a bearable division between his tormented nightmares and his reality, Brian soon has to face that the monsters aren't coming from the outside to hurt him, but from within himself. Only when you've been found and brought to safety, do you realize how lost you truly are.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Horror, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Domestic Violence, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 27574 Read Count: 1460
[Report This] Published: 04/25/16 Updated: 04/08/17
Inner Scars by closemyeyes Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 8]
Summary:

Can we ever escape the past, or does it haunt us forever?

Nick was living a life he grew accustomed to. A life filled with misery and loneliness he assumed he was doomed to live forever, until he met the man who wound up changing his life.


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Assault/Rape, Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 48168 Read Count: 3057
[Report This] Published: 05/14/16 Updated: 05/19/16
Summary:

AJ Mclean never really had an easy life growing up. He always told himself that when he got older he would be the best father and husband he could be. But one night of regret and mistakes changed all of that. AJ stared at the blue and red lights as they were lighting up his home. He was still holding his loved one in his arms as the police busted inside.


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Nick, Other
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Death, Sexual Assault/Rape, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 6618 Read Count: 409
[Report This] Published: 03/28/16 Updated: 04/04/16
Lemon by Pengi Rated: R [Reviews - 15]
Summary:

When life gives you Lemon.... Everyone has a past and when Kevin's comes back to haunt him, he discovers a life he never knew he could've had. But will his fear keep him from making lemonade?

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor
Warnings: Death, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 8861 Read Count: 825
[Report This] Published: 02/13/16 Updated: 03/02/16
Summary: Nick falls in love to her cousin Emilia. Suddenly Emilia dies and Nick suffers the loss months.
Years go by and Nick meets this girl Mary who looks look a like Emilia.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama, Horror, Romance
Warnings: Death, Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 54738 Read Count: 1676
[Report This] Published: 09/05/15 Updated: 11/06/15
Summary: When a nightmare starts with a failed suicide attempt by one of his closest friends, Howie is determined to find out the answers to a story that doesn't make sense. What happens when suicide is not really suicide, but a murderer gotten loose? Howie is about to find out.

 


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Suspense
Warnings: Sexual Assault/Rape, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 58449 Read Count: 8341
[Report This] Published: 12/12/12 Updated: 08/28/15
Summary: Nick and Rosalind always had a difficult relationship. When they unexpectedly have a child they seem more apart. Desperate, they consult a mysterious man and sign a powerful contract giving them ownership to each other's bodies..with severe and unforeseen results.. Will they save their relationship? And how far is too far??
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2850 Read Count: 222
[Report This] Published: 07/08/15 Updated: 08/11/15
Junior by Carterkid Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 2]
Summary: Nick is having a baby! Who is the father? What happens
When he falls in love with someone else? [Mild slash]
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys, Fanfiction > Music > NSYNC
Characters: Group, Justin
Genres: Alternate Universe, Dramedy, Fantasy
Warnings: Sexual Assault/Rape, Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1530 Read Count: 1594
[Report This] Published: 03/05/15 Updated: 06/27/15
There's Us by Pengi Rated: R [Reviews - 63]
Summary:


Nick and Brian have to face the past together if they're going to repair the future...

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor
Warnings: Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 66158 Read Count: 11560
[Report This] Published: 02/03/15 Updated: 03/26/15
Summary: Even upon a strong heart comes with a faltering line between life and for death.

Nick had always loved his life, career and his brothers. But when the destruction of backstreet boys falls apart,the death of someone whom he loves and a downward spiral in his mind...he is left with a decision that could change it all.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fantasy
Warnings: Death, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 19047 Read Count: 2431
[Report This] Published: 02/21/15 Updated: 03/10/15
Summary:


Nick's been in love since he first laid eyes on Glitter. Now, two decades later, he finally gets the chance to be with her. But there's more to Glitter than he ever could've guessed and this love may just tear him apart...


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Death, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 6224 Read Count: 412
[Report This] Published: 02/20/15 Updated: 02/25/15
Captive Heart by Simple Sue Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 2]
Summary:


Amelia is torn from the home she's known all her life at the whim of a certain pirate captain. She is his to do his bidding but will her innocence of his worldly ways capture his heart?
Categories: Fanfiction > Music > New Kids on the Block
Characters: Donnie, Group, Joe
Genres: Alternate Universe, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2479 Read Count: 107
[Report This] Published: 01/11/15 Updated: 01/13/15
Summary:



When Ava can’t take anymore of her boyfriend’s abuse she takes her four-year-old daughter and runs to her brother AJ for help. When AJ tries to talk her into leaving him for good and moving in with him instead, she does.

But what happens when her boyfriend comes after her? Can he protect her? After leaving her boyfriend Ava decides to swear off love. But when Nick starts revealing some hidden feelings about her will she give in? Or will she let her history of bad relationships get in the way of true love?

 


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 128433 Read Count: 15487
[Report This] Published: 03/31/08 Updated: 11/01/14
If I Don't Have You by Broc30 Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 1]
Summary: Creatures of the night may need blood to survive but do they have the heart to fall in love?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick, Kevin, Howie, Brian, AJ
Genres: Supernatural, Romance, Angst, Alternate Universe
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Content, Sexual Assault/Rape, Graphic Sexual Content, Death
Series: Monsters and Demons
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 32536 Read Count: 2584
[Report This] Published: 02/13/14 Updated: 02/22/14
Promises by Broc30 Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 0]
Summary: She was happy dating Brian for the past few years until one misunderstanding, one bad accident and one AJ McLean.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 44 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 68471 Read Count: 2586
[Report This] Published: 02/01/14 Updated: 02/13/14