Next line-- His expression softened and he ran his hand through his hair, messing it up further, “I don’t think that,” his voice was low, “I know I’m a shit sometimes but it’s hard, you know? To see everyone else making plans to go off and have fun and I have to say ‘Sorry, as much as I would love to go to Florida and have fun I have to go to Cleveland because I have obligations.’ That’s really hard for me because I want to have fun... but I also want to be with you guys. I don’t want Parker thinking I’m some asshole that doesn’t care about him, I can’t be that guy. It would just be easier if you guys moved to Florida...”