Along the same lines, I was never a Nick girl. Now, I kind of left the "fandom" for a while, particularly after Kevin left, but even before. At that time in my life, I was just so busy with things like school and marriage at a very young age (I was 21, he was 28), that I just really didn't think much about it much. Oh, I still loved them, but to actually be paying much attention to what they were doing-- I didn't. The NKOTBSB tour is actually what brought me back (sorry, Mare). A couple friends and I ended up going, and I was "Holy #$%! Have you seen/heard Nick?" That man has aged to gracefully. I mean, all of them have, but he's the one who's changed the most, for the better, both physically and most importantly, emotionally. As far as my stories go, I like to contract FILA Nick with Forever Nick. Forever Nick is a goofy, irresponsible teenager. FILA Nick (which is more today's Nick) is so much more than that. Truth is that both portrayals are likely somewhat accurate.