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Summary:

She had always known what she wanted and had worked hard to make her dreams a reality, nothing would come between her and her ambitions....


....even if it meant saying goodbye to him


Rated: R
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Sexual Content, Violence
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 61
Completed: No
Word count: 253726
Read: 36101
Published: 06/05/08
Updated: 07/06/10

1. When it all comes crashing down by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (1145 words)

The beginning of the end...

2. Going to the Chapel... by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4373 words)

Adie plans a wedding that Nick dreads

3. Daily Grind by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4933 words)

Adie thinks about Nick and Her's realtionship whilst struggling with getting back to work

4. Trouble is... by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4380 words)

Nick and Adie argue about her work environment

5. Kisses: Regular or Chocolate? by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4005 words)

Adie thinks about their argument which leads to other hard and hurtful memories

6. Absense makes the heart grow fonder by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3177 words)

Nick leaves for tour rehersals giving Adie more time to think about their realationship

7. Birthday boy by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (5235 words)

Adie flies in to surprise Nick

8. ...well absence sucks! by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4495 words)

Rachel's announcement makes Adie realise that she needs to talk to Nick

9. A few home truths by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3926 words)

The truth telling leads to arguing

10. Nick Backstreet vs Nick Carter by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4507 words)

It's the start of the tour and Adie realises actually how little she knows Nick

11. Who says romance is dead? by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4313 words)

Nick tries to show her how much he loves her whilst in OZ

12. Revelations of the heart... by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3123 words)

Nick admits to Brian that he thinks Adie is the one

13. Denial by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3826 words)

Nick asks for advice on what to get Adie for her Birthday

14. Promises, Promises, Promises by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3704 words)

Nick gets Adie a promise ring for her birthday

15. Birthday Blues by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (2468 words)

Adie realises that she does have a good life with Nick and maybe she should comprimise more

16. London Calling by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4218 words)

 

It's the day before the big O2 gig and Nick is sick

17. Just like a pill by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3959 words)

 

Nick becomes jealous of Mark which leads him to some irrational behavior

18. Something that I already know by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4499 words)

 

Adie stumbles across Nick counting her contraceptive pill

19. Just another rainey day in London by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4448 words)

 

The argument continues leading to some startling behavior from Adie

20. When it all comes crashing down (Reprise) by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4206 words)

 

Adie finally decides enough is enough and Nick doesn't have the home coming he was hoping for

21. Where did our love go? by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (5131 words)

 

Adie realises something shocking that could have the power to change her life forever

22. It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife! by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4759 words)

 

Nick gets drunk to try and forget about Adie but it ends up backfiring

23. Falling Down by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3938 words)

 

Nick finally admits how he feels

24. Sweet Misery by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (2902 words)

 

Adie admits her pregnancy to someone

25. Hush Hush by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3606 words)

 

Adie has an accident at work, after seeing Nick

26. Daddy's eyes by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (1785 words)

 

Nick finally finds out that he is going to be a Daddy

27. Sick as my secrets by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3722 words)

 

The truth finally comes out about Adie's pregnancy

28. Easier to Run by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3052 words)

 

Adie tells her family and gets a mixed reaction about the news

29. If you only knew... by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (2964 words)

 

A meeting in the park doesn't go as well as Nick hoped

30. Dear Diary by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4511 words)

 

Adie reads Nick's Diary's and reveals a shocking secret about herself to him

31. When it rains by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (6296 words)

 

Rachel gives birth and it makes Adie wonder what her own life will be like when she is a Mother

32. The Truth by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4020 words)

 

Adie finally explains things to Nick

33. Before the worst by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (2964 words)

 

Nick and Adie start reconnecting

34. All in my head by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3556 words)

 

Nick calls Adie out on some things

35. Up all night by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (2944 words)

 

Adie reveals a lot at a therpay session and Nick tells her his biggest fear

36. Babysitting by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4189 words)

 

Nick and Adie take care of Max for an afternoon

37. All I Have to Give by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3635 words)

 

Nick had a hard time in therapy

38. In Dreams by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4173 words)

 

Nick calls Adie out on her dreams

39. I'm Walking Away by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4637 words)

 

News of Adie's pregnancy hits the LD message board and causes a lot of trouble

DISCLAIMER: None of the screen names are based on real ones - so don't take it personally if a screename you use crops up, it was just random bsb releated ones I could think of!

40. Use Somebody by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3448 words)

 

Nick goes out of his mind when Adie goes AWOL

41. Don't Let Me Get Me by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4260 words)

 

Adie finally turns up somewhere

42. One Step At A Time by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4375 words)

 

Adie decides enough is enough and makes a stand

43. All Good Things Come To An End by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3962 words)

 

Nick and Adie receive some devestating news

44. Long Road To Ruin by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4484 words)

 

Adie and Nick deal with Molly's death

45. Now That She's Gone by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3489 words)

 

Molly is born and Nick and Adie start to fall apart

46. The Pieces Don't Fit Here Anymore by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (5235 words)

 

Adie distances herself from Nick

47. Patience by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (5741 words)

 

Adie tells Nick that she needs some space

48. Distractions by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3187 words)

 

Nick does some soul searching down in Florida while Adie ignores her emotions

49. Question Exsiting? by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3635 words)

 

Adie has a realisation as Nick questions the longevity of their relationship

50. Passing By by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4273 words)

 

Adie comes home just as Nick leaves

51. Back At Your Door by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3250 words)

 

Adie turns up in Vegas

52. Masquerade by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (5988 words)

 

Nick finally tells Adie how he really feels

53. Last Request by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3695 words)

 

Adie asks Nick for one last chance

54. Headlights on Dark Roads by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4509 words)

 

Adie and Nick start out on their road trip

55. All We Can Do Is Keep Breathing by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4939 words)
Thanks for being so patient! Things have been really hectic lately with moving and work! You guys only have this chapter because I had to wait for a delivery from Ikea today! But here it is!

56. Hold On by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (4506 words)
Thanks for being so patient everyone. I'm afraid updates are going to be like this for a while as I have started writing my 10,000 word dissertation! So far I have 10,000 words to go! LOL! Hope you enjoy this chapter and please let me know what you think!

57. Lean on me by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (6107 words)
Hi guys. I know it's been forever and I'm sorry! Thanks for being so patient with me and here is the next instalment

58. Apologies Don't Always Have To Be Accepted by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (7154 words)
Here's the next chapter guys. Please review I was a little sad that the last chapter only got four!

59. Family Portrait by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (6168 words)

A HUGE thankyou to you guys for being soooooooooooooooooo patient! The reviews from the last chapter were awesome and spured me on to write this one. I know it's taken long enough, but winter has arrived and that means it's manic in PICU but add swine flu and a 10,000 word dissertation, plus planning a work's crimbo party for 100 people, and trying to have a social life and it doesn't leave much time for creative writing!

I do have to admit that this is kind of a filler chapter but don't let that put you off. The next few chapters after this are going back to the more explosive, emotional stuff that Adie and Nick seem to attract!

 

60. The Lovers Are Losing by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (5598 words)
O Lordy! Yes I am still alive people! Sorry it has taken so long. I am going to use life as my excuse! LOL! Here's the next chapter.

61. Beautifully Broken by Tantilisinteaser [ - ] (3999 words)
Yes I am still alive! Sorry it has taken me so long to post a new chapter but I have just completed my dissertation! I am aiming to get this story completed by the end of the year and I am hoping to udapte at least once a month now.

Thanks for being patient guys. Hope you enjoy it!