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Summary: Past Featured StoryI was captured by that stare, now I'm shattered but I don't care, and the people walking by don't have a clue, that I kissed your face, 'til the sun was in our eyes, 'til the afternoon arrived...

Brian and Leighanne are in the midst of planning their wedding and Brian feels trapped. What happens when Nick's new girlfriend, a dancer named Leslie, turns his world upside down? What happens on an unsuspecting Sunday afternoon?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 39 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 165755
Read Count: 101313


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12/08/07 » Updated: 12/19/13
Reviewer: cookies Signed
Date: 11/11/08 Title: Chapter 36: There's Nothing Like You and I

Ahhh...dunno. I put myself in this situation and think what I would do. I don't think realistically many people would stay in that mess. Most peeps who have been crapped on as much as Nick has wouldn't stay. I mean, come ON now. I'd give them all a huge rousing FUCK YOU and skip off into the sunset!

Reviewer: cookies Signed
Date: 10/06/08 Title: Chapter 35: The Backlash Begins

Can't feel sorry for Brian. I'm kinda looking forward to the backlash that's coming his way (Leslie too). heeheee

Author's Response: lol Sad day, they'll get their share of crap, don't worry. Thanks!

Casual by cabybakes Rated: NC-17 [ - ]
Summary: Past Featured Story

Quinn Mason is embarking on a new job in a new city with a new outlook on life and dating. What she never expected was to meet a man that would completely catch her off guard. Will Quinn be able to keep it "casual"?


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 50 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 200164
Read Count: 70608


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04/09/08 » Updated: 05/06/11
Reviewer: cookies Signed
Date: 05/24/09 Title: Chapter 43: Chapter 43: Going the Distance

Do my eyes deceive me? Ms. Quinn has put her Big Girl pants on. Yay!!
And Yay! for Nick not going down the usual path of destruction. They both seem to be slowly growing...in the right direction for once. But, as with all dramas, I'm sure this story still has a few potholes to drive around yet. Looking forward to it!

Author's Response:

Shocking I know...but our girl is finally making an effort here and being a big girl!  I'm surprised that everyone is saying "yay" for Nick...he technically still "cheated" on Quinn, and has been actively trying to be with another woman, as recently as the evening before she showed up in her hotel.  Will her being there stop him?  Most likely...however, if this is how he deals with things, what is going to happen the next time something doesn't go his way?  Something to consider :o)

More to come, hang tight...and yes, there will be potholes!  Thanks for reading and reviewing.

Reviewer: cookies Signed
Date: 05/06/09 Title: Chapter 42: Chapter 42: Bang My Head

Maybe it's just me, but I'm REALLY starting to get annoyed with Mazi. I think it's time she put her Big Girl pants on and deal with everything head on. All this weeny "I dunno what I'm feeling" stuff has gone on long enough & now she's just starting to be a real pain in the ass. ;o)

Author's Response: Trust me, I am sick of it too, especially since if she would just SAY it things may be different....who knows!  But agreed, she is a pain in the ass!  Thanks for reading and reviewing! 

Summary:

She had always known what she wanted and had worked hard to make her dreams a reality, nothing would come between her and her ambitions....


....even if it meant saying goodbye to him


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 61 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 253726
Read Count: 152097


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06/05/08 » Updated: 07/06/10
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Date: 10/07/09 Title: Chapter 58: Apologies Don't Always Have To Be Accepted

Awww, that was a sweet letter she wrote to Nick. I knew Rachel wasn't going to be so forgiving...I'm a lot like her, when I'm pissed at someone, I make them WORK for their redemption! ;o) Drama is pretty much a given for the next chapter if Jane is involved. For a split second I thought "maybe she's gonna incorporate Nick's heart problem into the story line"...then I thought, nah, Jane is coming up, that's enough. LMAO

Author's Response: Adie didn't expect her to be forgiving. There are a lot of issues she didn't even realise she had with her sister because Rachel has been repressing them. I love how you think the drama is going to come from Jane, you might be a bit surprised! Thanks for the review!

Reviewer: cookies Signed
Date: 05/16/09 Title: Chapter 47: Patience

Oh No She Di-int!! Going to Nepal won't do anything for Adie except aid in her (once again) behavior of running away. It's an excuse. Working in another country only helps distract her from addressing her personal problems (and there are many). She & Nick should be working thru these things together as a couple. Not as a guy in one country & a girl in another. And for months! This isn't gonna end well.

Good on Nick for actually showing his true emotions. At least one of them is starting to face their demons like an adult. ;o)

Author's Response:

I'm really surprised people see it like she is running again. Once you guys read about her in Nepal I think you will see it differently, it's not at all like going to work in an office to forget about things. She is going to be working in dang conditions, a far cry from the hospitals she has worked in in both England and America. The people she will meet will be poor and poverish, with extremely poorly children, some of which will die - it's going to be a huge reminder of Molly.

I think she is facing her demons but she is doing it in her own way. She is going to come back after some major revelations.

 

Thanks for the review hun!

Reviewer: cookies Signed
Date: 01/15/09 Title: Chapter 28: Easier to Run

True, there is no such thing as a perfect person, and Adie needs to understand that this applies to her too. She seems to hold everyone else to impossible standards while totally ignoring her own personality flaws. I've never liked people like that, and Adie is no exception! Instead of giving Nick the chance to prove his words worthy, she let's it all go because she can't accept what she perceives as a "perfect" life path may not be perfect at all. Funny how she can see Nick's faults so clearly, but when hers are pointed out to her, she runs away. Hypocrite! She's worked on my last nerve.

Author's Response:

You have hit the nail straight on the head! She is so focused on his flaws and his problems that she is failing to recognise her own, she doesn't see that she puts herself in these types of situations from the decisions she has made in the past. Mark cheated on her and so she promised herself she would never let anybody do that to her again and yet she took Nick back in a heartbeat when he did it to her. It's almost as if she likes the drama of these impossible situations, she likes the arguments and can't believe that people can change which is quite funny considering the line of work that she is in.

You will start to see a different side of her soon though, I promise and you may actually start to like her! (GASP!) Thanks for teh review!

Reviewer: cookies Signed
Date: 05/18/09 Title: Chapter 47: Patience

I don't have much more to add to my other review of this chap except to say that I agree with Cabycake's review (her 2nd one--heehee) 100%.

I don't care how ya flower it up, Adie is running away - again. Not sticking around & getting therapy for herself, for one thing, and work thru the grief of losing Molly WITH Nick (he lost her too, yanno?). I don't give this relationship much chance now that she's decided to walk away from it (again).

Author's Response:

People do strange things in the face of death. Yes she is running, we can all see that but I truly believe that Adie hasn't realised that yet. Hopefully it won't be too late when she does.

Thanks hun

x

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Date: 05/23/09 Title: Chapter 49: Question Exsiting?

"You’ve been here for twelve weeks,” he told her, the maths obviously working out in his head, “Adie what the hell are you doing here?”

I declare, Sean just might be the smartest person Adie has ever met!
Could it be that the lightbulb FINALLY went off in her head?

I'm anxious to see what's up next.

Author's Response: It's amazing how someone impartial from the situation, a complete stranger, can make you see things you never realised were there! Thanks for the review hun!

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Date: 06/30/09 Title: Chapter 55: All We Can Do Is Keep Breathing

Nice chapter. At first I thought he was having heart problems..not good! Nice to see Adie coming to Nick's aid for a change. She's stepping up to the plate! Maybe this is the beginning of their long healing process.

Author's Response: Adie hopes that it is! But if it is it is going to be very long! It is LONG over due for her to be therefor him and for Nick it is a strange shift in their relationship, one that he will not be used to because it means focusing the attention on him and his emotions, something we all know he doesn't like! It is going to cause problems that is for sure! Thanks for reviewing!

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Date: 01/30/09 Title: Chapter 31: When it rains

Well, it's ABOUT DAMN TIME she removed her head from her ass!

Author's Response: I love your comment! Thanks for the review!

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Date: 05/06/09 Title: Chapter 44: Long Road To Ruin

Kinda hoping this is a major dream sequence and Nick will wake up from it. Man, just for ONCE can't there be a happy ending? Damn.

Author's Response: It would be one hell of a dream! Actually one hell of a nightmare. Thanks for the review x

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Date: 05/11/09 Title: Chapter 46: The Pieces Don't Fit Here Anymore

Hmmm...I hardly think Nick is to blame for the way Adie is feeling at this time. He hid his feelings from her about the whole thing out of concern he'd hurt her even more than she is already. He actually is taking her feelings into consideration. Can't say that Adie is doing the same for Nick. He lost a child too, yet that doesn't seem to be a big concern to Adie. The pattern of withdrawing into herself is going to bite her back in the butt BIG time. I feel that Nick is bending over backwards & trying to get her to come to terms with this whole situation and all she can do is find fault with the way he's handling things? Uhh uhh, Adie, that ain't right. By the time she figures out what she's done, Nick will be nuthin but a shell of himself. Who's she gonna blame then? ;o)

Author's Response: You are totally right, the only reason he his his feelings was to protect her, yet she doesn't see that because she is too focused on herself to realise. She is being incredibly bllind to his pain but she will realise and she will have to live with the way she treated him. It is going to haunt her for a while. Thanks for the review hun x

Reviewer: cookies Signed
Date: 05/21/09 Title: Chapter 48: Distractions

Yep, still not seeing how going away to
"find herself" is helping Adie at all. She's basically doing the same thing she would've done at home, only difference is Nick would have been there to help her & maybe then she could start to really heal. I still stand by my belief that in a time of terrific sorrow that is shared, the healing needs to be done by both people TOGETHER. Adie is basically trying to block out the whole thing by being in a different country & immersing herself in her work. That will not solve anything.

Nick going to his mom was a nice touch. Her words were thought starters for Nick, and (surprisingly) I think he will take her advice.

I just don't see how Adie's use of this time is going to help them as a couple at all. She best hope that Nick's heart is still open to her & all her issues when she gets her head out of her butt and comes home. ;o)

Author's Response:

People will only acept help when they are ready. I think deep down Nick knows that and it's the reason he let her go in the first place. But you are right in what you are saying, she is blocking everything out n the hopes that she won;t remember, it's something she has done in the past and it didn't work but she hasn't learnt from that mistake!

Trust me Nick is going to take her advice but not straight away which I think a lot of you will find frustrating!

Thanks for the review hun! x

Reviewer: cookies Signed
Date: 05/25/09 Title: Chapter 50: Passing By

Can I just say I love Rachel? When she was giving Adie "what for" at the hospital was pure entertainment for me. It's about time Adie realize that Nick, however patient & understanding he's been, DOES have his limits....and she best shit or get off the pot where he's concerned. Can I be bad and say I wouldn't be upset if he isn't exactly all warm & fuzzy with Adie if she does catch him on the way to Vegas? A little part of me wants to see her get a little scared that Nick just might be done with all of it. Of course, in the end I don't think that will happen, but in my lil' opinion, I think Adie deserves to get the pee scared out of her. LMAO.

I also was a little put off by Adie's Dad making it about her, when it should have been nuthin BUT about him & his health and state of being. But we should be used to that when it comes to Adie, it always ends up being about her. ;o)

Author's Response: That's why Rachel is my favorite too! She doesn't hold back at all! You might get your wish about Nick, their reunion is'nt going to be as great as she expects it to be! Thanks for the review hun! x

Author's Response: That's why Rachel is my favorite too! She doesn't hold back at all! You might get your wish about Nick, their reunion is'nt going to be as great as she expects it to be! Thanks for the review hun! x