I tend to be affected by things going on in their real lives when I'm trying to write them. It's kind of awesome when things work out to be like how you picture it, like seeing the guys living in a house together, Kevin & Howie taking Nick fishing on one of his birthdays, going camping and most recently hiking together. But when its the other way around it can be a real bummer. Like Kevin leaving and Howie having homicidal tendencies and Hot messNick of early 2000's lol or working with nkotb. That's when I start struggling a bit.